missizzy: (broke)
The old computer was unchanged this morning. I've gotten almost everything off it now. I forgot one file I wanted to grab, and two of them refused to go onto the flash drives, even zipped, claiming they're too big, and my initial attempts to transfer them by other means have failed; that's probably going to be a next weekend problem.
At least I have now completed one years-long endeavour: by far the longest podfic I have ever recorded. Editing it has been an education in itself. Though even now I'm now much better at getting rid of clicks and such, to remove all the sound glitches from this one remained impossible. I'll actually be testing out my new microphone by recording something a little shorter on it, and if it fixes that problem, it'll be worth it for that even if the whole streaming thing doesn't work out.

Title: In the Closet of Our Discretion
Author: firefright
Original Fic: here (Only viewable by registered AO3 users)
Fandom: Critical Role
Characters: Caleb/Essek, the Mighty Nein
Music: "Made You Look" by Peak & Pitch
Disclaimer: Characters from show. Original fic by firefright. Music isn't mine either.
Warning: Some reference to both these characters' issues. Also some very mild sexual content, enough to get the original fic an M rating.

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missizzy: (broke)
This morning I started the day the way I have most days since the beginning of this month, by turning on the old computer and working a certain amount on the Conclave montage I've been working on the past half a year or so, with plans after breakfast to likewise work on the ambitiously long Shadowgast podfic I've been editing for literally years. They're the last two projects left on that computer, since neither is easy to move. My plan was to finish the latter this month and the former next month, before I retire the computer, which continues to occasionally not connect to the internet, though it actually has more often than not.
I came back from breakfast and discovered said computer had suddenly set its screen resolution to 640x480. When, after considerable struggle though apps not at all set up to deal with such an old resolution, I got to the display settings to change it, it offered no choices for anything bigger. I tried restarting, giving in and installing the updates I'd been refusing to do before then, to no change. My computer has decided to make itself nearly unusable at a time when making the effort to fix it is least worth it, but I still had these two projects.
I eventually made Audacity usable again by hiding most of the toolbars. I had less than five minutes left to edit on the podfic, so it is now completed and exported to mp3. I had a bit of a scare when I tried to look it up while setting the metadata and couldn't find it on AO3. I feared it had been deleted, with no indication on whether it was ethical for me to post the podfic or not. Then it turned out I just needed to be logged in. I've called it a day after that. Cover art, full metadata, and posting can wait until tomorrow.
I'm also letting the computer problem sit overnight. The way these things are, it's perfectly possible it'll be back to its old resolution tomorrow. If not, I think I'm just going to move the last of my files over and officially retire it. I was halfway done with the montage, but I think I'm just going to have to do it over.

