No longer have Yahoo or ICQ  😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

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So before playing CyberPunk 2077, a video popped up on YouTue Does Gen Z Know 90s NuMetal, and loving the songs, but wtf are these kids on

Should i do a bit of a full update on what's been going on or just leave it?

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Just seen this post.

*[Wed 01/07/2020 8:02pm ]if anyone wants to txt me with random stuff, wants me meet for a drink\night out\ what ever or just wants a chat, number is 07921645528 (+447921645528 if your outside the uk), might not be able to reply straight away and if you do text me, please let me know who it is"

Well I haven't had the number for well over 10 years (maybe more), I know the post shows it's from 2020 but I can assure that I didn't log in 2020 and post it, it was ages ago, maybe 2006?? and I never though anything of it till I saw it now, only thought of LJ as a last resort to see if I've ever seen Feeder live (one of their songs came up on my phone) and guess what I did on 25/2/03, even wrote about it as well the day after.

I've still got this and I still remember the password

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As if this is still going since 2001.

disclaimer: my girlfriend Rebecca Morgan of Redcar (yes not a Sarah or Gemma for a change) has banned strange and weird messages to me personally but will allow facebook friend requests and request threesomes, aliens are most welcome.

Yeah the less we say about that the better.

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One of the biggest regrets I'm having at the moment is that I never got to fill Jacob's baby book in. all them nights was spent playing on the Xbox 360 could have been spent doing betterthings like filling his baby book in, keeping the memories of his first smile, his first work and his first footprints

I miss you Jacob.

Sorry for being the worst dad in the world, I love you and always will no matter where I am, just cos I'm not seeing you doesn't mean I've stopped loving you, I just wish I could see you every day and spend every day with you.

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So its been over 2 weeks since I last saw my son, gf broke up with me at the end of October 2010 and kicked me out a month later and have been living in Hartlepool since January and before that my mam's, Christmas sucked as I was just getting used to having my own family one, thinking it was a good move to Hartlepool not just cos its easier cos my job is based here but my son lives 10 minutes and its easier for me to see him, seems now to be a mistake.

But the main reason I've not seen him for the last 2 week is cos I've been really down, things didn't work out as I'd like them to but then again I don't think they could of, so all I've been doing is sleeping loads on my days off and my routine when at work has been work, PC, sleep till I have to get sorted for work, I just can't face the day like I used to, I'm a different person, I can't see what is good about myself all I see is someone who's never going to be happy again and is just going to spend the rest of his life alone and miserable.

I thought when me and Ushi broke up things where hard to deal with, but no, this is nothing compared to that, that was just minor, this is worse than that, I have a little boy who I love so much and miss just as much, who knew 6 years ago when I was in Nottingham that things were going to be harder to deal with and would get me this down this much.

Part of I guess it is that I'm single, I hate it, I miss the little things and miss waking up to that someone or cuddling then at night, for some reason but I feel i can't love someone as much as I do with my son and also in many as way my ex, I do miss her but it hurts that I know that we aren't ever going to be a family again and hurts to know that my little man is never going to be in a family with me, he maybe in one day with his mum (my ex) and some guy but I don't want that, I don't want him calling him his dad because I am and if he does and I hear it its going to hurt even more, I want it to be us 3 again, I haven't opened my Christmas presents that was given to me from Jacob or ate the Chocolate Football Shirt that was given to me from him, not cos I don't appreciated them, I do, but when I think back to my 1st birthday or our 1st Christmas  as a family (where I had actually looked forward to for once), I just wanted that back and wanted that again, I hate this having this family being apart and broken up.

I don't know if my little man misses me but I miss him a great deal and also miss being a family, which I guess I'm going to have to deal with.

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Lost for words, maybe I'll update this later, probalby won't, but who knows

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Right I'm lees than pleased at the moment.

