Everything comes across my mind.
How many times I tell myself
I will do this TOMORROW.
Tomorrow, same words will be repeated. The day after tomorrow, again. The never-ending tomorrow, again and again. Fuck! I know that I need to work darn right now on the things I should be doing no matter how mood-less I am now in doing it. And I know the promise of “I will do this tomorrow” is absolutely an empty promise that I will fucking regret for it soon later. I KNOW ALL THAT.
And yet I’m not working on things I should be working on right now.
One word, L A Z Y.
And all the while till the very last minute, when all the fucking-do-not-know-when-pop-up-problems arise altogether, I will start to say: “If I’ve done this earlier.” Bastard.
I know all these. I know if I start to change my attitude right now, start working on them, despite time is very less, I still have just-sufficient time to complete them before due date. I can.
And then the evil inside me start to whisper: “Okay, this is one last time for you being lazy, tomorrow, you will be all new one and work really really hard for your life.” How kind is the evil inside me.
And I really believe that I will do it tomorrow. *EVIL GRIN*
[Imported from my Blogspot blog.]
Though Malaysia doesn’t have 4 seasons, there is blooming season here in Penang! And now is the blooming season of sakura-like trees!
These sakura-like trees are planted at some parts in my campus. When they blossom altogether, the whole street will be painted with pink or white. Gosh, you will love them! And thanks god there is 1 of them just outside my hostel room. Seeing them early in the morning everyday do help me alleviate my stressful life a little bit, somehow. Pray hard finish fyp asap and graduate! :(
I couldn’t recall how many times these sakura-like flowers blossom annually in Penang, not often. But whenever they start blooming, it means a super-duper-extreme-hot-weather, with almost no rain and wind everyday. And that is why they can blossom. These sakura-like flowers are fragile.
Here are some photos:
These trees can be seen at some Penang streets. Do you notice that? Hey, Penangites, don’t just rush your life for this and that. Slow down a little bit and discover things around you. Penang is so beautiful and lovely! ♥
Found a blogger blogged about these sakura-like trees around Medan Bayan Lepas: Spring in Penang. Gosh, it’s beautiful!
May 19, today is the 58th monthiversary of my babe and me! Yes, 58th monthiversary!
We’ve come such a long way, it’s gonna be 5th anniversary soon, real soon. And I only fall in love with her deeper and deeper everyday! Mwaaah! Hee! ♥
Yesterday was my friend’s RoM. Yup, the very first among my friends. We were so excited for him. Even my babe also felt so high and kept asking me to capture many many photos during the RoM for her to feel the sweetness of the lovely couple. Haha! She wanted to attend. I should have encouraged her to come back. At that moment, I wished she was there to embrace the sweetness together with me. Argh… Regretting for not asking her to come back…
Haha! Every of my friends is predicting me to be the next. Hmm, will it be? :P
I do hope I can take care of her in the rest of life… ♥
By the way, wish my friend and his babe HAPPILY EVER AFTER! Stay sweet forever ya! :D
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