I voted

Feb. 10th, 2026 06:54 am
missizzy: (broke)
I didn't even know we were having a special election today until last night, but hearing of it then, I was able to go in just now and vote without any trouble. Mom's worried the Republicans will be the ones most galvanized for this one, but we've been a very blue area for many years, and are probably more so right now. I suppose these election results aren't too likely to be overturned either. Still wondering more than ever whether this time will be the last.
Don't know if I've now properly tuned into a skating competition for the last time either. Twenty years I've watched this sport, and I've been angry, disappointed, and heartbroken by it more times than I can count, but I've never been as disgusted with it as I am right now. At this point, well, I suppose if Amber and/or Alysa skate well I'll watch them on YouTube, but I see little reason to bother with the rest. It's not like I really have time to watch competitions any more anyway. I've got other things to do.
missizzy: (reading)
There is still a mostly smooth-topped layer of snow covering our yard, and it has turned firm, but actually isn't that slippery right now. I was worried about getting the trash bins out to the front when I got home from work just now, especially since we didn't get collection last week and they are currently very full, but I was able to walk on top of the smooth snow so easily I felt like an elf! And the bins rolled easily on top of it as well, at least until I reached the more piled up snow on the curb.
Once again, there is a government shutdown, but once again, there is still money in the revolving fund that pays for the library, and even if things don't go as expected tomorrow, it's hard to think this one will last two months. It all felt very undramatic today.
I have gotten a bit MDZSed over the past few days, starting to read the third volume of the serial while watching the final episodes of The Untamed. I watched episode 45 yesterday, and holy shit, the acting in that one, from Yu Bin and Qi Pei Xin especially. I am now reading enough also to spot adaptational differences, and while there are one or two straightwashing ones I must be unimpressed by, I actually think they've been for the better generally.
missizzy: (blahblah)
Before the snow started falling, I was genuinely worried Trump's government would force us to report to work as normal in hazardous conditions, or at least burn our annual leave to avoid it. I suppose they really couldn't get away with doing so the first two days of this week. But that they only granted us a one hour delay yesterday is kind of telling. I did end up taking leave for that day. But now my street has since gotten a second plowing and the website claims the buses are all running on time. So I have showered as soon as waking up to give my hair as much time to dry as possible, and dug out the black denim I'm pretty sure I can get away with wearing under these conditions, and a full set of long underwear. Hopefully I'll be able to walk to the bus stop without slipping and breaking anything.
I'm not even sure how many people are going to be there. Probably at least someone to mind the front desk, though.
missizzy: (blahblah)
Yesterday, after spending the weekend trying to determine the difference between the various most popular and recommended microphones for Twitch streamers, I ultimately instead went for the one recommended for beginners. Which is a much cheaper one, too, but buying it still felt much like committing. I think I can otherwise start with what I've got already, unless I need something to connect the old computer monitor's up as my second one. I actually still need to look up exactly how one does that.
The website currently claims it'll arrive this weekend, but I suspect it's going to end up taking a little longer than that. This is the second weekday in a row everything in the area is closed. Our road hasn't been cleared yet, though at least one car's made its way through since the storm. We were able to get a young man to come shovel our walk, which is a very good thing, because mom and I have now both lost whatever ability to might have once had to manage that ourselves. He wasn't able to get the bottom layer all up, though, and I fear how slippery that might prove over the rest of this week.
missizzy: (blahblah)
Mom and I ordered our groceries before even having breakfast this morning, which was early enough they should be delivered this evening well before the snow starts. I then waited until the temperature out at least crept up to 20F to done my thermal underwear from my years in Buffalo and run down to the dry cleaners, and also to get Claritin-D. When yesterday something in my leg flared up and left me unable to walk without pain, I was worried that would last into today and complicate that, but thankfully it didn't. If the groceries get delivered and we keep power, we should do quite well. If we lose power, on the other hand, this is going to get bad.
I'm getting near the end of my current reading about the French Revolution. One thing Voices of the French Revolution really drives home is how much actually happened during that time, and how many years were involved. US history textbooks might give you the dates, but they still make it sound like they just stormed the Bastille and then the Terror started the next day. They didn't really convey how that really happened, and how things managed to devolve so badly. They certainly didn't admit that the driving force behind the Terror involved all the other countries' elites that wanted to preserve their own power trying to force France back to autocracy...
missizzy: (evenstar)
Home 59 minutes early today, and it looks like the reveals for Critmas Wishing Tree are out! First time I've ever written something that went public with initial anonymity outside of a kinkmeme post.

Title: Effect of Mortality
Fandom: Critical Role
Characters: Laudna/Imogen
Disclaimer: My deepest respects to Marisha and Laura.
Warning: General references to Laudna's various issues.
Note: For a prompt from ColbatSoulSearcher: Weight gain as recovering/getting happier.

It took a while, after she became mortal, for Laudna to become less active."
missizzy: (broke)
Currently waiting for the groceries to be delivered. Last weekend we heard Giant might start outsourcing the deliver, which would've been bad enough. But no, it seems they're merely firing their drivers and forcing their store employees to deliver the groceries instead. Which means we can only order what's available at the local store. And the number of things that were listed as out of stock yesterday when we tried to order them was kind of ridiculous.
At least I finished this:

Title: Heart's Blood
Fandom: Baldur's Gate 3
Characters: Astarion/Halsin
Disclaimer: They both belong to Larian
Warning: Vampirism
Note: Me turning vampire feeding into nonsexual intimacy, because Astarion deserves that much.

