im that shy girl

Everytime someone who passes I admire I always look at my life and wonder if I am good enough and feel like I like Im wasting my time in Ohio. I know Im meant for something else,but what? Im still searching for my passion. I dont want to spend my days working for someone else,making someone else money. I want to be my own boss somehow. I want to be happy, loved and not be afraid to accept love in return. I need to get back into running and yoga. It did help alot with my sadness and this unknown feeling that I have. I hope one day I can use words as well as Dr.Angelou. Did you know she didnt graduate high school? However, she had a way with words and people and that is what made her great. I want to be great and I want to find my spark.

I just wanted an entry on this spical day. It was supposed to be my lucky day. I hope something good happens by the end of the year.

Who cares about her hair. Im more concerned about her nickname "the flying squirrel" Its needs to be changed. Dominique Dawes agrees. What do you think? What should her new nickname be?

Anyone out there? Does anyone update anymore? Has Twitter and Facebook killed LJ?

Columbus, Ohio is a city you love to hate. I like the small town feel in the big city. I hate that I have been here all my life and I have experienced everything the city has to offer. The cold, long, hard winters are not my favorite and I love my city in the spring and summer. I would change the transportation system.

Im still at the SFC and still making my way slowing in school. Still looking fo a new job. It seems like no really uses LJ anymore. Maybe I should ge plugged in and start using Facebook again or maybr even Twitter. Nothing really new with me. I did win a prize from BalletMet. 4 movie tickets, 4 tickets to The Nutcracker, an autographed Blue Jackets Jersey, a restaurant gift card and an autographed nutcracker. Maybe some magic will happen and my nutcracker will turn into my prince.
Sweet Dreams.

Life perfect-Ain't perfect
If you don't know what the struggle's for
Falling down ain't falling down
If you don't cry when you hit the floor
It's called the past cause I'm getting past
And I ain't nothing like I was before
You ought to see me now

yes i was burned, but I call it a lesson learned
my soul has returned so I call it a lesson learned

Please dont let me wake up and find out it was all a dream!