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Approximately once a month, I write a post with some notes about the books I've read. 

2026 - I have no particular reading goals for this year except to reread more books and read fewer recent releases. 

Currently reading (2/13/2026):
* On Not Being Able to Sleep, Jacqueline Rose
Sadean Woman, Angela Carter
Elite Capture, Olufemi O. Taiwo  
Diane and Nikon, Janet Malcolm 
* The Journalist and the Murderer, Janet Malcolm (reread) 
The Night Beyond the Tricornered Window, Tomoko Yamashita
* Various manga by Takako Shimura

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Mary Watches Over Us/Maria-sama ga Miteru, 1998-2012 (light novel), 2004-2009 (anime), there are somehow even more spin-offs but I'm not listing them here - I tried finding streams of the anime, only to find that, in the years since I've been absent from anime/manga, RightStuf folded, the DVD/Blu-rays were sold at firesale prices, and all the rights have expired?! I wound up picking up pirating a bunch of the anime episodes and rereading the translated volumes of the light novel and will probably pick up the Blu-rays on eBay later, too.

It's hard to state just how influential Mara-sama ga Miteru (also called Marimite by fans) is in the world of yuri anime and manga. The most enduring impact is the reintroduction of Class S to the contemporary anime scene, popularizing a new strain of yuri with the otaku crowd, and laying the groundwork for the subsequent growth of explicitly queer yuri series in the years that followed. To this day, I can't help but see pigtailed protagonists and long-haired, classic beauty love interests who scold and reprimand their love interests and think, "I know what you are… I know what you've seen…"

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More Manga

Feb. 9th, 2026 02:04 pm
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I finished my three-part (or two and one part in three…?) review of Shimura thinking, "Wow, I've purged the demon! I can read other manga!" but it's really hard?? In the time that I'm writing this, I've flipped back to Sweet Blue Flowers to evaluate the Viz translation and, you know, I've done little partial rereads to get a good look at her panels and art evolution...

I have been able to tear myself away from Shimura's works to reread Yotsuba&!, a series with absolutely superb comic art decisions (visual complexity vs. simplification, the rhythm and arrangement of panels and images, constructing just enough of a narrative to give us the sense that time is passing without shoehorning a narrative that makes no sense for the story it wants to tell). I mean, we all know Yotsuba&!'s strengths as a comic. I feel like I don't have any urge to review it… I just like it and want to reread it all the time… Also reread/caught up with Skip and Loafer, which is somehow totally faithful to the emotion of being fifteen/sixteen. Also finished the fantastic Ikoku Nikki, which will be getting its own little write up and review later.

I still am reading other books, but reading and writing about manga's keeping the novel engine humming. This post covers three series: Yuria-sensei's Red String of Fate by Kiwa Irie and Run Away with Me, Girl and My Sister's Friend, both by Battan.

Yuria-sensei's Red String of Fate ) Run Away with Me, Girl and My Sister's Friend )

 


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Friends, countrymen, listen to my tale of woe… I've written ten thousand words for an audience of five.

Most authors would've chosen to end Even Though We're Adults with Ayano's "Goodbye, Okubo-sensei." Instead, Shimura writes another ten chapters of manga about overpowering guilt, lingering resentment, and the fear of the future. A recurring motif of the final two volumes is people wondering when their punishment will be carried out. What will happen to those they love after their deaths? References to feeling so miserable that death would be preferable suddenly start cropping up. And I'm sitting there holding the pages like, "What??? I thought this was a romance? Happily ever after…?"
it is pretty happy! )
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According to my library, I requested all ten volumes of this series on January 4th, checked out the first four volumes on January 13th, and had all ten volumes in hand on January 23rd. This book blog special feature does feel like playing with a shiny new toy, where the "toy" is "my stubborn commitment to not using any images to review a manga, a visual form of storytelling." This part will address the live action drama, return to the It's Complicated Girls, and a selection of bullet points, mostly pertaining to the first half of the manga. The next part will cover the ending and the remaining bullet points. I'm crying on the inside…

In a blog post, Shimura mentions that there have been offers to adapt her works into a live action series before, but things always fell through. Shimura's series are surprisingly tricky to adapt: one part of it is the that her early series use nudity often and explore unseemly expressions of sexuality; the other part is Shimura's high fidelity to character psychology and her love of pathetic people. (I'm thinking of you, Mame, and your twenty year crush. Sorry!) Her characters can often accurately-ish state their dilemma and observe their actions and the effects of their actions, but they can't stop themselves. They'd feel even worse if they tried.

