I'm not the same as I was back then

A lot of my entries deal with my current fandom exploits: the shows I am watching, the games I am playing, and so forth. I know people find this sort of thing frivelous, but our interests are a part of us and these are the things that interest me. This is not to say all of my posts deal with this, of course; I do post about my life sometimes, particularly when I need somewhere to just let it out when everything seems to take a turn for the worst. I also post about issues that are important to me sometimes.

I try to be as easy-going as possible lately; experience has shown me life is too short to sweat the small stuff. This doesn't mean I will just sit back and take whatever people decide to throw at me, however. I firmly believe that there is no reason to force myself to maintain contact with anyone who disrespects me; as such, although it saddens me when I lose friends, I do not hesitate to cut contact where necessary.

Currently, having received my associate degree in communications, I am working toward a bachelor degree in English; I know that by nearly all standards of a career-driven world, this is considered a 'fluff' degree, but it pertains to my interests. I would love to one day find a career as a literary editor, but for now I'm just focusing on my own writing and looking for something sustainable for the present.

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Maqui ☆ hope for us after all
maqui: (Maqui ☆ But baby I love you. Come back.)
Some notes:
I don't currently have a post that gives any really current information about who I am because I haven't gotten around to writing it yet; I'll get to it soon, hopefully.

Some links:
My contact information can all be found here.
I have a writing journal, located here. If you'd like to read teasers for my works in progress - or notes for some of my story ideas - feel free to prod me for access. ♥
I also have a journal where I post my icons and layout codes, which is here.
Here is a list of anime I have watched, manga I have read, and video games I have played; please feel free to suggest a series for me to read or watch! ♥
You can find a master list of all ringtones I have created here.
maqui: (Maqui ☆ No place left to run.)
It's... been a rough few months. But, I think things are finally looking up-ish. I hope.

I've kind of been on Tumblr a lot recently; I actually made my account there initially because I was writing a fic for two Vocaloid askblogs and I was like, "You know, the smart thing to do would be to post it on the same site, yeah?" And then things snowballed from there. And I swear I'm adopting all of my followers as younger siblings.

There was also some hilarious light RPing the other night after I changed my url to senpai-has-never (and later to senpai-saw-you-and); I don't know how, really, but everyone started changing theirs when they saw mine. I guess because I pointed out that I was doing it for RP lulz and they wanted in, too?

And then I started an RP blog for one of Kagamine Len's Project Diva modules... which has actually been really fun so far.

But I digress.

The point of this post isn't any of that. The point of this post is that my iTunes is a bag of dicks. Let me explain.

So the other night, I decided to select a random playlist and just push play, yeah? And since it's on shuffle, it randomly selects one of the songs on the list. My random selection ended up being the Tales of the Abyss soundtrack; shuffle's random selection ended up with "Belief," and suddenly I'm just this mess of feelings because I'm just - I'm remembering the escape from Baticul and the people explaining why they're willing to lay down their lives for Natalia even though she's not the princess by birth, and it's like... Natalia. Natalia. You are the epitome of a royal who actually does something. You are so kind and compassionate toward your people. And why can't real-world leaders be like you?

And I'm kind of like, "Man, I want to start my 80th playthrough now..."

But I hold off, yeah?

Then I'm listening to the TotA soundtrack again tonight.

And it plays "mirrors."

And I'm like D:

And as soon as that finishes, it plays "promise."

My iTunes is conspiring against me. What are these feelings?!
maqui: (Len ☆ Hey Mr. Music enchant me.)
I keep listening to this song on repeat...

And my writer's block sucks, seriously.
maqui: (Maqui ☆ Ugh. For fuck's sake.)
I kind of love but hate spring. I thought that maybe I'd get away with my allergies not kicking my ass this year, but apparently not; last night, they knocked the shit out of me. And what the fuck at one of the ways it affects me being total loss of my voice, too. Ugh. So annoying, man.

And then my family decides, trololol, you have allergies and there's pollen in the air, let's leave the doors open~ So much fucking sneezing. Finally, I was just like, "Screw you guys, I'm over this shit" and closed all the doors.

