mazehao

My English is not very good. My life is very simple, is work and the Internet.I now is hard to do, let my own life more diversified.I think I should let their own life meaningful. And also, I think love is probably are late, but it knocking my heart. But I don't know what to do.

Some people say I'm old. I think about it, and they do. After all own in this age, be regarded as more mature.
But I think doing my own, do I like, let it be. It would be better for it.

Now ,I'm miss my friends ,they are very important in my life.I can't lost they.

Honestly, I'm not very happy.Not only out for others, in order to.
And she ,seems to make and I rejoice and hate.I don't know how to go in the face of such a person.Most of the time, the head is all empty. Now, and have a friend is going to leave, side, may be quiet.
Looking at several people busy, and then after the meeting after the cold and cheerless. A say don't come out feeling.
或许我真的适合一个人安安静静的过。我不需要，也无法得到那些人们一样的爱。只是这样。

In fact, it is not quite good. How life In reality, some just before the bitter.
Thao said to leave. Actually I also don't know what to do. The day after tomorrow, this is go a little something difficult. In fact even I don't know what to do. He has work is is very good. But for me, but will lose a can in the side with friends. Busy
Maybe, I should be in silently upsurge in for him, and for each one blessing. Each to his own, and this is always the same truth. Perhaps, after, he and I, I and their contact, will be stopped at the department small mobile phone.
I hope that he and I, each and every person can live happy, very well. So good.

I love some people. I also love all men. As long as is my friend, I love attentively. But I don't want some people, because of the partner for other friends have opinions or conflict, this is I don't want to see. Because I two in the middle, and I will be the most painful that person.

First read the forrest gump, then be moved by its. Tom Hanks, is a what kind of person, I natural unknown. However, he made the image, but worth people to experience.

tell myself , I don't love her .Never not .No why .Just we are the best friend.
And lun Fan. Please don't take our kidding.I don't want to do that.
Just like that ,we are very happy.
So ,I have more things want to do.Job is first one. but that is so fucking bad.
JUST all.

当这一些东西，有的即将远去，有的渐渐消失，淡忘的时候。我发现以前所拥有的他们和它们。都知是过眼云烟。而我，也只是行尸走肉般的，去享受着那些短暂的记忆。
现在，似乎一切都倒退到了一年前。那是个很痛苦，很挣扎，很矛盾的时候。但唯一改变的，是对很多事情，都麻木了，也称之为习惯了。
看着很多人，恋爱，工作，学习。一切都似乎过得很美好。
但我并不这么认为。至少我有点糟糕。但，天将降大任于斯人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，。这是有道理的么？以后再看了吧。

These days for me is too bad.
Didn't work. But I do not regret my choice. Just choose the rest of the way will happen many troubles and difficulties.
Nonetheless. But the most important is, I want to rest. The insomnia recently been, let all day, listless.
I just want to rest to go after what I am doing and I can insist to do things. But in China, want to get such a job is very difficult.