Anyway, if any series would make it to the screen, it'd probably be this one. The 2025 production of Even Though We're Adults stars Kuriyama Chiaki as Akari and Yamamoto Mizuki as Ayano. Special shout out to Hama Shogo as Wataru, who puts in a great performance as a composed Wataru, similar but distinct from constantly stressed and pushed about by his mother Wataru in the manga. It works for the tone of the drama as a whole. Kuriyama nails Akari's casual mannerisms and expressive, needy nature. Every scene where Akari's saying five things at a time and trying desperately to fix her last statement, then turns around and mutters, "Stupid stupid stupid!!!" at herself is perfect. On the other hand, I can't tell if Yamamoto is miscast as Ayano or if the show's direction didn't know how to do a woman who's sweet, dependable, and buttoned up in most aspects of her life, but also constantly lying to herself until it blows up in her face. Yamamoto plays Ayano as meek and subdued to the point of dullness. She somehow comes off as super straight, too?! Whereas I feel like in the manga, part of Ayano's charm is that she's often surprising herself and others with her boldness.

The most challenging aspect to adapt in Even Though We're Adults is, by far, the friendship drama between the It's Complicated girls (Ikka, Yuka, and Mana). The child actors are doing their best, but Shimura gives the It's Complicated girls the standard Shimura child character treatment—that's to say, they, too, have backstories, family lives, and routines that exist separately from Ayano and Akari. Side characters in a Shimura series have functional roles for the narrative, yes, but they're never fully absorbed into its machinery. One thing that makes her series feel unruly is that it becomes quickly obvious each character exists in their own sphere, and each sphere intersects with other spheres only briefly. (You can read 100 Views of Awajima, an anthology series, and the less unruly Runaway Girl to see her going full throttle with this mode.) The live action kids have clearly been directed to be Ideal Children. They cry beautifully, for sure, but it's not the right choice for this series.

Mediocre-to-bad adaptation time over! Let's talk more about the It's Complicated girls.

yes there's going to be a part 3 later )
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Even Though We're Adults/Otona ni Natte mo (2019-2023) - First love/childhood friends were major themes of the last two Shimura posts. Now we're introducing some new elements: adultery! divorce! blame! Wahoo!

This is a really fun one, with a number of inventively awful dinner parties/gatherings and a real upgrade in how Shimura shapes her narrative arcs over time. Of the series I've written up, this one is probably my favorite as a total package… but this post lol is broken in two parts largely because, lol, while skimming through the reviews, it became clear to me that it's the least understood of Shimura's longer series on a thematic and narrative level. The subject matter is somehow so inflammatory or the audience expectations are so misaligned that she's catching one star reviews for 1. writing a story about cheating (obvious if you read the backcover) 2. biphobia (opinions expressed by characters in dialogue) 3. too many subplots (they're all thematically relevant) 4. I Hate This One Character (okay??) 5. it's boring (genre mismatch) 6. not radical enough (maybe nothing ever will be?). Some of these are Goodreads problems, some of these are reader problems, some of these are the problems created by reviewing translated manga released solely in full volumes over the course of several years, but it annoyed me so much that I wanted to do my best to explore the series, Shimura's style, and her evolution as a writer and artist over the 20-ish year span covered by Sweet Blue Flowers, Love Glutton, and Even Though We're Adults… will I get to it this post? Let's see!

Even Though We're Adults starts with a question: "What kind of adult do you want to be?" The question, posed by teachers to a class of children, gets the standard set of answers popping into the panel, but the one series focuses on is, "Someone like you, sensei." With this set up, you'd be forgiven for wondering: Will this be a manga about the wretched hypocrisy of adults? Waylaid hopes and dreams? Creepy teachers? Weirdly enough, no: the protagonist, Ayano, is an exemplary elementary school teacher. The kids like and trust her, she handles their problems with delicacy and discretion, her colleagues respect her opinions and enjoy having her around. All these things remain true over the next ten volumes.

can you believe this is only part 1??? )
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Shimura posting continues, this time with Koi-iji (Love Glutton).