In other news, I mostly like my current class and my team's actually good this time. So it's been a bit of a blessing after the shit from my previous two classes, and that's allowed me to actually calm down some. Also, Square-Enix is releasing Gilgamesh for FFXIII-2 this week along with the outfit I've been fucking waiting for for Serah. ♥ Can't wait to download that~

By the way, listening to the VanaN'Ice songs from VOCALOID while I'm getting so many story ideas is really not helping with diminishing them. At all. orz
maqui: (Maqui ☆ You're kidding. Right?)
Finished putting together Tomorrow's Dream. I have to take screencaps before I put the code up on [community profile] bodhum, though, and the posted version will use orange accents. I just decided to customize it to red for my own journal because I'm really big on red right now. The changes I made from how this layout was previously make it a lot more flexible, though, and that's one of the biggest things for me right now. Well, that and easy color customization.

So anyway, yeah. Hopefully I'll be getting that all posted up in a little while. And the rest of the day will be spent with the Rangers game and possibly writing.

Don't you ever shut up?

Wednesday, March 28th, 2012 02:08 am
maqui: (Maqui ☆ Ugh. For fuck's sake.)
So I spent some time tonight working on recoding the CSS for my Tomorrow's Dream layout to make it cleaner, fix up some of the issues that it had, and make it as easy to customize colors as Junk Dealer is (which, by the way, I made a minor fix to the Junk Dealer code tonight, so... yeah; there was an issue with the userpic field for posts with no userpic).

So far I've finished up all of the modules for the Secondary and Tertiary sections, reworked the header, and coded the entries and comments. This leaves the tags page and all forms of the archive page (year/month/day views) for tomorrow. I might do some adjustments on the shadows so that each section uses a shadow color that fits to it a little better... but I don't know. I kind of like the dark shadow. I also may or may not have gone overboard with text shadows... Shut up, I like shadows, okay? I also need to decide if I want to leave the form fields as default or if I want to code them the way they currently are on Tomorrow's Dream. But... I'll figure that out tomorrow, I guess. In the meantime, you can see how it's progressing at [community profile] baticul if you'd like, since I'm testing the code out there while I work before I put the modified version to [personal profile] maqui.

Hurray for insulting myself in subject lines? >.>
maqui: (Maqui ☆ Punk rock kid.)
Anyone else trying out the beta features? I'm kind of liking the JS changes so far - things seem to render a little faster on my end and the icon browser actually works on my iPad (and I can only assume on my iPhone as well, but I have that charging right now and don't want to go grab it, but since they run on the same OS and have the same browser, it seems a safe bet) instead of stalling up and lagging to hell and back. I do get the complaints about it, though, especially in the loss of size options, but since the DW team already said they're going to look into that side of the accessibility issue now that they know about it, I kind of trust that it'll be dealt with.

But the update page. Oh damn but I like it. The tag browsing is glorious since I have my ridiculously organized tagging system. I'm really liking the changes to the update page overall. It's nice. :3

/random dorkish heartfarting, don't mind me

Back to idea organization and attempting to write...
maqui: (Maqui ☆ You're kidding. Right?)
So I was talking to [personal profile] gorsecloud last night about the main ending - and then about the paradox endings - for Final Fantasy XIII-2. And I noticed a couple of things that may not really turn out true in terms of the game if/when they eventually give a complete ending but that are at least possibilities.

Cut for length and, of course, for spoilers. )

And now to expand on Hope's bad ideas. )

...Why yes, I am doing fic planning again, why do you ask?
maqui: (Maqui ☆ Just leave it to me.)
Hee. Got my case for my iPad today; it's red (so it's automatically hot) and really slim, which were pretty much my two main reasons for picking this one. Oh, but I adore having typing position now rather than having to prop the iPad up with books and the like. This, of course, means writing on here is about to become a whole lot easier.

Now if I could just get into characters' heads, it'd go way better.

Also, still can't get terrible ideas to start an RP out of my head; I hate myself right now. orz

This rocks.

Friday, March 16th, 2012 09:16 pm
maqui: (Maqui ☆ Some kind of awesome.)
Okay...

