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[30 Oct 2003|05:05am] |
new Lj username
tcp is my new username
add a chicken! I'll still update in this one too though, so don't remove me from here
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[29 Oct 2003|04:33am] |
I took pics of my room. I was bored
click here to see
i'm tired. it's late. I don't wanna wake up at fucking 4 something in the afternoon tomorrow again and waste another day. I wanna get some stuff done tomorrow.
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[24 Oct 2003|05:56am] |
"You know I couldn't resist covering this story. Microsoft's Steve Ballmer picked up his glove and slapped Linux across the face in a speech given at an industry conference thrown by...who else, Gartner?"
read more here
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[21 Oct 2003|05:37am] |
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[11 Oct 2003|05:04am] |
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who goes to walmart at 3am to buy flowers? rey and mikey do, cause we pimps.
got a long day ahead of me tomorrow. g'night.
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[06 Oct 2003|12:53am] |
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i'm so fucking close to seriously beating the shit out of my brother
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[27 Sep 2003|03:37pm] |
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this sucks. everything at home is going down the drain. my mom, every morning has a differnt problem and a different excuse to fight with me. my brother the same. everyone here is always teaming up on me. i'm sick of this place. my mom is always on my ass about letting my stupid ass fucking brother sleep cause he works. wow, before it was like that because i didn't work. now i work, and i still dont get an ounce of fucking respect here. my brother's always bringing his stupid faggot friend and leaving wet cups on my desk (my desk is wood. wood+water=bad) it cost me fucking 90 bucks, out of MY pocket, leaving empty candy wrappers and gums all over my desk, and closing all my open shit on my computer. and he loves to get me in trouble for nothing. and my mom, all she does is take his side. i have noone to go to in this house. all i have is mayla. she so deserves better. i really want to leave out of this place. my mom's kicking me out of the house right now, so i don't know where i'm going. i feel like shit, and theyre fucking making me feel worse and worse by the minute. my brother's the little princess of this house, unfortunately. he does fucking NOTHING to help out. whatever man, this is what i get
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[25 Sep 2003|05:27am] |
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me and max went to walmart like at 2am, and we were riding bike around the parking lot and got pulled over. fun times. they searched us and told us to go home and shit.
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[22 Sep 2003|04:05am] |
today kind of sucked and was boring. but the highlight of the day was that i finally got that ak1200 live mix cd with MC navigator, and max got the dj dara breakbeat science cd. its good as fuck to. so imma burn a copy of it :] and well, that was all the cool stuff. both cd's are good as shit and stuff. but other than that, it was pretty boring. we went to best buy to look at what we wish we had. saw no mini coopers today ( :[ )
but ill live. tomorrow ill prolly see one. yesterday i saw two, so that made up for today's loss. uh, this was the funny part of my day -i got kinda hungry around 2 am. so i go to the gas station by maylas house. and well, i get a big bag of combos, two rice krispies treats (chocolate), pack of sweet tarts, skittles, and a snicker and a chocolate milk chug. but for some reason, the clerk was piss drunk. he could hardly talk. and some lady there was bitching at him cause everytime she told him to put 5 bucks on her pump, hed just look at her, and shew her away haha. but yeah, i was standing there after she left for like 5 min. and im like "uh, i needa go, are you going to charge this for me" and he looks up at me and falls asleep for like 30 seconds. then he wakes up, and i ask him again and he did the same thing. i didnt wana bother him cause i was kinda scared hed go crazy and shoot me, so i stand for like 5 more minutes there just looking at him sleep. so what does the brilliant mikey do? he sticks half the merchandise in his pocket :D and well, so im just standing around trying my hardest not to laugh in his face. and he wakes up, and he asks me whos the president of the US "whos the president, who is our king" in spanish. and i say george bush, so he says ahhh, and he shakes myhand. then he tells me this...
him: go
me: go?
him: go
me: go where?
him: go!
me: arent you going to charge this?
him: go
me: but what am i gonna do about this?
him: go!
me: i can leave without paying for this?