1. I've been designed\updating a website and am finished


2. I'm not getting paid for it

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Just got my Uni results and I got a Thrid which to be honest aint bad and I'm pleased about :)

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Well its been a 'little' while since I updated this journal so for all the people who aren't on my facebook profile and don't know the news (or have forgotten since the 06/02/09), I'm now a dad to a 26 day old baby boy named Jacob Christopher Frankland, born 22nd August 2009 (hence the 26 day old boy), weighed in at a 8 pounds 6 (10 day later was 9pounds, 2 days after that was 9pounds 2 and god knows what he is now)

Must admit was nervous and was for the first few days but now got into the swing of things :), anyways uploaded some pictures and they can be seen HERE

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I've just spent £360 on

• 2x1TB Removalbe HDD


• 1xTB Western Digital HDD


• Windows Vista Ultimate


• 2 DVD's

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Cheque is in the bank and has cleared :D

Have paid off what I owe to my mam and paid the credit card off that has been hanging over me for 3 years

Last night got myself a Barcelone away top and the list of what I'm wanting to get (since I've got everything off the previous list) now looks like this

• Oral-B Triumph with SmartGuide


• New Watch


• 2 Removalbe Hard Drives (to back up some stuff I have)


• 750 Gig Hard Drive (to replace 2 3 year old smaller hdd)
  
• Window Vista Ultimate

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My 3rd year final project is now up in smoke as I'm not allowed to use an image that is vital for my project, what to do.

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Personal Injury Claim is over and an a settlement has been agreed, its £10,000 :D

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Came of the sick finally and after 2 years in early July and applied to hardship fund a few weeks as I was running out of money and didn’t know how I was going to pay the bills I have, never mind eat, so received a letter basically saying that I’m not going to get anything from the hardship fund as I’m able to work and should be looking to get a job ……….even though I’m doing that and its not like a job is just going to come out of no where soon, but the what the ‘committee’ who decide if a student can get anything from the hardship fund over the summer failed to realise is that

1. I’ve been on the sick for 2 years with a back problem and have been unsure if the sick note I have will be my last.

2. I haven’t had the opportunity to look for jobs before Uni broke up unlike other students who haven’t had a back injury or any other injury to worry about.

3. Even though there was over 3 months till I started Uni again, the chances of getting a job where getting slimmer each week I never had a job

At the moment I need some new shoes as the only pair I have, have got holes in (meaning if I need to go out in the rain, I have to wear my new rocks which hurt like a bitch), my gf's income is to high for me to get any dental treatment so we have to pay and I might have an infection on a crown I have or a abscess but can't afford to get that sorted, m y pc's on its last legs and if my loan is going to get delayed, there's no way in hell I’m going to be able to afford to go to Uni till its sorted, so the only way I’m going to sort things out is if I get a full time job and to do that I’m going have to quit but since this is the my very final year with the chance of graduating in May with a degree, its something I don’t want to do :(

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Showdon talks to see if still Uni in September on Monday.

Should be fun.

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Back to uni in less then 19 days and not even sure if I wanna go back, could do with getting a job and to be honest would be better.

Seriously need to pay off this credit card, PC needs sorting out badly plus it could give us some serious cash to get a few thing that I'm after on Amazon, tho if I do get a job not sure how its going to effect the personal injury cliam thats going on and that might be sorted out soon, as it could effect how much I get :(.

Oh also if I get a job then I could get this adaptor that would allow me to swap the 32'' HD tv for the 17'' LCD Monitor

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Not really sure what to write about at the mo.

Still with Gemma and still living with her, things have been a little rough but just think thats normal with couples, still at uni but thinking of leaving soon as I just can't afford it at the moment, and with my pc on its last legs and don't have a peeny to my name not forgetting I'm finally off the sick and have been for a month with the added preasure that the Uni are going to help anymore with the hardship fund, the only real option i have is to 'suspend my studies' tho trying to find a part-time or tempory job with 5 weeks to go till uni starts is pretty hardPendulum - Granite

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Settled in now and have been for a while, things are going ok really, tho not logging into MSN as much as I used and also the same could be said about MySpace as well.

Uni's going ok at the moment, have an assignment due in on the 21st April, have an exam on the 5th May and then I'm fiunished with Uni untill I start the 2nd part of my final year in September, tho I'll be looking forward to the time off and want to just relax and play on the Xbox 360 all the time (since I got a really nice 26" LCD TV to play it on :p), I would prefer to get a part-time job since my back feels a lot better than it was 12 months ago, I wouldn't have to worry about being skint over the summer and could finally pay off my credit card.

Living in Hartlepool kind of has its dis-advantages as I've not been to the Crown on a Thursday since November 2005 (too long) but now can't just get a Taxi back home as it'll cost to much and they aren't any Alt nights either, as the only ones are in Middlesbrough :(.