I'm officially smitten with my iPad. It took until 7:15 pm for UPS to show up, but they finally did, and then I set about adding my music, apps, and documents to the iPad do I can work on writing whenever I want. Also added a few wallpapers that I made for it; I'm currently using one of Maqui that I actually made pretty perfectly for the iPad's layout, though I have a couple Hope ones, too.

It's super fun so far. And now I can do classwork without being trapped st the desktop. Currently doing some research for my team project - it goes pretty nicely on here, too. Which means I'm all heeeeeeee!

And it's definitely not breaking my RP desires.
maqui: (Maqui ☆ Just figure it out.)
Started streamlining the CSS for my Junk Dealer layout... I decided to move all color definitions down to their own section at the bottom so that I only ever have to change one value per color when I want to switch colors around. I also have to go back and finish defining the bits and pieces I haven't done for it yet - the list and cloud displays for tags, for example, and the custom comment pages. It's not really worth sharing the code without finishing at least those parts, anyway.

I kind of want to make adjustments to Tomorrow's Dream, too... not sure where I'll go with that, though.

I'm a complete dork, but I'm happiest about the fact that the Junk Dealer layout displays perfectly on my iPhone.

For now, though? For now, I'm going to try to get in some writing before I have to begin tackling my part of the team final project for this class. Which, I mean, my part shouldn't be so bad - I picked the sections I'm most interested in and I only have to write 600 words as well as create one slide per section - but I'm so frustrated that looking at the guidelines is making me want to punch kittens.

Also, hee, one more day. Just one more day and I'll have my iPad! And believe you me, this is going to do nothing to stop those thoughts of, "Maybe I should get back into fandom RP..."

Bad ideas all over.

Wednesday, March 14th, 2012 10:12 pm
maqui: (Maqui ☆ Yeah right over here.)
Uh.

Okay, so, if I decided to actually make this - and I'm not saying I will or anything - but if I were to decide to do it...

Show of hands if anyone would actually be interested in being part of it/helping mod/etc.
maqui: (Maqui ☆ Dead now. Come back later.)
I could have my freaking endgame party from Final Fantasy XIII and Jihl Nabaat might still kick my ass. (This is saying something since endgame parties in XIII are way stronger than endgame parties in XIII-2.) Holy crap, man. Holy crap.

Ruthless doesn't even begin to explain. And that Sadistic Surge of hers? It's killing my sentinel. In Tortoise.

I can't figure out a paradigm deck to go with for this... the worst part is, I almost had her down. And then her damn behemoths tossed everyone into the air, her stagger expired (fucking 500% to stagger her, by the way), and she decided to consume all of her summons to heal up. She proceeded to do this until she was at max HP again. So not fair.

But damn if I'm not giddy that they made her a fucking worthwhile opponent after the shit they did to her in XIII.

...

ETA I just realized I'm going to have to fight her multiple times if I intend to tame her. Fuck.
maqui: (Maqui ☆ Uh... waiter...)
Well, at least something happened that got rid of some of my rage from last night: I got the shipment confirmation for my iPad sometime between when I went to bed and when I woke up today. \o/ Now I'm just kind of bouncing around waiting for Friday because, heee, iPad.

Alright, alright, so I'm working on another wallpaper for it and bouncing while sitting here. But still. I'm almost done with the worst part of it, too: smoothing out the cutout so that it doesn't look all pixelated. Big image is fucking big, though. Like, holy crap. I'm not sure what I'm going to put behind the image yet. orz


New Bodhum's sport of choice: Tourist Baiting. I still don't know whether they simply troll the tourists or if they use the tourists to troll each other, though. Or maybe it's both. Because, seriously, you guys. You guys, seriously. Town of trolls. How the fuck was Bodhum such a popular city for tourism? Sure, it had the beautiful beachside thing going for it, but city of trolls, damnit. And New Bodhum becomes a tourism hotspot, too! How?!

Also, this is a really bad idea.

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Saturday, March 10th, 2012 12:57 pm
maqui: (Maqui ☆ Lost and fading fast.)
It really kind of sucks being the odd one out at family functions, since it means I'm tossed at whatever table, off on my own with no one to really talk to.