him: yeah, dont be a pussy, go (all this was spanish)
me: ok, thanks...*walks out*
so im riding bike home, laughing. cause i got all that for free. but that guy is really nice to me when hes sober, so tomorrow imma go take him like 5 bucks, cause he was out of his mind man. i took so much shit. lol and when im biking home, a cop pulls behind me, so i stop thinking hes gona pull me over, and he just looks at me and goes away. so im like...uh, ok (got away with robbery and cerfew :D ) and biked home, and ate stuff. and yeah. tired as i am, im going to sleep now. night
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[21 Sep 2003|05:50am] |
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today was cool. i woke up, and rented a game with max. (midnight club 2). it's gangster, i likes it. uhm, then we chilled with mayla, watched some dvd's and joanna came, and we went to bayside, then we went to eat dennys and the food took long. that sucked, but i got cherry coke and a sampler, so it's all good. if i had my car i'd go again right now cause brotha kinda hungray. uhm, we called joanna and melissa and left them litle elmo songs in their voicemail. they know they loved it. we're artists man. but yeah, i'm tired. well not really, i just dont wana write anymore. bye
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A - Age: 16;
B - Best Quality: trustworthy;
C - Choice Of Meat: chicken nugets from burger king;
D - Dream Date: smokey mountains- mayla- 3 story cabin- food- jacoozi- nighttime- stars- sounds of nature- and some drum 'n' bass;
E - Ex (most recent): next question;
F - Favorite Food: #7 from burger king;
G - Greatest Accomplishment: car- highshchool- career- mooshie;
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: her three words;
K - Kool-Aid: chocolate milk;
L - Love: is good;
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: mayla- computer;
N - Name: mikey
O - Outfit You Love: grey n' black- black n' black- my hat <3;
P - Pizza Toppings: cheese- sauce;
Q - Question you want to ask: may i take your mini cooper for a drive;
S - Sport To Watch: street skateboarding;
T - Television Show: ren n' stimpy;
U - Unique habit: crack my jaw;
W - Winter: yes, please;
Y - Year Born: 1987;
Z - Zodiac Sign: capricorn;
29. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM: my wallet
30. PERSON YOU HATE MOST: osama bin laden;
32. COLOR: silverstone grey;
36. JUICE: orange juice;
37. CARS: mini cooper- volkswagen golf's- audi's- BMW- 92-95 civic hatchbacks;
38. ICE CREAM: chocolate;
40. SEASON: autumn- winter;
41. BREAKFAST FOOD: pancakes niggaaaa;
46. HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: not that i'm aware of;
47. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: mayla;
48. CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER NO MATTER WHAT: mayla;
49. HAS IT EASIER GUYS OR GIRLS: little bit of both on certain things;
55. CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS: nope;
56. COLOGNE: Brut- White water;
57. PERFUME: curve;
58. KISS: mayla;
62. Made out w/ JUST a friend?: nay;
63. Been rejected?: tons;
64. Been in love?: yes- am, too;
65. Been in lust?: i'm human;
66. Used someone?: hehe;
67. Been used?: fuck yeah;
68. Like Mini Coopers?: HELL YEAH
69. Been cheated on?: nay;
70. Been kissed?: yeah;
71. Done something you regret?: yep;
Who was the last person...
72. You touched?: a mini cooper;
73. You talked to?: danny;
74. You hugged?: sandy;
75. You instant messaged?: crackman & martin;
76. You kissed?: mayla;
78. You yelled at?: my mom;
79. You laughed with?: danny;
80. Who broke your heart?: booger;
81. Who told you they loved you?: mayla;
Do you..
82. Color your hair? used to;
83. Have tattoos? nay;
84. Have piercings? yes;
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? girlfriend;
86. Own a webcam? yes;
87. Own a thong? maybe;
88. Ever get off the damn computer? nope;
89. Sprechen sie deutsche? yeah, why not;
90. Habla espanol? chupa;
91. Quack? goose;
Have you / do you / are you...
92. Stolen anything? heh;
93. Smoke? yup;
94. Schizophrenic? weekends;
95. Obsessive? mayla;
96. Compulsive? boogers;
97. Obsessive compulsive? enough!;
98. Panic? don't remember;
99. Anxiety? yeah;
100. Depressed? yeah;
101. Suicidal? nah niggaaaa;
102. Obsessed with hate? nay;
103. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? yeah;
104. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? nay;
105. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? in a mini cooper, driving, with mayla;
106. Can you do anything freakish with your body? i can jerk off;
107. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others?: dripping boogers;
114. Could you live without a computer?: NO;
115. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc?: GAIM;
116. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: 65
123. What is the last movie you saw?: half baked;
125. Are you photogenic?: hell nah;
126. Do you dream in color or black and white?: don't know;
140. Are you loyal?: yep;
141. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?: yeah, why not;
142. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: off;
143. Do you have nightmares frequently?: don't remember;
144. Do you like your nose?: nah, give me yours;
145. Do you think you can draw well?: nah;
146. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?: :O ...RIGHT NOW!;
147. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: none;
148. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety?: same shoes;
149. Do you write poetry?: if i write, to be honest, it's nowhere near poetry;
150. Do you snore?: ask mayla;
151. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: don't know, i'm asleep;
152. dog/cat? ducks?;
153. Do you lick stamps?: ew;
154. Do you use an electric can opener?: nah;
155. Have you ridden in a hotair balloon?: nope;
156. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: physical;
158. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed?: nope;