Nt sure what else to say, so I'm going to leave it there

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So me and Gemma have set a date till I'll be moving in and its the 1st March :D, can't wait but they're so much to sort out as well :s

Hope eveyone is ok

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and with some news.............and that is that I'm moving in with Gemma sometime soon, not sure when tho as a lot of stuff needs sorting out but I'm actully looking forward to it :), also as of yesterday I decided to go on contact with 3 and got the Nokia 6120 that I've been after for a while as well, I got the PC stuff I was after but thinking of switching back to the 32 Bit version of XP since the 64 bit version is acting up a lot like putting audio from films and songs on as it was from a rave :s, means taking 2 gig out of the PC but its a small price to pay for a stable PC.

not much else to talk about as Uni's going ok and stuff, so gonna leave it there for now

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Should have updated this ages ago but never got round to it (my bad).

Christmas went alright, New Years Eve was a bit boring, tho Gemma came round we didn't end up doing much and she went to bed early cos she was tierd :( so I pretty much just went on the Xbox 360 playing Full Auto from about 11:30 till about 2am, also me and Gemma have finished, found out last Monday that her wants to get back with me but thats not the shocking bit, I found out just before Christmas that she was pregnant and also thought it was mine as well as we had a bit of an accident but then found out on Monday that she'd slept with some lad serveral weeks before our 'accident', it was also the same lad that she dated at the same time as me but had finished him as she found out he had a gf, thats not bothered me its just the fact that her ex only said he wanted to give it another try after he found that she was seeing someone, so I'm back to be 100% single :(, kind of not bothered about it but I'd jsut wish she told me instead of telling me and making me think it was mine :(

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Well I'm into my 1st week off of the Christmas Hols and its going by so quickly :s

Found out I'm getting a Xbox 360 next week and all is good (only reason I know I'm getting one is cos I ended up getting it), just means I'm going have to sort my room out cos a) is one big mess, 2) I have no where to put it and 3) the room needs gutting seriously, as I need to sort the leads from the PC out, decided to get another other computer desk for the TV to go on as I can't find a TV stand thats high enough or cheap enough, and its got more storage as well, whci is alright.

Of the list I posted a good few months ago (well in July), I can now get rid of the RAM as I managed to get an extra 4 gig of RAM last week for £75.......the same RAM that was £120 this time last year, the Bed and now Xbox 360 (with games), the only downside of the extra 4 gig of RAM is that I'm going have to installed XP 64 bit until I can get a copy of Vista Ultimate :(, and I hate XP 64, was thinking of getting 1010W power supply and the 750 gig hard drive next week at some point, as my mam nicely give me a £300 cheque for my credit card, but kind of unsure so i might just wait till I get my Uni loan, but want I want and pay some off my credit card, so I have £408 left for the rest of the term, which works out at £25 I can spend a week (£700 if you don't include the bills paid for each month), gonna look for a part-time job since I'll loads of free time in betweeen the gym and uni.

There has been some progress on the compo claim but still can't talk about it :p

Anyways I'm off to bed and to get rid of this cold, Night

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Seems i'm not updating this much often at the mo (bad smoggie), most of the time I'm either online looking at various websites (strangely enough not Myspace), online and on MSN but hardly talking to anyone and just end up watching either a film or TV program thats on the PC , as of late doing Uni work (as i have 2 ICA's in after the Chirstmas Hols), just randomly sitting at my desk doing nothing or seeing Gemma, also it seems when I'm up for doing something like playing a game, I can't be arsed in the end or it bores me quickly, I seriouly don't know whats up with me as lately I've not even had any music on, seems I'm getting bored easy and nothing interesting me :/

Anyways going to wrap this up and hope everyone is ok, if anyone wants to chat, leave a comment with your MSN (or if you want mobile number if you want to text us) and I'll add you, email addresses will be screened

Wendyhouse in 2 weeks :D


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Not really been up to much since starting back at Uni and that’s going ok, been going out on a regular basis which is unlike me and been out a few times with Nicola who got back in contact with us after a 2 year absence which is nice :), went to Wendyhouse last month which is in Leeds which I fucking loved (pictures of that night out can been seen under the cut but must warn you I look really bad :p), loved it so much that I’m going again next Saturday (17th) and again next month (15th) as well.

