I have read all your replies with love and gratitude, and there is no way I can answer each of you individually.

Thank you for all your love; I feel it every day, and I love you all back.
*Waves a little shakily* I kind of fell off the planet, didn’t I? I’m back (for some definition of back) now, home after nearly a month in hospital, and another three weeks in a skilled nursing facility. Basically, a Very Bad reaction to having my montelukast stopped abruptly (very bad idea) and a Very Bad reaction to a steroid. Combined resulted a horrifying thing known as Steroid Psychosis.

Yes, that is as bad as it sounds. Fortunately my friends were able to assure the hospital people that the person wearing my face and using my voice Was Not Me. (I literally do not remember the first two weeks after I was admitted to Emergency & they were waiting for a bed, and the third week is still pretty hazy.)

This is on top of a cancer diagnosis, breast cancer, not quite the same as 20 years ago, but metastatic. In less than a year, too, because I am Very Faithful about my mammograms & the previous had been clear. Anyway the care and imaging and chemo (pills! Injections!), radiation (they can focus incredibly finely, direct the beam precisely where they target), and general support have been amazing. My friends & my sister have been amazing — they built me an ADA-equivalent ramp, they made it so I could get around my house, they take me to my appts and come to just visit.

I’m getting ahead of myself. The skilled nursing place was very nice, and exactly what I needed as a transition. Excellent PT and OT people & program. I could barely stand after so long effectively immobile, but I’m walking (with a walker or something to stabilize me, getting in & out of chairs and bed & other such things.

My doctors are happy with me and optimistic about battering the nasty cells into submission, if not all into banishment. I am very, very glad to be back.

Now let’s see if I can find my words again.
Dear Creator,

This is the actual letter for 2023!

Thank you! Thank you for loving something I love, and for creating for me. I am sure that I will enjoy whatever you write for me.

I have requested fic for my main gift, but art treats would be amazing.

General Thoughts )

Individual Requests

I signed up at the very last minute (If I read the Request Summary correctly I was the last signup) and ran out of time to put any worldbuilding tags in either my Crossover Fandom or Silmarillion request, so I have put them here instead.

Request 1 - Silmarillion )
Request 2 - Crossover Fandom )
Request 3 - The Fall of Arthur )
Fannish 50

My signup: here

Name: Lferion
My Fannish Fifty entries will be posted here: fannish50
My theme (optional): Well, someone did mention hedgehogs.
My journal status: Mostly unlocked, mostly used these last several years to comment on posts, and post to Fan Flashworks, rather than posting things myself. Perhaps this will encourage me into changing that.
Anything else people should know? Another Fandom Old. Multi-fannish. Fond of small, spikey, cute things like hedgehogs and gillyflowers. Current principal fandom is Tolkien et al, especially Silmarillion.

...I started this post in January. It is now March. Better late than never?
If you are here for the Innumerable Stars 2023 fest, please go here for the 2023 Dear Creator letter!

Dear Writer,

Thank you! Thank you for loving something I love, and for creating for me. I am sure that I will enjoy whatever you write for me.

I have requested fic for my main gift, but art treats would be amazing.

General Thoughts )

Individual Requests

Request 1 - Fingon & Elrond )

Request 2 - Fëanor and Nerdanel )

Request 3 - Celegorm - (Sympathetic) )

Request 4 - Elves and the Sea )

Request 5 - Crossovers )
This looks like fun! Click the image to go to the fest page.

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Specific Tolkien-possible prompts/comments:

LotR, Gandalf, Peace here

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Any, Any, Quiet comfort here -- Afterwards, in Quiet Comfort

Any, Any, The sea between us here

Any, Any, First sign of spring here

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Original Works, Librarian/Library ghost, The rustling of pages here

Original Work, Wizard/Knight, Spellbound here
Lots of other things I'm free of too.

Inspired by this post on John Scalzi's Whatever

Today's date: 2021-01-10 (Jan 10)
You are 21976 days old.
Which is 3139 weeks and 3 days.

