Mariella 🍒

after almost a year of silence in this lj

haha I decided to post cause I still feel ache in my stomach whenever I read about June 5

hahahaha it's not bitter feelings though...it's being so happy

Ikuta Toma and Seino Nana announced their marriage last June 5, 2020 ㊗️

I can't paint or I dont want to even watch my face on that day when I knew they submitted their marriage on June 1

it was funny I received the JFC email while on work and I thought it was an error email cause there was nothing on it haha (little did I know)

anyways to be very honest, I cried and I fell on the floor that time haha (lmao that is so dramatic but it's real) and I need more time to process the situation (you know as a fan of Toma and I love him so so much) Even though I know they are dating and had a marriage rumour earlier this year.

but you know guys...Nana is the dream girl of Toma...and I know he is very very happy he met her and love her and marry her ♡

ahhhhh I am still sooo happy for them

I do not know them personally but I trust that they are great people so kind and so loving

ご結婚おめでとう㊗️

I wish them all the best in their family life.

there are so many new dorama that I want to watch! but my priority I think for now is "Ore no Sukato, Doko Itta?". I also want to try to watch Yamapi's dorama "Inhand"

Since last year, the number of drama that I watched it's just more than 20 because I can't focus much...I'm always distracted hahaha. The only drama that I rewatched is Black Pean (I'm telling you all, it is still as good as the first watch)

hmmm as for my reaction for the first episode of "Ore no Sukato, Doko Itta?"...I watched it without subs and I hope someone pick it up because this show got alot of lessons especially regarding with LGBT community and bullying (if I'm not mistaken)

for now I'm finishing DoS Deka hahaha because Tabe is sooooo freaking pretty and Ohkura screams is so cute XD

and I am graduating college tomorrow!! waaaaa

I am so sad on what's happening on the fandom right now.

These days, I am trying really hard to learn subbing and translating. but... I feel like, I want to translate this video to share to fans, but...the way some people request subtitles, they were like forcing the subber for subtitles...and I thought "hey, it's not an easy thing to do so don't be like that don't be forceful cause you don't pay the subber."

Since I started to learn the basic process of subbing I appreciate all the translator, timer, typesetter, encoder even more. They spend lots of their time to share subbed videos to fans.

I hope those people will change and learn how to respect.

I became a fan, only less than a year... I'm sorry but I also became emotional with the announcement of the hiatus. I can't help it. I already love them so much. And even though if I put effort on becoming a jfc member this year I'm still not capable of watching them live. But anyways, they will come back. I believe in them. And I think this break will be for the very best.

Arashi really are different among other groups. I respect them alot. I respect them because they really show us how a real team works. I also admire them so much when they bring the news straight to the fans, I love how they become strong for the fans not only for last night but for so many years.

I hope they will all become genuinely happy after 2020.

me too, I think, I need to be patient 😁

This is my first post for this year!!! yey

I was not busy over the holidays but I was sick, sadly.

I still did my best to feel better so that I can watch 8-ji da J reunion hahaha you know, I can't miss that one...

I was fully healed during New Year's Eve so I was able to watch Kouhaku and JCD

a late congratulations to Sho!!! I love that Arashi party with him when they won XD and for reaching the jcd too!!!

and on Johnny's Countdown... FOUR TOPS... I'm still aaaaghh I'm super happy I got to see them perform...Toma you're so handsome how can you do that

after that, because I'm so whipped for Toma and FOUR TOPS... I signed up for J web... It's a struggle because I don't know if my allowance can support this one buy I'll do my best, the English ver will end on February anyways :(

I finished watching Nazodi

I also became busy with school and stuff because I need to graduate~

and Sho's birthday month!!! 🎉

I'm always thinking what will I do on 25, of course I'm gonna celebrate :D

update

I finished watching Black Pean!!!

I'm screaming!!!

I understand now, given that I watch it late, many fans already want to rewatch it or have rewatched the dorama. It's so rewatchable.

The skills of the actors and actresses and the story 👏

and to Ninomiya Kazunari

wow, you're amazing.

I AM SO EXCITED FOR THIS 😍



They had a reunion because Tackey and Tsubasa will perform for the last time :-(( I'm looking forward for their works at Johnny's office especially with Tackey.

Thank you so very very much for bringing us FOUR TOPS again, like, thank you.

can you see tomapi there? 😍


Kanjani∞ also, I need to get to know them 😅


Arashi, ofcourse are there ❤


I'm so excited to watch this 😄

happy birthday to my son (yes im gonna call him my son even though he is older than me huhu) First of all, I hope he is happy today. I hope he got to celebrate with his friends and family. and I wish that his day will be filled with so much love, cause he deserves it. I know that he will never read or see this but I hope my love will get to him someday. I really want to give him some hug. I'm gonna be just right here waiting for you Genki my son.

お誕生日おめでとうございます岩橋玄樹 ♡(｡’▽’｡)♡

I know I'm kinda Jun-baited into the fandom. And I am also pretty sure that my ichiban now is Sho. But everytime I saw that 11/18 GQ cover of Matsujun, all I can say is I'm floored. He looks so freaking great there. I love one rich fashionable man.

I'm not gonna say sorry to Sho cause I believe he likes that cover too ;)) Also to Toma...honestly, I would like to see Toma's reaction to that magazine XD