For two hundred years, consuming what he needed to consume to survive has been, to Astarion, a humiliating business. )
missizzy: (blahblah)
My D&D group started our new campaign last night. I came in with Elizabeth, a half-orc barbarian who ran the bar everyone was gathering at-until the DM dropped a fireball on the entrance and the authorities kicked us all out of the area indefinitely. The most financially successful character offered to take her in, but she is probably never going to feel comfortably in her house. It should make for an interesting time, at least.
Today events were less pleasant. My mother's quest to get working dentures more or less ended today, when the stress of it nearly caused her another ministroke. The worst was averted and she didn't even need to go to the hospital, but we still need to take that as a sign. My sister took the tree down while she was here, though the ornaments are just sitting around waiting for our new big box for them to arrive.
The ads in the Pentagon metro station have changed again. This time a new AI company bought it out. At least they don't have any banners advertising AI tailor made for the Department of War, which one supposes is an improvement on the last two.
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I've spent the past two days wondering, among other things, how my father felt, on the night we first invaded Iraq, and the days after. I've got the feeling that he, with his particular position in DoD, was more of an accessory to that invasion than I am likely to ever be to any, so long as I merely remain in the library. He stayed in his job for another year, before taking an early retirement. That was partly due to his health, but I know it was partly due to the war as well.
I, of course, am still too young to take any kind of retirement, or to even think there'll be much of one on offer by the time I get old enough. I know I am expected to go to work tomorrow as usual, and I will. I have not yet reached the day when the combination of the fact that losing this job would leave me unlikely to ever be gainfully employed again with my family's woes is not enough justification to do so. But that day feels a lot closer tonight than I did 48 hours ago.
We got further bad news this morning, too, when the man delivering our groceries advised us Giant is shutting down their delivery service, and just having DoorDash do it. I suspect this will mean a drop in quality, possibly even a big one. And none of that will even matter for those increasing number of items that are suffering shortages. After we failed to get sandwich bread with our deliver this morning, I ran down to grab it, and found the shelves mostly empty. They had wonderbread still available, so I fell back on that. This time.
missizzy: (evenstar)
My family had our Christmas get-together a week later than planned today. Mom and I went over to my sister and brother-in-law's house, where we watched the highlights of Mamdani's inauguration (first time I've actually seen him speak, and he's certainly good at it), ate some good chicken, mashed potatoes, and mac and cheese, and then opened presents. Lots of practical ones, especially for my sister, who needed a lot of various articles of clothing, and I now have a working table lamp in a spot where I really needed one. Also, of course, books. Mom got me a few Mary Beards, and I also got the third volume of The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation. (Just in time, too, since I've started the final ten episodes of The Untamed.)
The tree will stay up another week; mom wanted to keep it until at least twelfth night. Then we are left to try to cope with 2026 as best we can. I've got a plan or two towards that end, though how they will unfold, it is currently difficult to know.
missizzy: (broke)
My sister seems to be recovering. She tested negative for Covid Friday night, but her symptoms remained too good a match to it to rule the possibility out. But meanwhile, my mom got a message from Amazon declaring her gift for my brother-in-law was undeliverable. No explanation, of course. And when the main reason I don't argue with my family about paying Bezos for all our gifts is the supposed reality that they're much more likely to arrive on time if we do. Mom's now working on ordering that one from somewhere else. Next year I just might order mine from somewhere else as well.
Aside from that, I still had a good five days off. Finally finished watching Agatha All Along, my feelings about which are kind of mixed. Also played a lot of my Gale origin run, and left off yesterday... )
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My sister is sick, and her symptoms are downright alarming, especially her saying she can't smell anything. She and her husband had Covid once, a couple of years back. Did a real number of them; it was weeks before they were functioning normally again. Although he's apparently recovered from whatever he had last week.
We were supposed to go over to her place and have Christmas with them today. Not sure how long that's going to be delayed. Although that in itself is not completely a bad thing, since mom's gift to him actually hasn't arrived yet, and now she's revealed she's gotten extra surprise gifts for us that haven't arrived yet either.
Also there was freezing rain this morning. I think it's above freezing right now, but apparently there's still a wintry mix going on. It's been good holidays for staying at home.
missizzy: (broke)
The internet has by and large stopped working on my old computer; since we got the faulty router replaced Wednesday, I haven't seen it last more than twenty minutes without failing. Everything else is back to situation normal; only that computer isn't. It's to the point I may now have to retire it earlier than planned.
I rather foolishly tried to watch Critical Role on it last night. I spent two hours trying to watch on it, and got only a little more than an hour watched. It was a good thing the episode was shorter than usual; I still finished it this evening as has become normal. Though I nearly quit after the opening sequence... )
Literally also just finished my Christmas shopping, and it all should be here by the 25th, though I'm not sure when my family is getting together to exchange presents anyway. Especially since my brother-in-law actually got sick this week, though I think he's now recovering.
missizzy: (blahblah)
This has not been a good week so far. It's been bitterly cold out the past two days, our router broke yesterday morning, and though Verizon sent someone to fix it this morning the wifi's still being a little testy, and apparently my brother-in-law is now sick. Not to mention I spent much of today discovering exactly how cataloging giant OCLC introducing AI into their system is just going to create more work for us catalogers, since we can't rely on the records involving it to be accurate.
It's supposed to warm up starting tomorrow, though. Good thing, too, since for the second week in a row, my D&D group is meeting to try to figure out where we go from here. Last week the number of players officially shrunk down to three, though one of them has now invited a couple of his friends to join us, and the DM decided to abandon the current campaign and start over. I've got to think up another character. Maybe a rogue. I don't know. Last week we also finished the "Death House" short adventure he ran for the three of us, only revealing in the end it's actually the opening adventure for Curse of Strahd. Which he was not now going to run for us without warning, he was quick to say. Though honestly, if I ever do play it, I will likely use the gnome cleric I created for the Death House. She feels like the right kind of character to use for that.
missizzy: (hisoka)
It's the sort of morning where I woke up to the sound of the rain outside and actually thought longingly of the alternate timeline where the Democrats held out. Where I received my notice of furlough yesterday, and instead of having to go out in the cold nasty, I'd get to stay in and prepare for my first ever Twitch stream, because I had the whole schedule planned out. I brought Gale and his party to the very end of Act 2 Sunday night. Going into Act 3 would've made for a good first stream.
Of course I know what the reality of all that would've entailed. Heck, hearing about how we're not having a holiday party this year because noone's really in a festive mood makes me wonder about how much of a number the shutdown did on the historians. But still.
I suppose if I really want to stream so much, I should do so anyway. But it remains a lot harder. Especially since I actually might soon be making another big time commitment.
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I'm not sure I'm going to be able to continue making these singing vids. I think I made more attempts at recording this one than I have any other, and I kept devolving into coughing, or other difficulties. This is literally the only time I got through the whole thing.