That's 60 years and 61 days, including 15 leap days,
or 60 years, 8 weeks and 5 days.

In other words, that's 722 months.
Therefore, you are 60.167 years old.

You were born on a Thursday, your last birthday was a Tuesday
and your next one will be on a Wednesday.

Site for calculating days here
lferion: Tiggie on a keyboard (Tiggie_keyboard)
( Jan. 3rd, 2021 10:58 pm)
Yes, I know it is the third-almost-the-fourth :-)

I hope it is a better one for us all.

I enjoyed my two+ weeks off work very much. I slept in, I got a tiny amount of sewing done, I got to see a couple of people and take a walk in the park. I ordered my replacement tent. I did Greyhaven New Years by zoom, which was fun.

And I wrote. For Yuletide I got one full-length (exactly -- it's 10 perfect drabbles, so precisely 1k) treat, and a drabble and a drabble-poem in Madness. The drabble-poem enjoyed a modest success and was recced a couple of times, which was lovely. The recipients all enjoyed them.

I've been working steadily on my SWG Postcards from Middle Earth piece, which keeps growing. On the 29th it grew a 1.2k (and counting) epilogue that will need to be a separate piece, not just a separate chapter. I think I will need to just pick a segment that hangs together to post for the challenge. Since the 1st, I've been doing the daily Resolutions prompts as well, which is entertaining. I did the Instadrabble session on the 27th, though I have a few prompts still to fill, and I'm planning to do the image one this weekend.

I have kept up with Fan Flashworks, got a sonnet done for the current prompt Roof last night and posted it earlier today.

It has been so nice to have the words flowing again, which they mostly haven't been for a while now. Tomorrow I go back to work. I do hope that doesn't shut off the spigot.
lferion: From RS, Kris with chin on towel (AI8_Kris_towel)
( Dec. 31st, 2020 09:10 pm)
Just a few more hours in this time zone.

I survived.

I wrote every day.

I didn't have to default on anything I signed up for, but I was also very careful about what I did commit myself too.

I wrote 3 Yuletide things, all well received.

I'll call that a win.
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( Dec. 4th, 2020 10:50 pm)
I have long had a somewhat adversarial relationship with my teeth. These last few years (with really good dental coverage) have been rather better, especially once I realized/understood that my mouth actually is Really Small, and it is ok to tell/remind the dental people that.

Today I was an adult about it. One of my lower front teeth had started really hurting yesterday, to the point it was waking me up, so I called the dentist at 8, and they happened to have an opening at 9. I went, and it turned out there was an abscess, and the tooth was going to need a root canal & crown. So they got me a same-day appointment with the Endodontist. They were very nice and good at their jobs -- plus they listened, so I got the kid-sized bite block and so forth.

The novocaine was a real relief. I was a little sorry when it wore off. I can tell that the pain now is Insulted Gums/Jaw (and possibly pressure from the infection) and not screaming tooth-nerves, so a definite improvement. I have antibiotics to make sure the infection goes all the way away.

I do hope I wake up without having to think about my mouth tomorrow though. That would be nice.


It has made me wonder if Elves can re-grow teeth. I think perhaps they can, though it might take a while. I know that Highlander Immortals certainly can.
lferion: Movie-Legolas, text is 'Everlasting' (Legolas)
( Dec. 3rd, 2020 09:22 am)
This is certainly a worthy cause!

Guardian article

"Campaign to buy JRR Tolkien's house backed by Lord of the Rings actors
Ian McKellen and Martin Freeman support £4.5m crowdfunding campaign to turn the Oxford home where Tolkien wrote his most famous books into a museum"

Project Northmoor site
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( Dec. 1st, 2020 11:00 pm)
This is really amazing -- Sir Christopher Lee, as a villain, singing a song about cocktails. Marvelous voice and boy does he know how to use it.