Maybe I'll spend the time putting together background info for an RP profile for Maqui.

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Friday, March 9th, 2012 10:57 pm
maqui: (Maqui ☆ Yeah right over here.)
Anyone want to help me with a voice test? Please?

Just tag with whoever, I'm really just trying to get a feel for how he'd respond in pretty much whatever situation.
maqui: (Maqui ☆ Hold up. What's that?)
I really don't want to think about just when I started the whole set of these, but I've finally finished up my 200 Maqui icons. I figure I'll post them to [community profile] finalfantasy in a little while, too, just to share them. I kind of doubt too many people would be interested, but you never know, I guess.

In other news, I bought something for myself last night. Or, rather, I spent the money I was given on Christmas on, well, exactly what my mother intended for me to spend it on - an iPad. I waited until now, obviously, so I could get the new version. So it should get to me next Friday or sometime thereafter; I decided to get it engraved with my name and Hope's "We'll make our own destiny" line, since they have this whole free-engraving-when-ordering-online thing. I didn't get a case for it yet, though. I'll pick one up once I get the actual product since I don't really like those smart covers they've got (they only cover the screen and they stick to the side - most product reviews say the magnetism for that isn't so good).

My main reason for buying this is I wanted one that it actually comes in handy for writing on the go and all of that. It'll also be nice for doing classwork without having to stay pretty much tied down at the desktop. It also might be useful for something else I'm... considering delving back into a little more fully.

Go ahead. Ask me about the really bad idea I've got running around in my head. I dare you. Tags may or may not give you a hint.

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Thursday, March 8th, 2012 07:49 pm
maqui: (Maqui ☆ Ugh. For fuck's sake.)
If I see one more serious story for Final Fantasy XIII talking about how the l'Cie walked from the Vallis Media to the Mah'habara Subterranean in half an hour, I'm going to flip tables.

The time it takes you as the player does not equal the amount of time it would take the characters to cross the terrain; no game is going to have the elapsed time on a 1:1 ratio - crossing an expanse of land like that would take a good deal of time even if you're going at a fast pace, and not only would that be hell on the map size/file size for the game but it'd become incredibly boring to the player. Try to actually scale it up when you're writing.

Actually, this goes for any game series, really.

Lenora's Garage Latest!

Wednesday, March 7th, 2012 08:08 pm
maqui: (Hope ☆ Taking stock of the world.)
So...

I failed spectacularly at convincing myself not to get that rename.

Yeah.

Goodbye, [personal profile] artes; 'sup, [personal profile] maqui. Yes, this post is really just so you're not like, "Wait, who the fuck is this asshole on my reading page?"

An Ideal Melody

Tuesday, March 6th, 2012 12:57 pm
maqui: (Maqui ☆ So not what it looks like.)
Didn't manage to convince myself to not have that drink; I should have probably at least tried to wait until after I'd finished responses for class but that didn't work out too well. Whoops. Oh well. I reread what I wrote for those replies and they're coherent even if they aren't as complete as they could have been. Guess who doesn't give a fuck~?

To calm myself down - since I'm still a little on edge - I've got a fantastic cup of coffee and another on the way started working on the rest of my Maqui icons. Namely, the 123 I'm doing for Final Fantasy XIII-2, which combine with my 77 Final Fantasy XIII ones to give a nice, happy 200 icons. What the fuck, self?

So I'm staring at these icons, fixing them up, making them look presentable, getting rid of any pixelization that occurs from sharpening and adjustments... and damn if Maqui doesn't make like 80 different expressions per word he says. Also, damn if he doesn't have about 20 million Snowisms in his expressions. There are whole sections where he makes Snow faces. Maqui, your hero worship is showing. (Seriously, look at this one; fifth picture down to the one he closes his eyes. So Snow. It's made funnier by the fact that he's checking on/reassuring Serah there.)

Go figure that his best expressions were in the flashback scene with the cat, which led to me finding some way - any way - to overcome that damn filter they put on Serah's flashback scenes.


It's taking everything I have to stop myself from writing Hope's name with a downward arrow on this icon.

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