159. Do you prefer a piano or a violin?: piano- violins nice. combination of the both is a plus;
160. Are you a sex addict?: 0:D
161. Do you know someone who has cancer?: yeah;
162. Do you like to argue?: depends;.
163. Do you hunt?: no. save the chickens;
164. Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants?: fast food;
165. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?: art museum;
166. Do you have a middle name? What is it?: jesus;
167. Are you basically a happy person?: eh;
168. Are you tired?: yeah;
169. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?: chocolate milk;
170. Have you ever met anyone off the Internet?: yeah;
171. How many phones do you have in your house?: phone's disconnected;
172. How long is your hair?: don't know;
173. Do you get along with your parents?: rare occasions;
174. What color of eyes do you prefer?: grey
175. Full name: read this before answering this question.
176. Were you named after anyone?: someone in the bible;
177. Do you wish on stars? wake up;
178. Which finger is your favorite? all of 'em. they help me be a better bassist;
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[11 Sep 2003|02:22am] |
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nothing happened today. boring day. i'm tired.
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[10 Sep 2003|03:52am] |
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yesterday was crazy. i cashed my check and went to best buy to buy a CD. me and max ended up coming out with some speakers. i got some sweet as fuck creative speakers for 50 bucks. they sound great. now i can jam louder in my room :]
anywho, today work fucking sucked ass. i really want to quit, but at the same time, i can't. i have so much shit to pay for. i won't be able to fuck everyone at my work off until like a good month or until i find another better-paying job. they really pissed me off at work today, but whatever. after hell (work) max came, and we rode bike to my house and we chilled here for a while. then we went back to his house, ate a hotdog, and went to goleman to chill with mayla and joanna. we opened their classroom door and screamed stupid shit. well, max did, i opened the door for him :] i need a new bass, i need a fucking car. this sucks. i wish i had like 3453453453453 dollars. i'd be set for life. but uh, yeah. tomorrow, i need to go to some offices down by 49th st with max to apply for some job shit damir told me about. he got a call for a job the same day. so there i shall go tomorrow after work. :] i'm fucking tired, i have another day of hell tomorrow. i can't wait
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max likes to be ugly. today i went to the mall with danny and mayla. we were there and stuff. i'm bored, i'm thinking of a new site to make, but i don't know of what. i need to get my ftp working. i'm tired and i have to work tomorrow. gayness. when i get eveyrthing i need payed for, i'm going to quit i think lol.
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[03 Sep 2003|01:26am] |
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work was ok today. i was eating combos and max came over for a bit. helped me kill some time. i couldn't chill with mayla cause she was at an appointment. then after, max waited for joanna to come over to give him a mini cooper model and we went to the mall, and best buy and walmart. it was cool. we also went to school with joanna. i got that nausiating constapated feeling i always had at goleman, before i even walked in. it was hell, after 20 min, i had to go lol. i hate that fucking place really bad. but yeah, we saw ruben and joel at bestbuy. they were being chickens like us too. and well yeah. tomorrow i need to get out of work early to go to american academy and enroll already. it's easy shit :]
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if theres anything i hate about waking up early, it's the waking up part. my mom every 2 min keeps telling me "wake up, come on, lets go, look at the time, everything. ahh, i'm so stressed. yesterday sucked, it was annoying. today's probably going to suck too. i want work to just go by already. 4 hours seems so long. my speakers are fucking shitty as fuck. i need to buy some new ones. so much fucking shit that i need. everythings so stressfull right now. whatever, i'm leaving.
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[20 Aug 2003|12:26am] |
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new layout. i hate office depot. die, employees
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[18 Aug 2003|12:13pm] |
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someone shoot my mother, please. from teh moment i wake up, till the moment i fall asleep, it's bitching about EVERY FUCKING THING. she doesnt stfu, now, as i'm typing, she's bitching about stupid shit. on the way to work, shes going to bitch. on the way home, she's going to bitch. i just want my car so i can get the fuck up out of this piece of shit house. all she can do is piss me off. and now i have to leave to fucking work, how gay. i need a vacation from everything. everyone's pissing me off. she keeps telling me about how late im going to be, i go in at 1, and its 12:15, and its 5 min away, and i'm already dressed. this bitch is fucking literally insane. i wanna leave, far away. im going to new york or something when i get my car, to get the fuck away from here. iot was so good hthat week i went on a cruise with mayla. away from hialeah and my fucking annoying ass parents. w/e
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hello chickens. i been too tired to update. i busted the fuck out of my leg today skateboarding. it sucked, sandy had to carry me halfway home hehe. it was cool. i finally got my internet back. cable, too, so it's not gay ass dialup. i was hangin' out with mariela and joe at mainstreet friday, and saturday i pierced my lip already finally. it was 70 bucks for two, but i only had 40, so he hooked me up. nice guy :] then we went to mainstreet again to do nothing. fun fun times ten. my whole paycheck went by in two days this weekend. that fucking sucked, but i needed a lot of shit, so it's all gravy. w/e, i'm tired already of writing
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