Taking the time to create is something I want to do more often in the coming year. Even with a sinus infection, I cleaned off the craft table and created some little planner dolls. I love to color with Copic Markers and I find it relaxing. It makes me happy to make pretty things. Made me miss those days of three 12-hour work weeks.
Month: January 2016
100 things about me.
- I can tie a cherry stem in my mouth.
- I wet the bed my 1st grade year.
- I was born in the Philippines and grew up in Las Vegas.
- I've only lived in two places, the Philippines and Las Vegas.
- I choked during a 6th grade singing competition. I forgot the words to "Over the Rainbow" and the judges' comments were filled with "You look nice tonight."
- My husband was my first.
- I learned how to speak English in 4 months with Sesame Street.
- I got a reading award in 1st grade not knowing what I was reading.
- I've never done any drugs or smoked a cigarette or marijuana.
- I'm allergic to every alcohol but vodka. Trial by error at the age of 21.
- I have always excelled in school but have no common sense.
- I knew all about sex before experiencing it myself. The public library is a wealth of information on this subject.
- Senior Ditch Day was spent playing cards with fellow nerds at a friend's house.
- I can carry a tune. Just ask my karaoke machine.
- I am a microphone hog.
- I love freshly cleaned sheets.
- I hate touching food with my hands. I once ate a Snickers bar with a knife and a fork.
- I spent lots of time teaching new moms how to breastfeed as a graduate nurse without doing this myself.
- I pray before I start the car.
- I know all the words to the Grease soundtrack.
- I am short and stout. I'm pretty much a teapot.
- I was the tallest girl in my 5th grade class. Five foot zero. Same height as I am now.
- I won all the Field Day races in my 5th grade class, a feat that would never happen again.
- I like my boobs. So does my husband.
- I'm a control freak.
- I once let in a Jehovah Witness in my parents' home and spent the afternoon with them. He came back the next day, knowing everyone's names. My dad was furious.
- My favorite food is sushi.
- I almost sewed off my finger during home economics.
- I once plastered my walls with Ricky Schroeder, Menudo, Rob Lowe, Ralph Macchio, and Duran Duran.
- I cannot poop in public restrooms. I will hold it for a week if I have to.
- I prefer water over soda.
- My heart skips a beat when I see my husband walk into a room.
- My house is a mess but you can eat and drink off the toilets. Really. I'm serious.
- My biggest pet peeve is not following through on your promises.
- I used to stay up and watch Johnny Carson during elementary school.
- My favorite subject in high school was calculus.
- I failed my first calculus class in college.
- My very first car cost $250 and was a Chevy Chevette. She was lovingly called "Rusty."
- I met my husband in my church choir. He was the drummer. Swoon.
- I've had many nursing students practice starting IV's on my veins.
- My first patient as a nursing student was a 70 year old man who constantly offered to show us his penile pump.
- I threw up every morning on my way to school in the first grade.
- My family never told me that we would be moving to the States to stay. I thought it was just a big vacation. They still have not told me when we are going back.
- I am afraid of scissors, steak knives, my Fiskars cutter. I fear sharp things.
- I once embarrassed myself in front of my future mother-in-law by loudly announcing I have a fear of big balls flying across my face.
- I tell people that my father is good looking because I resemble him.
- My full first name is Cynthia Margarita, after Margarita Moran, Miss Universe Philippines 1973.
- In the Philippines, my mom insisted that the vaccinations that scarred babies on their upper arms be placed in my inner forearm. This way, when I walked down the runway as Miss Universe, my upper arm would be blemish free. Ha.
- I hate onions.
- My most embarrassing moment was when I walked out of the staff bathroom with toilet paper hanging out of my scrub pants.
- I hate going to the vagina whisperer.
- I pluck the one hair I have on my chin.
- I used to use a can of Aqua Net hairspray a week in the 1980's.
- My favorite candy bar is Hershey's with Almonds.
- I can only say dirty words in my native tongue.
