Silverwind's Closet

Peekaboo! If anyone's watching...

Yeah, this year's been a hell of a year.
We're getting through it all.
Very happy to be getting through it together.

*hugs* to everyone, I miss... I miss a lot.

-me

just a side note that I don't really appreciate your trying to take the account. Bye!!! *waves*

Hello LJ. I just wanted to say I miss you. I think about you a lot, still, remembering all the time we had.

Things are different now and sometimes that's weird.

I should probably stop by more often and actually visit, instead of drive past, waving. You've changed so much in all these years. So have I, but not in the way that mattered when I visited.


I'll be back around, I know. This is going to take some thinking.

-me

My eyes ache when they're open and sting when they're closed. I moved my chair to the front window to lean on the windowsill and watch the rain. It reminds me of weekdays at Faire, now many years ago. I know I should eat but I want nothing. Giles is at work. His ability to earn makes me feel sometimes that he is worth more. I know this is not true but often can't feel otherwise.

Yeah, still here. :)

Got way too much house stuff to do and not enough energy to do it - but I had a potato with butter, cheese and bacon on it at lunch and I've done two loads of laundry.

So.. better today than many recent ones. XD

*hugs*

Home.  Badly needed repairs.  College funds for our children.  After that we'd like to be able to pay off our parents' mortgages and tuck the rest away in savings, because really... everything else after a warm house and a solid roof, and a future, is just fluff.
...Nice fluff.  But still fluff.  :)

If I don't see you on Facebook... :D

Surprise!  #3 on the way.
Current estimate 10w 4d.  

^_^;

...oops?  ;)

Finally!!  This makes the third day in a row I don't feel completely awful!  :D
Still tired and a bit listless... and unmotivated (lol) but not trying desperately to find something to eat that I can stand the thought of actually choking down. ^_^

Yayayayayayayay

Fire. Tonight.
Let us know you're showing if you are. BYOwhatever, I'll start the grill even, if I know it's needed.

That is all.

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We knew she wasn't doing well; she probably had another 'mini-stroke' and was fevered, with an upper respiratory infection. :( Couldn't really eat.

Went to visit with Mom and saw how she was doing... went out and called Giles to bring the kids down, started other phone calls.

We got to say goodbye, at least. She wasn't really responsive but there were signs that she was listening and trying to respond, just didn't have the energy to get words out. *sigh*

She passed the next morning, just as Mom walked around the corner towards her room.



We're getting by, it's been rough though. Some unexpected issues came up. We're dealing, the kids are dealing okay.

Wake is tomorrow... burial on Monday. Been so crazily busy dealing with arrangements... and not sleeping well.
I'm going to my race today. I think I could use it at this point, just to wear my body out enough that my mind gets dragged along to sleep. I've been to the Fort every day this week since Monday.
There's worse ways to cope.
*hugs*