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Mar. 17th, 2030 | 09:06 pm
please comment to be added.
and if you are going to complain about anything i write in here, before you do i just want you to remember that this is my journal, not yours.
dont suck, okay?
<3
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nostalgia
Feb. 6th, 2009 | 05:13 pm
and the sun is setting through my sheer green curtains on my dorm walls...
Valentines day is coming up and all i can think about is how in love me and tim were.
Im so scared that i will never feel that again because it wont be with him.
i still dont think i can listen to peter and the wolf for a very long time.
or any of the mixes he made me.
Its crazy how much i associate with him...
I was so stupid.
and i think the worst thing to deal with is that i know he wanted to work it out
and i didnt think it was right to
i was confused
and so dumb.
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Writer's Block: Good Catch
Mar. 21st, 2008 | 05:16 pm
also "well, at least it makes for a good story."
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TWLOHA
Feb. 13th, 2008 | 06:39 pm
but today, i wrote "Love" going down my forearm.
and last night when i told my boyfriend about it he immediatly did the same thing.
it ticks me off when people decide that their problem with it is that its the trendy thing to do, or its scene or something.
maybe it is trendy,
but for those kids that write it on their arm because it is
the word still gets out there, the story is still told, the point is still made.
and i am not a religious person, honestly a lot of things to do with religion really piss me off.
but i dont think thats the point here.
if religion is what helps people get help, then so be it, i hope you pray everyday.
but if its not for you, its still the same message.
you can get help, things can be better, someone out there loves you.
After struggling with depression and various forms of self abuse for years and having to be hospitalized
you realize that the little things help so much.
one person saying that they care for you
one person trying to help
sometimes even a poster saying you can get help and how to
can save lives.
and i never want anyone to get to some of the points that i know i, and others have gotten to with out help to get out of them.
so when you think this is bull shit
think of how many people are learning and reaching out for help because of this.
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:D
Sep. 23rd, 2007 | 01:46 am
oh yeah.
im stoked.
yaaaaay.
<3
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thank god for rain.
Jun. 19th, 2007 | 03:54 pm
despite all the stress. and bad luck. and shit that only happens to me,
this summer is off to a good start.
i have been riding my bike or walking at least once a day and for at the very least 3 miles.
which makes me feel really good.
im getting stuff done while exercising and not spending money on gas (yay enviornment!) haha.
plus its keeping me calm.
I now have full responsiblity of the house hold chores, my job and getting there.
along with making sure my mom is okay and taking her medicine.
not that im happy about this, just mentioning.
& jesus christ i dont want to see my report card. or know my schedual for next year. ugh.
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Apr. 24th, 2007 | 04:50 pm
so i had to find a new dress *grumble grumble* and finaly found one, but im pissed cause altogether it cost $115. grrrrr.
but w/e its really pretty, theres nothing i can do about it.
annnd i got a new nose ring and hair color, yay. you can see them here:
http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=20563952&albumID=0&imageID=8391295
thee end
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MUSIC
Apr. 18th, 2007 | 09:44 pm
Recomend me some new music to listen too!
i particularly feel like listening to something with some synth/ keys in it or good metal. but feel free to recomend anything!
yaaay! ready set go!
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UGH.
Feb. 11th, 2007 | 11:01 pm
On the way to drama practice:
I was picking up kirzzy at her house and on the way to the car from her porch i watched a cat get hit by a car. i screamed and ran in the road to help it. it was still alive and freaking out and had definatly broken its back leg and a few ribbs. it was spitting up blood so im assuming it had some injury to the lungs or something too. and it crawled under someones porch. long storie short, animal control was finaly called, the cat was brought to the hospital and its going to live! i really wish i could take care of that cat forever, poor thing. its owners had left it out and gone away on vacation. jerks. but that was one tough kitty.
and im fucking tramatized. holy shit.
Unrelated side note:
FUCK. shit god damnit. ahhhh, wtf is wrong with you kashmir? come on? shiit. shit shit. fuck. slut bitch. oh fuck. AHHHHH!