- My sisters and I are forbidden to go to church together because we laugh uncontrollably for no apparent reason. We are constantly separated by my mother during Mass.
- Red is my favorite color. Hooker red.
- I took my mom to see the Thunder from Down Under when she was getting chemotherapy to make her happy.
- I am deathly afraid of heights.
- I've never had braces but I need them.
- I love the smell of warm baby breath.
- I thought that I had to wipe my dog's butt when he did his business outside.
- I am superstitious.
- I'm not a big fan of rap music. I much prefer country.
- I can eat rice for breakfast, lunch, and dinner.
- I was on local TV once for a local parade in which I was a cheerleader. Ha!
- I've worn glasses bigger than my whole face.
- I've sung "The Star Spangled Banner" in front of a crowd of 500 people.
- My mantra as a graduate nurse was, "Lord, let me not kill anyone tonight."
- I was present when my sister gave birth. I remain traumatized.
- I taught my mom how to drive a car right after I got my own license.
- I never want to disappoint my parents.
- If I could do my wedding day over again, I would elope.
- I've seen every episode of the Brady Bunch.
- I watch hockey only for the fights.
- I love taking naps.
- I hate to cry but I love crying at chick flicks. I've been told to shut up at a movie theater.
- I've owned 4 Volkswagens- 3 Jettas and 1 Beetle.
- I vow never to go back to the Philippines unless I stay in a hotel. Flushing the toilet by pouring water down the toilet is not what I call fun.
- I love to feel the pop when starting IVs.
- My pantry is full of Spam and Vienna Sausages.
- I'm a reality TV junkie. Anything Housewives is my guilty pleasure.
- I hate confrontation.
- I'd rather be happy than right.
- I am a godmother to 3.
- I am a stepmom to 2 very white children.
- I am a mom to 2 furry creatures.
- I'd rather spend time making gifts than buying them.
- I jam on my planner.
- I've never met stationery I didn't like. Office supplies are my friends.
- I like to bake and share. No one is safe from being force fed.
- I'd rather hear the painful truth than a lie.
- I've sung at a few weddings and funerals.
- I can't tolerate any artificial smells. No perfumes for me. My signature scent is clean.
- I tell people that my father is good-looking because I resemble him.
- Channing Tatum is my boyfriend.
- I've never seen any Star Wars movies.
- I have been a nurse for almost 20 years.
- I've seen more penises than a prostitute. They don't tell you that in nursing school.
- My husband says I am bossy. I call it having leadership skills.
happy new year 2016.
The new year makes me want to change everything about my life. My bad habits, my weight, my health, my blog. I am not a fan of resolutions. They don't work. They make me hate myself for failing and lose faith in the process. So. Even though I may hate it, I am changing up a few things. This year will be a time of self improvement and reflection. I hope to journal, list, write down my thoughts, create, read. Have experiences. Have gratitude for the little things.
2015 was a rough one. Lots of changes. Painful at times, but for the good. We moved to a different home. Abigail moved to Las Vegas with us and is now going to art school. I changed jobs. Working in a pediatric department has been part of my identity for 18 years. I am transitioning into my new position as a hospice nurse manager but often miss my old unit. Yes, this new job is less stressful, but my sense of purpose has changed. I have more time for myself. I just need to enjoy this. I am ready to move forward.
For 366 days (daily), I will be journaling every day. 2 sentences or 3 pages. Writing something down. I may use prompts. Or not. Whatever the mood may be. No rules. Just write. I will be writing them down here on this blog. I have closed my previous blog and started anew. Simple, clean design. Uncluttered.
For 52 weeks (weekly), I will create once a week. Color a stamped image with my Copic Markers, make a card, send a Thank You, jam on my planner. Yes, I jam on my planner. Just because I enjoy it. I am using what craft supplies I have and in doing so, hope to save more money.
For 12 months (monthly), I will read a book every month. I will use my e-reader and read the books I have previously purchased.