Nevada

I hope you can truthfully love me one day just so I know thatI am needed in at least one person's life, so I know that I serve a purpose.But what happens if you don't? You'll die and I'll suffer.This hurts me so much that you're living in doubt about me.

When you are in pain, I see you as a child, my child and I want to help you, protect you, even. But because of your childness, you push me away, trying to show me that you can fight your own battles.But you worry me. Sometimes it seems like you aren’t strong enough, like you can’t take anymore. I hate just watching you suffer. It hurts me so much that sometimes I think I hurt more than you.So you push me away, telling me that everything’s alright. But I know otherwise. I know you hurt even though you don’t show it. Like any child, your “candies” make everything better and o how you depend on your candies.O I wish you could turn to me, call...

Feel my dreams. Close my eyes. Hear my screams. Make me die.Your hand on my throat, the other covering my lips. Just like the words I wrote, the life from my body, slips.Hang me from that tree, make sure I'm still alive, please set my spirit free. You can watch me die, or leave.Hold me beneath the water. Let me hang by a thread. I am awaiting my slaughter. You know you wish me dead.So stab me in the heart where it'll, so painfully, hurt. Don't stop once you start; let my blood seep through this shirt.Put me beneath the ground. Let me take a deep breath. I promise I won't scream to be found, instead I'll welcome sweet Death.

If I could cy to the mountains and know that they were listening and that under their hard faces they showed some understanding, I would let them hear my confession of my love for you. If the sea could be quieted for only a lifetime, I would sit on its shore and explain to the now silent waves why I love you so. If the flames of a great fire could not scorch my already burned body with its heat and be cooled but still maintain the same beauty, I would show it the heat of burning passion that is far hotter than man's fire. If I could calm the howling winds for only a moment, I would let them hear how beautiful and peaceful you are when you ...

Forver never seemed so short Or so painful til you Rest peacefully beneath the Earth. But now your Vows are broken like Everything else and I lie Restless, trying to forget you.I know that Soon you'll leave Never looking back at The things you once had.For you will start a new life with Or without me. Remembering our love and Everything else will bring me shooting pains to the Very depths of my heart. Eternally forgotten and never fully Remembered.