What do angel feathers look like? 

I arrived home this afternoon and I found a feather in my lounge room. Inside. In a corner of my lounge room that’s furthest from either door. The screen doors are closed. And it’s not just any feather, it’s this one: 

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This is perplexing and I can accept no explanation other than it is a sign of some sort of spiritual presence. 

I believe whole heartedly in Angels, my belief in them is unwavering. I also believe that they try to communicate with us. Too many things happen to be considered a coincidence. Earlier this year I walked out to my car and directly on the path to my car was a single, perfect, red tulip. It made my heart skip a beat, to see it there. 

I see number sequences ALL. THE. TIME. I see them so often it drives me crazy. For the last few weeks I have been seeing combinations of 4’s and 1’s which (apparently) means I should tell my angels what I want because it is a good time to manifest my thoughts. I think it might be something to do with the fact that my gorgeous Mieke’s birthday was 4.1.41 but hey, maybe it’s a combo of both.

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If you see repeating numbers, you can check out the meaning here:

http://sacredscribesangelnumbers.blogspot.com.au/p/index-numbers.html?m=1

Anyway, back to today’s feather: I might be completely mad (Lewis Carroll will tell us that all the best people are) but I’m taking it as a sign. Sometimes I think we just need reminding that Angels are all around. 

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Who ever knew it would be so damn hard?

I have just this moment written, and then discarded my third blog post for this week. The first was about when life throws you a curve ball, the next looked at all that is great at this time of the year and the latest fatality was about developing ‘grit’. All three suffered the same fate – they fell victim to the DISCARD button (that’s the one in red. Are you really sure you want to do this?). 

I was going to say that I wasn’t sure as to why I was doing this, but that would be a lie. The reality is, I feel really exposed putting my thoughts out there on the interwebs (haha!) for anyone to read. Perhaps this explains why my blogs have never taken off in the past? 

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This poses a bit of a quandary for me. The aim of this blog was to be a creative outlet but I am finding it super difficult to share (so publicly) this form of creativity. The irony is that the three (discarded) blogs that I have written have given me cause to reflect and have revolved around quite interesting topics. So what’s the problem? 

Difficulties for me:

  1. Sharing thoughts so publicly. 
  2. Opening myself up to criticism.
  3. Finding out that no one really cares anyway.

What am I going to do about it?

  1. Keep writing (and sometimes discarding) posts.
  2. Write about some things that aren’t so important, just to get myself into the swing of things.
  3. Persist. 

So my apologies if you: 

  • Have taken the time to read this post and found it to be dull
  • Will take time to read posts in the future and find them lacking any depth.

I’m new to this game and it might just take a while. Who ever knew it would be so damn hard?