Mohawk is coming along nicely, dyed it red and a bit blue at the back last week but its came out purple at the front for some reason, but it still looks good).

Been told my backs healed up but still getting some pain from it and not sure why or when that going to go away but going to the Sports and Injury Clinic at the Uni about it so I am getting it sorted, still no news on the x-ray I had a few weeks back and its annoying me as I’m wanting this whole thing to be over with as its stressing me out, been spending some time with Gemma but aren’t going out with each other, we managed to do things on Halloween and Bonfire night :)

Not sure what else to say, so going to leave it there.

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Your BMI is 26.5 - overweight

Your BMI is below the healthy range. You should not try to lose any weight, and putting on a few pounds may benefit your health.

Your weight is within the healthy range. Making sure you have a balanced diet and taking regular exercise will help you to stay fit and healthy. If you feel that you want to lose weight in order to feel more comfortable with your body shape, try making small, healthy changes to your eating habits and taking more exercise. You should not aim to weigh less than a BMI of 20

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Getting my replacement monitor tomorrow and it couldn’t have came at a perfect time as Uni start for real next week.

Not been to a lecture this week (and I only have 3), ended up in the wrong room on Tuesday as the stupid bus was late and then decided to pick everyone up so ended up in G0.37 instead of G0.31, missed 2 buses today cos of T-Mobile and Natwest, I tried topping up my phone and registering my replacement credit card with T-mobile but they where saying my bank (Natwest) was denying the transaction, so called Natwest and theysaid that there isn’t any restrictions on my card as I have a ‘healthy’ balance (£1000 over drawn with £300 of funds available) and they aren’t blocking my card, so called T-Mobile and they said it’s a Natwest problem and Natwest where blaming T-Mobile, this was getting no were and after 4 calls to both companies, but managed to top up in the end even tho it was off my debit card, which already my student loan is almost spent as I’ve put £267.75 on my credit card (hence £300 is available), spent £199 on a bus ticket but its valid till the end of June 08 and can use it in the North East on all Stagecoach buses, £60 on the Uni gym and £40 on a very failed night out on Monday which looked ok but I was on my own hence it being a failed night out, the music was also shite as well , so ended up having 1pint then leaving cos I couldn’t be arsed.

I want to go out but the lack of mates in Boro and at Uni is the problem, thought I had a friend but it seems she’s now ignoring me as well as someone else and I have no idea why :( but sayin that I am going to Wendyhouse on the 20th with some people from the Haxed forum and will be sorting Windows out tomorrow.

All from me at the moment.

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Had a plan at the start of the summer that once uni starts would join the Rock Society, go out during Freshers Week and try and make some new friends but since being to the Club and Societies fare yesterday and today, I've found out that the Rock Society is no more, so looks like :(

This week also not been so good, my 17" TFT monitor aint working anymore and have to use the old CRT monitor thats givibng me headaches and is to big for my desk, also its blury as hell and can' t read most of whats on the screen, whats also annoying is that they aren't any any replacements in stock and also been told when they will actully get any in, kind of hoping its soon as I might as well have no PC, so boredom is now sinking in and I need to sort my PC out which could have been done rihgt about now.

I seriously don't know why I went back to Teesside, maybe I should quit and transfer to another Uni next year

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Aint updated this for a while but Uni starts in a week :D tho I probably wont have my loan I can't wait till the holidays are over with, got Uni sorted out for this year (07\08) and also next year (08\09), seems I'm gong to do my final year over the 2 years, so I'm going to be there till I'm 30 :(

Had a mixed day today, started off great at 3\3:30\4am this morning for a while ;), not saying what went on or who with but it was good, got home for about 1:0:30 where things started to go downhill, my mam is replacing the boiler with a combi-boiler (so this means we should now get a shower in...........hopefully) but as soon as I got in she decided to go shopping with my sister adn auntie, so I was left all on my own even tho I needed to go to Uni and get my loan sorted out and wanted it sorted out asap (as it seems I got the form I've been waiting on for 3 weeks but I'm getting no loan even tho in a email I was told i was getting one, its a fucking mess) so didn't get that sorted till this afternoon, when I did, I found out I 'didn't' fill out something on the loan application when I did it online, so got a form and had to send that , also had to send another form along with 3 letters and 4 sick notes (as I'm on the sick for a further 6 months), so when I got back was rushing around trying to find the form and everything else :(

