The main points:
I have been home for One year and almost two months now!! I have stayed pretty involved in missionary work. Going out with the missionaries in my ward, being a friend to those that they were teaching helping them on the road to baptism. Invited a friend to listen to the missionaries. He wasn't interested but he did love church. I have given out two Book of Mormon's. I can honestly say that being involved with missionary work has saved me from being depressed. It is but isn't easy being an RM. Satan attacks even harder than before. There were many times that I felt so blue and grey and so alone I give partial saving credit to the Elder's that let me be and kept me involved and helped me keep the fire of missionary work in my life and heart
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| Elder Logan (FL) & Elder Hansen (MD) |
The biggest lesson I have learned is the application of The Atonement. On September 13, 2013 (Friday the 13) I changed. It was a weird day. I worked all day. After work I was asked to babysit a dear family. I stopped at home to change my shoes and only stayed for a few min. I wasn't in a real hurry. I get in my car and text a few people back before I start the drive. Backing out of the drive way I ran something over. I turned to look and the gate was open. I then started to hear the most piercing noise. I LAID on the horn to have my dad come out. He did. The worst thing ever. That piercing noise was that of Zoey. Our family dog. She had gotten out of the gate. I didn't see her. It happened so fast. She was gone so fast. My dad is my hero. I know it wasn't easy for him to take care. I couldn't get out of car- half parked in the middle of the street. I was frozen. After taking care of Zoey my dad came to my aid. He pulled me out of the car and held me into his chest. We both cried. At that time my older, Wesley pulled up. My dad pulled my car back into the driveway as now my older brother was holding me. I was a mess , a terrible mess. My mom came home not long after. We held each other. I couldn't calm down. I received a Priesthood blessing from my dad and Wesley. Added testimony towards the Priesthood Power. I am calm but not at peace. The thought that kept coming to my mind was "Atonement. I covered this for you. The Atonement covers this, I can take this away from you." I didn't know how to let it go. It wasn't until the next day. Sunday. I knew that I could give it to my Savior. I was finally at peace with myself. What a long night that was. I am still trying to apply the Atonement. But I KNOW that the Holy Ghost was with me. That the Priesthood Power of God was give to the men in my life and they are worthy to use it. My oldest Brother, My Savior Jesus Christ took my pain from me. The Atonement is real and it is VERY POWERFUL. Then sings my Soul!! Two weeks later my dad and I bought a new puppy for my mom's birthday and for my therapy :-)
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| Zoey 2010-2013 |
| Zadie 2013 |
God is good and HE lives! Life is wonderful!











