- i'll make the most of it (don't lie, im pretty extraordinary.)

magellen- May 30th, 2006
so i have orientation at applebees tomorrow at like 2 or 230 i think. i have to call in the morning and be like hey guys orientation? and they will tell me “if” i can come in for it. i dont know if that maybe means that i will not get to work there. dunno.
and there was this thing last night and it was weird. and my life is a little weirdish i think, but not really my life, but now i have drama in this group of friends that im not really a part of? and thats weird for me. mostly, i used to be better versed in drama. like last year, i was pretty good at drama, but now im just not interested in it. like meh, how can we minimize the drama? and then it like appears at my doorstep and i realize that im the only person ever who wants to minimize drama.
aaaand in other news, claire gave me the new fiona apple cd. its called extraordinary machine. and the first time i heard it i was like meh. but its pretty wicked and very weird and i like things that are weird. i didnt know i had any interest in fiona apple, but apparently i do. and i love claire.
and ive been working like all weekend, which is not so lame except that our 2day sale was really lame. and everyone was like i hate you and the two day sale is suposed to tailor to me. when youre out of things, i need you to be unout of them so that i can have them. i hate people.
what else? i move in on the 16th and thats really exciting, a LOT exciting but also scary cause of not ever having money and not having packed yet. and there is going to be some sort of party for housewarming and it will be fun and good, and then my birthday is like a couple days later and by that i really mean a week and i will be 20, which isnt even exciting because im like way younger than everyone ever. but i will be in my own house which will be exciting. but we have to go to ikea before then and i have to PACK but thats okay because i told myself that i would start hardxcore packing on the first of june.