This loan stuff has been so fucking stressful and it should have been done weeks ago if not months, got the correct form finally and for the 3rd time of asking but I ha'm so fucking skint I've got £45 to my name till my loan arrive, I've been told that I can't claim Income Support or Incapasity Benifits cos I'm a student even tho a part-time one, I can't claim joobseekers cos I'm on the sick, I have to have an x-ray on my back but not have been contacted about that, the money I was supposed to get back from my PC parts that I bought last December\January has been put on This, good news is that I only owe £197 now but I shouldn't really have to pay anything back cos of the 'mistake' of Stockton LEA (as the LEA's used to be run by the local coucils before some changed to this Pilot scheme in Darlington thats still shit) giving me it when I wasn't entitled to it, the £575 would have done me till my loan came through and I'm going to phone someone tomorrow and see what they say as the £575 was from my Disabled Student Allownce and part of the Equipment Allowence (which the PC came out of), so I'm thinking they had no right taking it, also I'm slightly confused still about this None Medical Helper Allowence of £1200 and am thinking I should have been funded last year (also I was not told to worry about this Over Payment Grant it till I actully finished Uni), not heard anything from the 'Access to Learning Fund Special Request' but then again not hoping on anything.


Btw the everyone should watch this video from Youtube



Its rather good but alot of swearing in it (so no watching it at work :p)

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Downloaded the demo's of World in Conflict and Medal of Honour Airborne last night and must say the graphics look impressive, but not a big fan of the Medal of Honour series and was dissapointed in World in Conflict as there's to many things going on at once and its easy to get over run, confused, lose touch in what you really need to do and end losng in the end.

I want to play Footy Manager but think it'll be best to wait for this seasons as game as I've lost track of all the summer tranfers and to be honestly can't be arsed tracking them down and its a real problem these days for some reason as its really hard to find all the transfers thats happened on the net and you would have thought that there would be a website that has a transfers archive these days

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Mam came back from her weeks holiday today and what thanks do I get? none at all, last time she went away got a box of roses (so did my sister), but this time I've been on my own, looked after the house and cats and get nothing, next time she goes away (and so does my sister) I might also fuck off for the week.

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Not updated this for a while so me think I'd better :p

Mam’s been away all week and is back on Saturday :(, just as I was getting and liking being on my own (and having company over but more about that later ;) ) my sister came back from her 2 week holiday in the south of France, not been up to much this week, ordered a new bed on Saturday and just have been sat on the pc since Tuesday tho I did go to the gym on Monday and will be going next week as it’s the last week I’ll get to go before Uni starts again, I’m so looking forward to Uni starting tho I might not even have my loan in time for freshers week as I still need to inform the LEA of my changes to my course and before that can happen I still need is form signed and a letter from the Uni saying they are happy for me to my final year over 2 years.

Saw Gemma yesterday and Tuesday, she came round and stayed the night :D, also saw her on the Monday she came back from the Leeds festy and again stayed the night which was good (and so where we :p) as I’d missed her a bit even tho she’d called and we’d text each other, I also went round on the Tuesday where I cooked her Tea, made her some home-made pizza and bought her a cream cake, this Tuesday we had chinese but she paid for it :( and ate the rest yesterday, not sure when I’m going to see her next as she’s working loads at the moment and my bedrooms feels a bit empty as last night it was great ;), kind of tired at the moment as I’ve been up since 5am so an early night might be in order

Not sure what else to update this with but not long till Uni starts and I can‘t wait and I have ordered a new bed as well

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So got the report from the medical today and appartently I have something called Scheuermann's disease which I don't fully understand and am pondering on, as I've not any problems when I used to play football and didn;t have any problems when I went for the physical at the TA.

From what I've read about it and apparently

"Scheuermann's disease is a form of juvenile osteochondritis which usually affects several vertebrae, classically in the chest (thoracic) region.

The active stage of the disease usually affects 13-16 year olds and causes pain in the thoracic spine with rounding of the back.

After a few months the pain subsides to leave a slight forward stoop. Then, in later life there may be renewed backache from the development of osteoarthritis.

