Moving out

I have moved out of here. Don't ask me why.

My new address:- http://nolliesays.wordpress.com

Wee!

Addiction.

I am addicted. Massive addiction. I know it is not healthy... but...

Tetris battle. I can play for hours! Or as long as my energy level is not empty.

and The Voice season 2! Just 2 episodes, but... amazing!

Short term goal --> cast a vote for The Voice! weee ~~~ Can't wait!

Sometimes I feel extremely tired of being independent. I cook my own dinner, pay my own bills, repair my own car. After work I come home and talk to my cat. Or the wall when my cat is sleeping. When I'm sick, I drive myself to the clinic, and make my own porridge. Or when I have no energy, I just wont eat. My bedroom is dark, cos the lamp blew, and I can't reach to change it.

I wonder, if I smoke, will I feel more relaxed? But I dont dare to try for fear of my lungs getting polluted. I wonder, if I drink alcohol, would I forget my troubles? But I don't dare to start, for fear of damaging my liver. I know if I jump, it might all stop... but my religion doesn't tolerate that and I'll be damned for life and beyond.

I feel like giving up, but I don't even know what I'm giving up on.

Goals

They say if you say your goals out loud (with prayers of course) it will happen.

I want a kid. My own flesh and blood. Amin.

Weekend bliss.... Or not?

Here I was waiting for water to boil, just opening a book, settling down for a good read.

Then... Justin Bieber comes on the radio.

(!!?)

Charity run

My second kebun bunga charity run. I ran better than last year, but still no lucky draw prize. Sigh.

Sleepless

I cannot sleep. So I downloaded this blogger app. Whatlaaaa.