Finally the worse is over. It had been horrible 3 weeks in Blk 31 Toa Payoh.
But it actually made us realise how precious water is, how lucky to have a workable washing machine, water heater and refridgerator!

Sounds suaku. But none the less, that's life's lesson.
Haven't had the time to upload any pictures. since January.
I need to find some time. time. time.

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Was talking to my god sis today. Very happy that she is not sad anymore. Thanks you Eeyore. ;)

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Was changed to clubber mode after exams right away.

Christmas presents are nice, and as always joyful, no doubt about that. ^_^.

Classes started yesterday, as usual, sleepy in class. Hahaha.

I'm sick today. That sux.

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You step in after so many years and try to be friends.
What should I expect, "Long time no see"?

After all happenings and you think you can just pop by and say hi to my life, say irritating things to me, more rumors you want to spread?
You are even the biggest suspect for the shouting my name in front of my house during wee hours for during cny past few years ago.

I detest you a lot, because you make me feel stupid.

FUCK OFF, BASTARD.

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I can feel this burning fire within me.

I hate this world.

Fuck off.

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Had my JLPT 3 test today. IT SUCKS BIG TIME!!

They usually have JLPT 4 to 1 (4 being the easiest to 1 being the hardest)
This is their last syllabus for 4 levels. They will start with JLPT 5 to 1 next year.

Last syllabus, no wonder so hard lah!!

I'm so gonna flunk this paper. Dissapointed also cannot do anything.
Nothing to do with the school.
I am not a walking dictionary, how am I suppose to understand all the vocab.

And to add, the listening test is the worst! its normal japanese conversation speed.
When you heard the 1st sentence, and your mind is trying to make out what they are saying, they dono say how many sentences already. and you need to answer.

NO REPEATED BROADCASTING~! Hear it once, and that's it.

Live or die, live or die, live or die. Dieeeee lah.

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Couldn't get up on time last Friday. And when I did, I could barely stand for long.
After an hour, I could not even lift my head.

First thing that came to mind was my migraine problem. It has subsided since I had left the stressful industry. And of course, subsequent part time jobs are pieces of cake. After "military" training for the past 5 years.

The current job is more than great. I couldn't wish for better. They understand my needs for studies. We work as a team, and of course, I did my part with some advance planning.
I had to go back on Friday, to clear a bit according to claims deadline, and furthermore, I need to reconfirm my leave for this week. HOW IMPORTANT. THE CRUCIAL WEEK BEFORE EXAMS. F THE EXAMS.

Popped a migraine pill but it did not work until 2 hours later, I can lift my head but the headache is still going on, but bearable.

Went to see doc, doc says don't simply anyhow take med when you dono what is going on with urself!

Well, I used to have migraine problems and this year it subsided and concentrate during exam periods.

Checked my reflexes, head, heart beat, blood pressure. conclusion, Tension headaches.
She even forbid me to study that very night.
You are like a handphone, low battery already cannot make calls or sms. so you must recharge yourself before u can use it tomorrow morning. *shows me her phone*

But But But, exams are near.
But you need to sleep my dear, she said.

Fine, ummm maybe study something light?
She shakes her head and laughed at me. (bor pien expression)

So what happened when I got home? study from 2-6am. Not that I am forcing myself, I am having insomnia due to the stress.

10 more days until this madness is over. Rahhhhh. Panda.

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I forgot how it feels like to be happy.

I feel angry at myself. I do not know why.

Sometimes I close my eyes and pray hard, because I know I am not the right one.

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Woke up yesterday around 7.30. Haven't slept since then. It will officially clock 24 hours in another 1 hour's time.

Whoa. Fancy staying awake for so long. Feels a bit tired, but don't really bear to sleep. I can feel time slipping away away away... Yesterday was a long long day~

Went back to work, followed by jap class until 9.30, tapao dinner & had coffee at home after 11. Play a bit of game, start to do a bit of jap homework/revisions. I can't do continuously anymore. I need to let my brain rest on and off.
Its overheating. I need a new fan. Hiakz, as if its easily done. I'll just TRY to REMEMBER to take my gingko biloba supplements given by somebody before my last exams, tomorrow.

Hope it works, even if it doesn't, mental effect is fine. At least you convince yourself that it works. True?

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I'm in my QLC (aka Quarter Life Crisis).

I have not accomplish anything. It is so aggravating.
Sigh, sometimes I just want to go elsewhere and start a new life, since nothing's there for me.

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