Koi-iji (Love Glutton), (2014-2018) - While listlessly refreshing Shimura's Mangadex page, I saw this series had been scanslated and was finished and decided to treat myself. I'm glad I did! Koi-iji is Shimura writing in a comic mode. It's a self-indulgent, fun, and speedy series that at once returns Shimura to a familiar mode romantic comedy feat. complicated romantic entanglements. Shimura comments that she put out chapters for this series really fast, so clearly, something about themes and characters really spoke to her.

Our protagonist is Ohara Mame, a 30 year old woman who's been in love with her neighbor, Akai Souta, age 35, for the last twenty years (?!?!). Souta owns a cafe next to the Ohara's bathhouse. His wife, Haruko, has recently died after a long illness; he has a ten year old daughter, Yu, who's very attached to Mame; his first love is Mame's older sister, Yume. Did I mention that Mame's confessed her feelings to Souta at least three times and was rejected each time? Or that, in chapter one, Mame confesses AGAIN and Souta tells Mame bluntly that he was hoping Shun or someone else would marry Mame because, he says, "In the back of my mind, I always thought, 'It doesn't have to be me.'" Ouch!!!? Or that Souta has a little brother, Shun, whose first love was Mame? Or that dead wife, Haruko, was Yume's best friend? And, and, and, and—and! And then!

2800 words of Shimura posting........ )
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I've been a fan of Takako Shimura's manga since reading the first chapters of Aoi Hana/Sweet Blue Flowers back in high school and have read a decent number of her professionally published works, mostly through scans. Shimura is a pretty consistent author in terms of her strengths, preferred narrative beats, and sensibilities. Her settings are usually contemporary, her narratives are often romances, and her character writing is unusually excellent, both within the genre and in the wider world of manga.

It was really exciting going through the last twenty years of Shimura's works. Her art and writing are great in the early days, and they get better as she continues iterating on similar themes and concerns over the years. The pacing of her works is pretty neat when you read them all at once… it's also pretty rewarding going back through someone's work and going, Oh, I get what you're doing here now!!! … I'm better at reading things… thank god I'm smarter than high school me…

The Sweet Blue Flowers review wound up being 2,000 words, so the Shimura blogging will continue at a later date. Please look forward to it!
 
Sweet Blue Flowers/Aoi Hana, 2004-2013 - Looking back on this series, I'm really impressed by how fucking dire Fumi's situation is at the start of the manga… oh, so you've moved back to Kamakura, you've been in a secret relationship with Chizu, your older female cousin, and you find out you've been dumped when your mom buys a cake wishing her a happy marriage?? In chapter one?? No wonder she's crying all the time.

More )
 
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Quick, off-the-cuff thoughts on two movies and some television.
 

Past Lives, dir. Song )

 

 

Something's Gotta Give, dir. Meyer )

 

Television )
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Last book blog of the year! I recently read the first big story Janet Malcolm did for the New Yorker and… you know what, it rocks, lmao. Really reassuring that she published Psychoanalysis at the age of 47… never kill yourself, etc. I'm in the middle of The Sadeian Woman by Angela Carter and The Purloined Clinic by Malcolm, both which I feel strongly positive on and will write up in more detail next time. Also in the middle of Laing's The Garden Against Time, which I feel generally positively on and lol one million novels I most likely am never going to finish.

Some quick notes on two recently read books, and then some reflection on the rest of the year:

 

The Bridegroom was a Dog, Tawada )

 

 

Night's Master, Lee )

 

I had a good time reading this year on a whole, in part because I dedicated myself to two or three authors (44 completed titles, 31 unique authors) and every time I hated a book, I fled back to Janet Malcolm or Tanith Lee until I stopped being mad… I was about to reflexively start writing a whole morose thing about how my attention span has been blighted by the problem of "I love dicking around the computer and playing video games" (how about Hades 2 and Silksong, eh?) but I guess I don't care that much. I'm still growing as a writer and reader, I like writing my little book blog, and that's enough to keep me pretty happy about how things are going in my chosen dumb, meaningful, and penniless occupation. Viva la 3:00am book blogging, and see you all in 2026. 

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