6/7/11

Ok I'll admit it!!! I'm lazy!!! Well not so much as lazy as unmotivated!!!
On July 9th I will have "been home" 7 years!!!! 7 YEARS PEOPLE!!!
In that 7 years, I have had lots of oral surgeries, cleaned my dad's store numerous times, started school 2 (soon to be 3 times), moved to Utah for 1 1/2 years working in my aunt's Hallmark store in Sandy Ut, living with my cousin Susie only to move home again and work for my dad and clean the store more.
On the up side, I have able to be an aunt to "MY KIDS" been able to get to know them (all 14 + 1 in law) I've been able to share experiences with them, love them!!!
I have also been able to meet some AMAZING friends!!! Some I will have through the eternity!!!
Being able to belong to a group (even though everyone started out single and some have been married, kids and some now are getting divorced again) has been something I needed and still need!!!
I think it's time for me to get some new goals for my life.
I need some progression going!!!
I'm going to finish up my application to Columbia College, hopefully today, and get my FAFSA done!!!  I'm also looking for a new job, be it here or elsewhere. Not because I have to but because it's time for me to spread my wings.  Or maybe I just need to move into an apt. here....who knows but somethings got to give!!!
I need to get happy about life again, this usually happens when I'm on vacation!!! LOL!!!
Wish me luck!!! I'm going to need it!!!

6/6/11

Ok I'm trying this life change again!!!
I've joined a group called Put a Stop to the Muffin Top!!!
I have met some really amazing women!!! Even though I've only been to 1 meeting, everyone has been so accepting!!!
I really need to find someone here in Tri-Cities to work out with!!! I really want to work out in the mornings (like 4am)!!! This causes me some trouble in finding a workout partner!!!
To tell you the truth I'm not that great of a workout partner myself.
Well my migraine is coming back so I need to quit looking at this screen for a minute!!!
I'll write more later!!!

Today!!!

Well I went into the hospital and had an angiogram or a heart cath. This is where they go into an artery in the leg they put a cathitor up your leg and put a dye in the heart to dye your blood so they can xray it and see if there are any problems.
It took them 3 pokes to get the IV in...oh the beautiful bruises that are already forming!!!
The procedure when really well until they pulled it out and closed the  hole. It was very painful!!!
It took me 3 times getting up and they had to check the wound several times to make sure it was ok. My leg and insision hurt really bad.
Concideringt he insision is right at the groin I think I flashed the whole hospital!!! LOL!!!
Anyway I'm doing alright, still hurting and I'm not supposed to carry anything over 10 lbs. basiclly I can carry a cup!!!
Anyway I'm doing great!!!
I hope you will have a great day!!!!!

My Loco Life!!!!

If you have been reading this you know that I have been attempting to loose some weight for Huntington Beach!!! Well I have had a huge turn in events yesterday!!! I was told by a Doctor not to excersise until further notice!!
I have decided to take this in strides, I am wearing my Sketcher Shape Ups and will be walking around work several times a day. Also since it looks like I won't get skinnier, I'm going to start buying clothes that will make me look amazing at HB no matter what!!!

So the reason the Dr. said no excersise, I'm sure you are wondering!!! Well I went in for a stress test, this is where they ultrasound your heart while resting and then right after you excersise to see if there are any problems. And because I was having chest pains this is why I had this test done.
I was told I am too young for this test but obviously I'm not....
The test showed that my heart isn't pushing blood out of one side of my heart while my heart rate is up. While I'm resting I'm fine.
This could be the way my heart grew, it could be because of place in an artery, there are many reasons and causes so more tests are going to be preformed.
On May 12th I am going in for an angiogram, where they put dye in you so you show up on an x-ray to see if it is something major.
I'll keep you informed on here and let you know.
Until the next post have wonderful days of wonderfulness!!!!
Love Ya!!!!

Day 10!!!!

WooooHoooo!!!! I made it through the cleanse!!!! I'm so excited to get to the results!!!! As of today I have lost 7.6 lbs!!!
I really need to get some motivation going to get up and excersize!!! I am really having a hard time with that right now!!!   ANY SUGGESTIONS????
I have tried going to bed early, setting multiple alarms and having people call to wake me up. It seems each has only worked a few times!!! I used to be able to get up on my own!!!
Self sabatoge is a huge factor for me right now!!! I really need to get over that!!!
On a side note, I was talking to my Mom the other day and she thinks I should write a book...thinking....

Day 6

Slacking already on the blog!!! ;-)
I am really having a hard time today not going and getting things just to eat!!!
I do that when I'm bored, stressed, tired, angry, happy.......
I need to think of other places for my mind to go than to food...Any suggestions???
It is really hard when you know that you are tired and you can go get a candy bar and get some energy or you can get something healthy and later on you have more energy!!!
It really isn't fair!!!
I need to put pictures up in my office of the beach house or a skinny picture of me!!!
I'm emotionally and physically tired today, this isn't good for me at all. Maybe I can get off early, getting out of here might just be a good idea!!!

Day3!!!

I am so excited!!!! I am down 11 lbs in 2 days!!! I even ate over 1200 calories yesterday!!!
I am feeling wonderfully!!!!
The cravings aren't there with I was really worried about. That is my biggest problem is the craving of sugar and sweet things!!!!
I am really liking the meal replacement shakes...They are really good!!! I'm shocked!!!
The fiber drink is really gross but it is helping so I'll chug it ;-)
Thank heavens for Advocare!!! And a great support group!!!