How to Get Back to Seattle

• Connect with library people about MA and experience over MLS. 
• Do I need MLS. Worth doing? Maybe after a year of library work/figuring out what's involved and necessity. 
• Talk to Jenny. Make some contacts elsewhere. 
• Save money. (Need at least 1500+ for housing stuff, 400 for move) *This can be done saving approx 83 $ per month for two years. In addition to personal savings. *AKA stop spending money on crap.
• Learn Excel
• Learn some basic Spanish

Keep in Mind:

• Cost of living is higher in Seattle
• Car insurance will be higher
• Gas costs will be higher. 
• Nothing will be the same, so stop expecting it to be. Friend groups have changed, people are gone, etc. 
• Those dreary cloudy days are not as lovely and whimsical as you think they are. 

Blocked

I had this moment today of borderline blocking Cristina.
Phone
Email
Whatever way she could potentially contact me.
Not that she is or will. 

And then I realized that I didn't want to do what she did or sink to her ridiculous and petty level.

I did delete her phone number so at least I can't contact her.

This whole thing isn't a constant anymore. There was a time that it had been. I had been wrecked by bad behavior and her distain of me.

Now it's just one of those things that pops up in my brain from time to time and I just think... well that was dumb. And then it's over.

Thank goodness.