missizzy: (blahblah)
Thanksgiving went pretty well. My brother-in-law apparently spent days preparing the meal we ate, and he is ridiculously good at cooking; turkey is anything but dry and tasteless when he cooks it. My sister warned my mother right before her in-laws arrived not to talk about politics, and she thinks her sister-in-law gave a similar warning to her husband, the sort of man who stayed home on Election Day last year after his teenage daughters told him they'd never talk to him again if he voted for Trump. (That he was furloughed for two weeks then forced to work without pay for another month apparently has not affected his views.) The talk did actually descend into Trump bashing during dessert, but only the husband wasn't against him, and he wisely kept his mouth shut, so it was fine. I ended up swapping a few tales of high school and college experiences with the daughters, although things have changed a lot in the pair of decades that have passed since then.
Since then it's mostly been hiding from the cold, which arrived on Thursday and seems like it's going to stay for at least some time. I am not looking forward to having to run to the dry cleaners this afternoon.
missizzy: (blahblah)
So, after a long delay due to the spiteful behavior of the dentist my mother left because it was her botching things that started this situation in the first place, my mother finally went today to get her broken denture fixed. And they couldn't get the screws out. She is now home and recovering from their failed attempt; it's very much a good thing I took today off. We don't even know what course of action we're going to take next at this point.
Tomorrow, so long as she's up to going, we will be going over to my sister's house to have Thanksgiving with her, her husband, and his family. With nine people present, it will be the biggest Thanksgiving dinner I will have ever attended, with people neither of us have seen in years, three of whom we only ever met at my sister's wedding over a decade ago. This may be interesting, though honestly, I'm hoping not.

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