*Girl!*
I had posted on Facebook that we were having a girl last month. Today I went in for another appointment and my doctor says that the baby is still looking like a girl! I have had a hard time calling the baby "she" or "our baby girl" because I just don't know if I can believe it. Having boys was so easy for me.. I am the only girl in my family and have mostly taken care of little boys my whole life. Having a girl is going to be a huge change for me. I am really excited though and have already had fun looking at (and ok, buying some) baby girl things.
As for the most important part of the appointment... My doctor said that everything is looking good. I am 20 weeks today and the baby was measuring 19 weeks and 5 days. My doctor wasn't concerned about that at all but I still can't help but wonder is it because of her cord? Is she not getting quite enough nourishment and that is why she is measuring a few days smaller? Carter always measured about a week ahead when I was pregnant with him so having a baby that measures just a little bit smaller worries me. Heck, everything worries me. At this point my doctor is not doing anything different as far as my treatment, but he said that I can come in whenever I want for a non-stress test (to hear the baby's heartbeat). That is good to know, but what about nights and weekends?! Can you tell the anxiety is killing me?! I sure hope my sanity can last these next 20 weeks. I just want this baby to get here so badly!
