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LOOKING FOR DAVE CULLEN...

My URL isn't working for Dave Cullen.  I wanted to check out the new postings.  Has it changed?  Can anyone help me?  Thank you all so much...

Cat

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LV2WALK

Wishing you the happiest of birthdays! I hope this year will be amazing for you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSESTEM

Happy Birthday to a Friend and Wonderful Writer.  Wishing you a wonderful birthday filled with everything you love. I hope this year will be amazing for you!

Love and Hugs, Cathy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIENATA

Wishing you a wonderful birthday filled with everything you love. I hope this year will be amazing for you!

Love and Hugs,
Cathy

Thank-you Lv2walk!!

Mary ~ Thank-you so much for the cute little 'Cat'
on my profile page. He's adorable ~ Just like you!

Love and Hugs,
Cat
Wishing all of you a day full of love and excitement! May you have many more!
                                            Love, Cat
Caring Bridge
Connecting Family and Friends When Health Matters

My Sister~50 and Dying~This Happened Two Years Ago If you read this two years, please update at the end
Image This is my sister Debbi, taken June 4, 2010


July of 2010

Debbi started getting attacks where she was short of breath, and after a mountain of tests, was diagnosed with heart failure. The cause was a mystery to the Medical Professionals treating her. They eliminated all known other causes of heart failure and contributed her condition to an unknown source, figuring that she had most likely contracted a virus earlier in the year that attacked her heart and did permanent damage. The doctors were hopeful that she would bounce back as she is a healthy young adult. She was treated with many drugs, put on a very restricted diet, and was at home until recently.


Oct 12, 2010

Debbi was again admitted into the hospital having extreme difficulty breathing and maintaining any lifestyle. They found she had pneumonia, treated her, and had that under control. They have been fairly successful in pulling off fluids from around her heart, which makes it easier for her to breathe. There are an abundant number of steps she will need to follow before a clear treatment path is decided on. Her heart has permanent unrecoverable damage. It is likely that the worst case, most evasive treatment, although risky, is the great hope and promise of Debbi receiving a heart transplant, which would be her only chance at being "cured".


Oct 19, 2010

The doctors found today, during a heart biopsy, that Debbi has present and abnormal protein. Key test results were received yesterday that indeed proved that Debbi has Cardiac amyloidosis - proteins in the heart that are not curable. This protein will remove her from being a candidate for a heart transplant.  Without that lifesaving measure, Debbi will not be able to recover from her heart failure. Debbi's treatment turned from preventive/curable to palliative. It has now been discovered that these 'abnormal proteins' have entered other viable organs, eating through her pancreas and into her liver. She has been fighting hard to remain positive and energized. But it is indeed a blow. Debbi seemed, oddly enough, at a resolved peace. Her children are coping about as well as one could expect given the circumstance...



Oct 22, 2010

It is with deep pain and a broken heart that I share this current update. Today was a very difficult day for Debbi and her children. A care conference was held for an open discussion with her children and doctors about how long she will be with us.  She is in unbelievable mental and emotional pain.  Every day she is tortured by the inevitability of her mortality.  The palliative care will be moving forward and she will begin receiving limited to no medicine to keep her in her current condition. She will not be suffering as the hospital will make sure for the next week or so that they accommodate her to be as comfortable as possible while she readies herself to move on. 






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Sarah, Debbi, Melissa and My Godson, Eric... 10-15-2010

A Note to My LJ Friends:

I find myself crying at the strangest times.  And writing this, has brought many tears, and taken a long time to write.  But, it has been good for me.  I now know the true understanding of the words, "I wish it would have been me instead."  So thank you for taking the time to read this.  I hope if anybody has ever had a family member or friend who has gone through this, I would love to talk to you.  It is a relatively newer illness, and so much needs to be learned.  I am so proud of my sister... she signed off on needed forms to donate her body for science.  I am sure it will not give them a cure, but as Debbi said, "If by my doing this, helps to prolong someone's life so they have more time to spend with their family, it is more than I could hope for."

You have always been a beautiful angel that God sent to me from above. You are in my heart, thoughts and prayers; you've always been in my world... I love you so much, my little sister... Always and Forever.

Current Mood: crushed crushed
Current Music:My Heart Will Go On and On

Dear Friends... Oct 24, 2010

Image I'm sorry to announce that Debbi has passed away. Sarah was with her as she passed. It was as unpainful as possible. Debbi is at peace now. Thank you for all your prayers, thoughts and well wishes.


God's Garden Must be Beautiful

God looked around the garden,
and found an empty space.
He looked down upon the earth,
and saw your tired face.
He put his arms around you,
and lifted you to rest.
God's garden must be beautiful,
for He only takes the best.
He knew that you were weary,
and He knew that you were in pain.
He knew that you would never,
be well on earth again.
He saw the roads were getting rough,
and the hills were hard to climb.
So He closed your weary eyelids,
and whispered, "Peace Be Thine".


Oct 24, 2012 ~ And a small update

Today... We remember all our love for you. Knowing you, I can just imagine you have every angel laughing.  Here's a remembrance of yours and miy favorite new idol singer, Connie Talbot (only older), singing to Whitney and other young actors (Quit chuckling - I know you know which one is my favorite) who died before their time, just like you. What nobody realized, is you died on my youngest daughter, Kari's, birthday, who you just happened to be her godmother.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ijYNTMdlF0o

"Remember them as life, not as death, and Celebrate the living."

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Don't forget our beautiful: Jake Gyllenhaal

ALSO our boys from:

QAF

Supernatural

Glee

Torchwood

Adam Lambert/American Idol

What is LJ and Friendship all about?????


I have been trying to put my head around what took place a few days ago, and thought that I'd like some opinions by my "Friends" to see if they can help me understand this.

Granted, I haven't been around very much. I check in occasionally, and there are still ongoing fics I enjoy reading. But, it seems that by the time I get around to reading a chapter, that 6-7 days have past, and I rarely comment on it. That doesn't mean that I didn't enjoy the chapter, but it was just "Past" the printed date.

I still think of my friends list as my "Friends", especially some that I have became good friends with the last couple of years that I have been with LJ.

SO, what I need help understanding is... A few days ago, I posted a birthday announcement to a "Very Good Friend". She wrote a thank-you under the posting, even called me long-distance on the phone and thanked me personally for the birthday wish. (Having each other's phone #'s, I would qualify that as a REALLY good friend.)

We spoke of my needing time away from BBM, and we spoke of a few stories I am now interested in. I expressed my heartache on a lot of writer's that are no longer with us. Apparently that didn't sit well with her, as the next day when I turned my computer on to leave her a comment on a couple of chapters I had just read the night before after printing them out, I found she: "has removed you from their Friends list."

I really hope SOMEONE can PLEASE help me understand what LJ and "Friends" are all about? The fact that BBM is a dying fandom tears me apart, and it hurts more than I can say. It has helped to distance myself somewhat, but to find you lose a friend over it???? Because I didn't comment on a few chapters????? Is that Friendship? Apparently I need to thank the people who are not vindictive and took me off their friends list, simply because they have not heard from me for awhile.

So, thank-you to those friends who are still there for me, in case I should ever really need a TRUE friend.

My Love Always,
Cat ♥♥♥


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