Of Hopes and Dreams

Hi journal. Haha it has been 4 years since i last wrote. Wow. Time truly flies. Sorry to say but i actually have forgotten about this space. I wished i wrote something about Mika’s birth here so i can look back someday.

I just read my old journal during high school. So glad i have it online haha. Malu nak baca sebab aduhai childishnya la perangai 😂 but so glad to meet my old self. I cant believe i kept telling myself to study then. And so semangat pulak tu. I did it once. I’m sure i can do it again. Well, actually i did it many times haha. Spm. Matrics. Med school. Part 1 mrcog. 🤭

Ntahlah. How to summarise 4 years into 1 entry. Dah la pelupa huhu haih should have written more la over the years. I’ll try to write more in this decade so i can read again some day when i need the motivation hehe.

Its my 10th year of marriage this year Haha. Congratulation to us! ❤🧁

Marisse is 9 years old this year. Shes brilliant and such a loving girl. Still non verbal though hehe. Amie pray someday u will be able to tell me verbally things that u want Isse. So that life is easier for you. I love you forever. No matter what.

Mika is going to be 3 this year. Time really2 flies. Cant believe i did not write a single thing. Maybe because life has been good. I almost always come back here when I’m depressed and dont have anyone to talk to. Kept the pregnancy a secret to a lot of people haha did not even tell anyone until Mika’s day 7 of life. Hehe Amie love you forever too Shahzad Mikael Mikaboy Amie. He is truly mommy’s boy . I see so much of my perangai in him. 😅 Breastfed exclusively from day 1. Till now haha. Bila laa nak wean off adikkk?. Soon nak pergi playschool dah baby Amie.

Supposed to take my part 2 nrcog exam today in HK. But because of the nCov outbreak did not dare to take the risk and travel to HK. Its ok. Like along says. Its a blessing in disguise. HAHA. Will take it in July later.

Oklah. I think thats it for now. Will write more nanti.

Goodnight!