--By way of [personal profile] the_little_owl and [personal profile] temve, here.
lferion: (SeasonSamhain)
( Nov. 30th, 2020 10:09 pm)
Several lovely things have come in the mail recently: my box from Vagabond Tabby, with many treasures, nifty rocks, soap, aromatic materials, faery home decorating elements, etc. After one of the soaps melted fairly catastrophically in the mail last summer, I had Kate hold off on sending things between after May, and then finally it was cool enough again this month, so that was great fun to open.

I got my postcard for the current SWG challenge, which is lovely, and a couple of cards from friends, which is always delightful.

Earlier this month I changed out the altar, and it is making me happy every time I see it.

I've managed to post every day, and write at least 100 words. I think it was the right choice not to sign up for HLH_Shortcuts or Yuletide, though I am hopeful of a madness drabble or two. I posted pieces for all three Fan Flashworks challenges, maintaining my streak.

What a long, strange month (year) it has been, and continues to be.

I've enjoyed posting, and hope to continue being more present here, though likely not daily.
lferion: (Spirit_spiralsky)
( Nov. 29th, 2020 10:36 pm)
It is the second to last day of November, and a full moon with an eclipse tonight. I shall not be staying up for it (where I am it is a penumbral eclispse from midnight-thirty to 2:30ish.) I wonder what the Elves thought, the first time they saw one? I could see Curufin figuring it out before it happened, or Caranthir. Or maybe someone else of astronomical and mathematical bent. Or perhaps it would be more likely that they would work out the mathematics after the fact.

Though, since in the First Age, the moon actually generates light, not reflecting it, perhaps there are no actual eclipses. That might be another artifact of the world being bent with the sinking of Numenor in the Second Age. And how does that affect Aman, still a plane?

Elven astronomy, surprisingly complex!
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( Nov. 28th, 2020 09:45 pm)
Instadrabbles are a thing that the Silmarillion Writer's Guild does periodically, a variation on three words from a hat. Four words are chosen by the person who starts off the session on Discord, and people write perfect drabbles, until someone else posts four new words, and so forth until people leave the channel. The word sets are pinned at the top, and/or highlighted so they can be found later. There is no actual time limit, though it is rare for a drabble to be posted more than a day or so after the session.

Celebrating short forms, a new DW community has been set up: [community profile] tolkienshortfanworks has been set up. Come join the fun! Intro post here.

Anyway, drabble:

Ocean Star Song Discover

Above the ocean hung the star, Gil-Estel, the star that was a ship that bore a Silmaril. Beneath the song of the waves could be heard the song of the star, did one listen closely, the echo of that song could be perceived beneath the restless waves, and another echo deep within the stones that made up shore and sea-bed, cliff and moor. There was a place, a cave, where sky and earth and sea converged, discovered over and over down the long ages, where Maglor would go to remember who and what he was, just for a little while.
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( Nov. 27th, 2020 09:32 pm)
Surviced Friday. Most of it at dads house, many more hours than I wanted to be.

However, now I am home, eating delicious Ivan-bread, and attempting to get my shoulders back out of my ears.

HAve a triple drabble I wrote a while back, for the prompts: Sunlight Quiver, Bowl, Luscious (Caranthir, Feanor)


Cloudberries

Sunlight quivered on the water in the cup Caranthir set before him, a sight Feanor did not think he would be used to any time soon. Not the sunlight, not water, not any and every one of his sons. Then Caranthir put a bowl full of brilliantly colored berries next to the cup, and sat across from him, not saying anything. (The seven of them, Nerdanel, and a so far inexplicable set of others — some but not all of his sibling's children, others he felt he should know but could not recall — seemed to be taking it in turn to bring him food, help him with things he ought to be able to do himself, but could not quite manage yet, in this new hroa. It was improving — he could feed himself now — but no less terrifying. Even if everyone who had Returned themselves — which was, also terrifying, almost all of them — said that it was expected, especially for those who had been without hroa for a long time. They had not yet told him how long, which was probably just as well.) Carefully, Feanor picked up one of the red berries and admired it for a moment, glistening in the warm light, before putting it in his mouth. Flavor burst on his tongue, intense, sweet, luscious, nearly overwhelming. He felt his breath catch, his eyes well with feelings, sensations he had forgotten, had no words for. Caranthir slid a square of hemmed linen across the table, and for a moment the very weave of the fabric was almost too much on his fingertips, but there was nothing but steady affection in Caranthir's smile. Handkerchief. it was a handkerchief, and there was a joke about handkerchiefs he would recall presently, but for now, he and Caranthir would enjoy breakfast, together.

