[sticky entry] Sticky: intro poast.....

Friday, January 27th, 2023 12:50 pm
first things first im the rielest

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Ok clearly the titles and authors are kinda off cuz it just autofilled sorry irdc..

I have some of these IRL too. (Severence, Pelican Brief, Pnin) its just honestly so convenient sometimes to have both formats.
Lord knows i never finish every book when i do a filedump let alone open one but i love even the act of pirating ebooks, its like online shopping kinda


I've been putting off this file transfer for a while even though its such an easy action i mean u know..Im kinda in a state where i cant rly bring myself to do anything rn even if i wanted to. So this was a feat. I'll be satisfied with myself if i finish even 1 of these books. I've also been wanting to post book reviews/more quotes ive collected but like i said theres a lot of things i wanna do yknow. Anyway. Cant wait to relax, get cozy, curl up in bed with my pdf files..

I'm open to recs of all kinds btw, im open to every genre so anyone feel free to let me know if there's any particular piece of work you wanna share i would really appreciate that :D

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Thursday, June 22nd, 2023 03:07 am
 
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Sunday, June 18th, 2023 03:40 am
just realized i never learned or figured out on my own how to make a proper apology in tagalog because not once have i ever heard anyone in my family say sorry to one another. bunch of self righteous prideful fucks.
I don't want to and cant express my self in words. even in writing. I feel incapacitated to, most times. Physical strenghh and mental strength considered, i cant face the reality of writing out my thoughts and evaluating the life im living. I get exhausted so fast. I stop writing so fast. I wonder why that is. It's never been difficult for me to think. But recording those thoughts is a different story. I don't even feel like typing it out even though typing comes easier than walking these days. It's nearly automatic. Yet the mere act of sitting up at the desk on the laptpop and having to hold my body upright that tires me out so quickly. Or, the gradually weakening mental fortitude being hit with a battering ram over and over (my life & my circumstances) I am very very much at a loss. I feel stagnant.I feel inactive. I feel full, gluttonous. Time is being wasted like water down the drain and all I can do is helplessly watch it speed past me. I cant do anyhting. I feel paralyzed.I feel cemented into place. I just sit here and watch it get worse and worse. I wash a few dishes and clean my desk from time to time to make myself feel like im not totally useless. Which is not a nice sentiment and should not be applied to anyone else that cant do those things of course but this is me im talking about. i feel so embarrassed to even be alive at this point. Im frightened. I'm paralyzed. I can't not feel pain in my wrists or in my muscles. I can't figure out if I'm sick or this is just the way things will always be, or both.
hey everyone!! this post is originally from my other blog terminally entrenched which i share with 2 precious friends. it's our little space for unserious writings and ramblings hehe. if you havent already had enough of me feel free to check it out ^^ without further ado, here's the album reviewww )

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