| Dissonance |
[27 Jul 2015|10:28pm] |
I've lost your heart at some point along the way. I'm not sure how it happened. All I can do is apologize for my short comings that have led you to be unfaithful to me. I am an imperfect individual with flaws. It is only the glorified ego I wave over my scars to make them less visible. I am nothing but a drifter in the dark.
You are the essence of this world that captivated the child within me. Without you the world is a stale incompetent place with no will for desire. I would much rather cast myself into oblivion then remain complacent here. Helpless like a newborn lamb.
I was magnetically drawn to you like polar opposite ions. I would lay myself at your feet if commanded to do so in that moment you captured my heart. You were my celestial counter part. The treasured parcel I would die and fight for to the bitter end.
I am only so much of a man that it pains me to admit it. I don't know what the future entails but I can say as much as this. In the event I somehow expel you from my life through my own folly...I will see you in the next life time.
Hopefully I won't screw it up next time.
Yours truly,
Scott.
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