Cloudberries: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rubus_chamaemorus
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( Nov. 26th, 2020 10:50 pm)
I survived Thanksgiving. Runa is a saint. Also an excellent cook.

Then, after dinner, I went down to deliver custard pie and eggnog to Ivan & Ian’ka, whom I have not seen since March, and had a really lovely visit (masked, distanced) which I did not realize how much I needed until I saw them. And now I have Ivan-bread to enjoy, and was amusingly able to take away one of my chairs that he had repaired, even as I (finally!) remembered to take the carved back of my three-legged chair to him to fix, which has needed doing since like, April.

A good day. I hope everyone had good days.
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( Nov. 25th, 2020 11:15 pm)
Drawing a blank on what to talk about here today.

So, here is a drabble-poem I wrote on the 31st.

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Where do the words go, when the mind goes blank?
Are they still there in potential, if only one could reach them?
Or have they flown away, and breath must bring them back?

Roll the dice, pick a prompt, apply the pen to paper
Coax the words out somehow. No one needs to see them,
Only you, squeezing them out like blood from a finger-prick.

It's not a project without it being bled on, after all --
Pins, needles, knives, chisels, styli digging lines in wax
One by one by one, until there is something on the page

No longer blank
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I did get words today, 200+, but I think they need reworking before they fit properly with the SWG challenge set, or even as a solo thing. That's ok. Not everything needs to be postable straight off. I'm allowed second drafts.
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( Nov. 24th, 2020 09:49 pm)
I made two custard pies (daryoles) today. I prefer cooking them in my gas oven at my house, but since at least one of these is for dad, I did them up at his house this evening. I really like that they make graham cracker crusts in a, 'extra serving' size, because when you use jumbo -- or even large or XL eggs, there is too much filling for the smaller shells. The recipe does work with medium eggs, but I like it better with larger, just like the eggnog.

They did not come out particularly pretty -- they rose too high to cool down without wrinkly tops -- but they should taste just fine.

Daryoles (Medieval custard pies)
For one pie:

Large pie shell -- I like the graham cracker crust ones, though pretty much any piecrust will do.
4 XL or Jumbo eggs
1/2 cup sugar
1/2 tsp salt
2 cups cream -- I like heavy whipping cream, but medium works too. Half and Half will NOT work.
1/2 tsp almond extract (use the real thing)

1/4 tsp each (or to taste) mace, nutmeg. Can also use allspice &/or ginger. If using cloves use just a pinch.

I like to mix all the dry ingredients together in my 8-cup measure/mixing bowl with a spout (the one I use for eggnog), and then crack the eggs in, & whisk until the sugar is all disolved and the eggs are nicely beaten.

Pour in the cream and the almond extract. Beat until smooth. One can wait until now to put the spices in, but they are harder to mix in evenly at this point.

Pre-heat the oven to 450. Bake the pie for 10 - 12 minutes at 450, and them reduce the heat to 300 and bake for another 30 - 35. The middle should not be still liquid when done, but the custard probably will rise & then fall again when you take it out. Let cool.

Serve with whipped cream. It will keep, covered, in the fridge for a week or so. (Another reason I like the crumb-crusts - they come with the plastic lids.)

This recipe is derived from the one in Traveling Dysshes by Mistress Siobhan Meadbh O'Roarke et al.
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