It maybe that you are suffering from this process of arthritis in previously damaged bones."

Also it means I might have a bad back for the rest of my life, great :( its a good job i have a doctors appointment on monday.

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I feel a little down today like something bad has happened and have this really bad gut feeling as well, nothing seems right today everything feels wrong like something is out of place or something.

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So it seems the 2nd date was sooner than expected :D not going into much detail but had a really good time again even tho we just watched Mr Deeds and then Futurama and I ended up staying the night (but nothing happened before anyone asks and I was good), didn't go home straight away on Thursday even tho I had an exam Thursday afternoom as I stayed with her when she was packing for the Leeds Festival and also got the bus with her as she was going to Billingham to get a lift to the festival, missing her a bit tonight but that might be cos I've not heard from her as she'll be having fun dispite not feeling well, but I can't wait to see her on Tuesday and I've been told in a txt message that she's bought me a little pressie for me, so can't wait for that either, tried watching a film tonight but can't get into it as I desperatly want Tuesday to come around now :(

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................ I'm dripped wet and cold but relaxed so i'm going to update this


Well where do I start, not much has happened but I went on a date last Sunday :D (more about that later), gym is going ok, going 4 times a week and getting really tired when I come home, can't see any improvement as of yet but its only my 2nd week of this personal fitness program, also the hair is seem to be growing quick and it only got cut last week.

Now to Sunday, it actually went ok was a little bit nervous about things but that soon went away once I was on the bus, the date started off at a fete Gemma was working at (and had organised) so her family was there but I hung around with her mate and if anyone asked I was there as a ‘friend’, after fete we went for coffee and walked along the seafront and went into a nice little place on the marina and sat and talked but left after annoying gambling started weird noses, so after there we went into Hartlepool town centre and went into a weatherspoons and had a few more drinks (non alcoholic) talked and laughed to the point where Gemma needed some Halls Soothers, so in the end it seemed we both had a good time and it loos like there will be a 2nd date (:D), just not sure when yet as Gemma is off to the Leeds festival this Thursday and till Monday and she’s unsure when she’ll be free next as she’s looking for a new place and doesn’t know her shifts but I’m looking forward to seeing her again cos she is really nice ;)

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Having a pretty much relxed day today, not done much other than drag my arse out of bed at 1:30pm, changed my bed sheets and hung last nights washing out, am supposed to be going to Newcastle tomorrow to meet up with a friend but its kind of hit and miss at the mo as they haven't got back to me about a time or place (or if they're still up for it).

The person I like found out Monday night and I didn't have to tell her, we kind of played a MySpace version of Guess Who, she only asked if it was her cos I sliped up a bit, but you would of thought at 28 I'd be able to tell someone that I kind of like them and would to get to know then better over coffee or something, so Sunday we're having coffee :)

Gonna plug the PS2 in and play F1 06 and try and finish the Spanish Grand Prix, out of 5 races I've finished 1st in 3 and failed to finish 2 and Boro have signed Mido :( could have done with a decent right winger and a cover for the full backs but no Boro sign a player who only plays when he wants, has had 8 clubs and he's only 24 and he has an attutide problem, some thing that the club should aviod, dark days ahead me thinks :(

Everyone should check the song that I have on, makes for a great 'boy wants girl then they run away together' situation.

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.................... someone you like them and would love to get to know them over coffee insted of msn?

Started my new program at the gym today and i'm absolutely shattered, its took it out of me some what, tho did get a pretty good work out in the end and feel a lot better after it, got some Maximuscle's Promax just to help things as well.


Shaved off the mohawk and sides as well today, decided that I want it re-grown and want it longer but need it wider to do that, found some shampoo and conditioner last night that makes hair grow 45% faster than normal, so hopefully in 6 weeks time (as uni starts again then :D) I should have a mohawk that’s at least 1.5 – 2 inches long by the time its freshers week, also thinking of dying it blonde with red and blue tips but the colour(s) might very :p, got my 2 gig MP3 player today and now have more choice when listening to music now :)

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I like someone
I really shouldn't
I've only been talking to them for several days
I don't know what the fuck to do
When did I start writing like this???and everyone check out this cool new band and they're from Teesside NINE LIVES FOR SKYDIVES!