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Conceding Your Defeat

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AMY CROUSE IS THE BESTEST EVER AND SHE IS THE AWESOMEST.

Awesomest is now a word... and also my life is boring so i have nothing to talk about, but I do know that I have done nothing but spend time with Amy and Joey lately.  and went to a wicked party.

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I got a pretty haircut today but no one can ever see it perfect like it is now so i have to take a picture!

livejournal! how long we have been apart!
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So today it isnt christmas anymore and it isnt school anymore so there isn’t anymore stress. except when people create unnecessary stress. which is lame.

aaand what happened to me recently? nothing really that exciting. i’m tired because i dont like getting up at 7:30 and my ribs hurt from typing while laying on my stomach.

i miss laura and i need to take a shower and i watched march of the penguins yesterday. joey gets off work in like half an hour and then we’re going to go eat. i thought merry was coming but she left so i guess not.

i have this really strong desire to post a passive aggressive entry, but as i have not done that in probably a year, it would be annoying to get into such a habit again. AND nothing makes me as angry as fucking passive aggressive people. so i abstain.

what else? nothing really. i go to costa rica in january all month long. which will be fun and exciting. and then i come back for school which willl be neither fun nor exciting. well, i mean i will be lame and excited. and i have fridays off which is good.

and what ELSE?

i have to drop my minor which makes me a sad girl. because i love spanish and wish i knew it better. but fuck the spanish department in the ass, they’re never ever going to work with a student on scheduling EVER. so i lose on that deal. alright, i guess that’s all i got.

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this thing just popped up into my screen for no reason so here is a livejournal post about it.

also im writing a paper so please, livejournal client, stop interrupting me.

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So school starts again in like 9 days and call me a loser, but that’s exciting. i have some of my books already and that’s also exciting. because im also a loser. and what else? dave came home and left and he was as super as ever. though 15 days is not very long and he should come back soon. my last day at applebee’s before school starts is on the 26th and they are like no quit linens n things instead. for some reason i dont do this, but i dont know why. so yeah my life is kinda sucky sometimes, but its getting better when school starts cause there will be less work and more laurer. and maybe alcohol and time to drink it, because a freezer full of tequila does you no good if you don’t have the time to drink it properly

though the good news is that im helping laurer move in and then spending the night on the first day of classes. and thats nice. maybe on her futon!

AWESOME!

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so dave comes home on the 18th and thats so exciting. i mostly cant wait to see him. also, working two jobs pretty much blows. hard. im thinking about deciding on a day and telling linens n things AND applebees that im not available on that day. so that i have a guaranteed day off every week. cause as its going, i am getting no days off ever. in life. though i may have one this upcoming week, depending on my applebees schedule. anyway, its 11:14 and i have to be at applebees at 11:30, so i should get going. even though it takes 4 minutes to drive there. never hurts to be early and ALSO, i hate that job with a passion.

i need to go to sleep.
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sometimes bad things happen to people i dont like. not like earth-shatteringly bad things, but not trivial either... and i get pretty happy about it because im like. you deserve that.

does that make me terrible?

i'll make the most of it (don't lie, im pretty extraordinary.)
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so i have orientation at applebees tomorrow at like 2 or 230 i think. i have to call in the morning and be like hey guys orientation? and they will tell me “if” i can come in for it. i dont know if that maybe means that i will not get to work there. dunno.

and there was this thing last night and it was weird. and my life is a little weirdish i think, but not really my life, but now i have drama in this group of friends that im not really a part of? and thats weird for me. mostly, i used to be better versed in drama. like last year, i was pretty good at drama, but now im just not interested in it. like meh, how can we minimize the drama? and then it like appears at my doorstep and i realize that im the only person ever who wants to minimize drama.

aaaand in other news, claire gave me the new fiona apple cd. its called extraordinary machine. and the first time i heard it i was like meh. but its pretty wicked and very weird and i like things that are weird. i didnt know i had any interest in fiona apple, but apparently i do. and i love claire.

and ive been working like all weekend, which is not so lame except that our 2day sale was really lame. and everyone was like i hate you and the two day sale is suposed to tailor to me. when youre out of things, i need you to be unout of them so that i can have them. i hate people.

what else? i move in on the 16th and thats really exciting, a LOT exciting but also scary cause of not ever having money and not having packed yet. and there is going to be some sort of party for housewarming and it will be fun and good, and then my birthday is like a couple days later and by that i really mean a week and i will be 20, which isnt even exciting because im like way younger than everyone ever. but i will be in my own house which will be exciting. but we have to go to ikea before then and i have to PACK but thats okay because i told myself that i would start hardxcore packing on the first of june.

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So, this summer I plan to work all the time. and drink slash be at the pool when im not working.

and live in an apartment with awesome people.

and lose weight.

so i like think i figured out what im going to about working at linens n things and getting another job even though huntington learning center is gay. I am going to try to get a job waitressing slash being a hostess and maybe edit peoples things on the side. I love english. And I think I decided to like work at linens n things in the mornings on monday wednesday friday and in the evenings on tuesday thursday and then anytime on sunday and then wherever im waitressing on m w f evenings and tu th mornings and whenever on saturday. and the writing center people might put together a tutoring company for extra money and i might do that if they do end up putting that together.

and joey should probably get out of old navy now, cause hes pretty much been there for long enough. but its all good cause merry gets out of work in like 15 minutes. and then i think i want to drive around on 40 to see what restaurants i want to apply at. I already applied at applebees online and i know i want to apply at loafers probably... and i dont know what else is on 40 right by our house, so that’s what I want to do.

also, I hope to go to the pool all the time in the future. claire, this is your responsibility. force me to do it. and also the lose weight thing. I’m also starting south beach today, but I already ate nachos and drank a beer which are not on south beach, especially not phase 1. thats ok though cause since the nachos i havent had anything bad and the beer doesnt count cause im not going on a diet from alcohol, i refuse.

and i hung out with lauren and marlise last night and that was cool. but then they called today and my phone was in my car so i didnt like you know answer. and then i got caught up being all planning my life and taking food to joey and going to borders with merry and buying cien años de soledad and trying slash failing to read it. speaking of which im going to look up spanish classes i can take right now.

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so i am at the writing center right now, and I'm pretty bored cause I sent myself the draft of my spanish essay to revise but i sent the wrong one so its in mac format and i cant open it on this computer. and i also brought the hard copy of the essay so that i could have the teacher's comments on it and then realized that it was the hard copy of another spanish essay so i cant even work from that. so now im bored and have decided to post some pictures for absolutely no reason.

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Also, I have given up something for lent and am currently eating Kosher for Passover.

And everyone is like why? you're pretty gay. But I don't have to explain it to anyone. so there.

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