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( Kingdom Hearts )
( Naruto )
Got a fic 'ere fer ya robot lovers
Apr. 30th, 2022 11:43 amI forget how to post, bear with me here as I try to get back into DW...
Title: Shower with the lights off (can't stand my own skin)
Series: Transformers IDW/Lost Light
Rating: PG
Warnings: Trauma, self-hate, dysmorphia, therapy (I know that's a trigger for some folks but I based this on GOOD therapy I've had)
Wordcount: 2373
Honestly, bathing is hard when you can't stand to remember you exist in your own horrible body. Might as well be as disgusting on the outside as you feel on the inside.
( (It doesn't really work that way. It just makes you feel worse.) )
Title: Shower with the lights off (can't stand my own skin)
Series: Transformers IDW/Lost Light
Rating: PG
Warnings: Trauma, self-hate, dysmorphia, therapy (I know that's a trigger for some folks but I based this on GOOD therapy I've had)
Wordcount: 2373
Honestly, bathing is hard when you can't stand to remember you exist in your own horrible body. Might as well be as disgusting on the outside as you feel on the inside.
( (It doesn't really work that way. It just makes you feel worse.) )
HOLY SHIT I'M NOT DEAD
Dec. 13th, 2017 11:51 amI'm enjoying a sudden burst of writing again. If you've missed me for some reason, I'm still shitposting over on Twitter as @leximuth. But hey look, I'm writing again for the first time in years??
Title: Field Aid
Series: Transformers IDW/Lost Light
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Violence, trauma, graphic surgical procedure
Wordcount: 1536
( "I don't think," Swerve gasped, "that I'm gonna, um, make it back to the ship." )
Title: Field Aid
Series: Transformers IDW/Lost Light
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Violence, trauma, graphic surgical procedure
Wordcount: 1536
( "I don't think," Swerve gasped, "that I'm gonna, um, make it back to the ship." )
It's a convenient archive
Jul. 25th, 2013 07:21 pmEveryone seems to be using AO3 and I needed to keep track of my bookmarks there, so you can find me as Leximuth.
Oh yeah, and I'm still alive and whatnot. XD Spend a lot of time on Twitter but I like to keep a small social circle. I rebagel the Tumblrs as Murdorito, feel free to say hi over there.
Things are good with me right now. I haven't been writing because depression is a cruel constant of my life and when I feel good enough to do stuff it's more likely to involve cleaning or cooking than writing. But I got a new doc who will give me the meds I need. Come to me, generic Prozac. Let me love you.
Oh yeah, and I'm still alive and whatnot. XD Spend a lot of time on Twitter but I like to keep a small social circle. I rebagel the Tumblrs as Murdorito, feel free to say hi over there.
Things are good with me right now. I haven't been writing because depression is a cruel constant of my life and when I feel good enough to do stuff it's more likely to involve cleaning or cooking than writing. But I got a new doc who will give me the meds I need. Come to me, generic Prozac. Let me love you.
Signal Boost
Feb. 15th, 2013 11:04 pmHey all, most of you probably know the lovely ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
spacehussy because I kind of talk about her all the time and she's to blame for everything I write, basically. XD She also draws adorable robots and writes and is basically a stellar person and fan. She's my darling twin and I love her to bits. And she's in a pickle, if by "pickle" one means "needs surgery to regain pain-free use of her hand."
Insurance and disability are not going to cover the time she has to take off work for recovery, nor the entire procedure. If she can't get that income, she can't pay rent. Her savings were eaten up when she took in another good friend who was getting out of a bad place. So that's where fandom comes in, because we take care of our own, dangit.
Save the Spacehussy! She feels awful having to ask for help (which is why I'm the one writing this rather than her) but she needs peace of mind to recover. She needs to not be worrying about keeping a roof over her head. So please, anything you can give will be greatly appreciated. Not just by Spacehussy, but by all of us who adore her. ♥ Thank you.
BELATED UPDATE: The goal was met, she had the surgery and it went well and she is recovered! Thank you all so, so much.
spacehussy because I kind of talk about her all the time and she's to blame for everything I write, basically. XD She also draws adorable robots and writes and is basically a stellar person and fan. She's my darling twin and I love her to bits. And she's in a pickle, if by "pickle" one means "needs surgery to regain pain-free use of her hand."Insurance and disability are not going to cover the time she has to take off work for recovery, nor the entire procedure. If she can't get that income, she can't pay rent. Her savings were eaten up when she took in another good friend who was getting out of a bad place. So that's where fandom comes in, because we take care of our own, dangit.
Save the Spacehussy! She feels awful having to ask for help (which is why I'm the one writing this rather than her) but she needs peace of mind to recover. She needs to not be worrying about keeping a roof over her head. So please, anything you can give will be greatly appreciated. Not just by Spacehussy, but by all of us who adore her. ♥ Thank you.
BELATED UPDATE: The goal was met, she had the surgery and it went well and she is recovered! Thank you all so, so much.
Friending Meme!
Jan. 4th, 2013 01:22 pmWhat's this? A DW-centric Transformers friending meme? And it's hosted by the new newsletter? Fancy!
Title: The second moon is the darker brother
Series: Transformers Prime
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Snuff, robot sex, dubcon, violence
Wordcount: 3700
Note: Eight months ago, I started a fic for Sick Mind. It was supposed to be a quick comment fic. Well, eight months and a few thousand words later, it's done.justnuts, this is for you. ♥ And pellimusprime, this wouldn't have happened without your encouragement. Thank you.
( He leaps down to meet Optimus, or the battleground flows beneath him, and they clash in deathless silence. )
Series: Transformers Prime
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Snuff, robot sex, dubcon, violence
Wordcount: 3700
Note: Eight months ago, I started a fic for Sick Mind. It was supposed to be a quick comment fic. Well, eight months and a few thousand words later, it's done.
justnuts, this is for you. ♥ And pellimusprime, this wouldn't have happened without your encouragement. Thank you.( He leaps down to meet Optimus, or the battleground flows beneath him, and they clash in deathless silence. )
TF fic: BABBU
Mar. 7th, 2012 11:29 amPell told me to write a fic about Bob. This happened. I died of cute at least ten times. I JUST REALLY LOVE BOB OKAY?!
Title: BABBU (aka idk how to title anything)
Rating: G
Series: Transformers (IDW)
Wordcount: 400ish
( The Insecticon cringes, cornered, but Sunstreaker doesn't shoot. )
Title: BABBU (aka idk how to title anything)
Rating: G
Series: Transformers (IDW)
Wordcount: 400ish
( The Insecticon cringes, cornered, but Sunstreaker doesn't shoot. )
Transformers Tinyfic
Feb. 15th, 2012 11:24 pmGoodness gracious it's been ages since I last posted any fic. That happens when I get horribly depressed, though. I'm on meds and stabilizing now, so maybe writing will happen again soon. In the meantime have a little thing I wrote about Dylan Gould. I didn't much care for him the first time I saw DotM, but then I realized that he's the Decepticon version of Daniel. He grew up with Uncle Soundwave and Uncle Laserbeak. His motivations in the movie make total sense when you realize that it isn't about glory or power, it's about family. A very twisted, horrible kind of family, but family. Poor dear.
Series: Transformers (Dark of the Moon)
Rating: G
Warnings: none
Words: 160
( "Good night, moon." )
Series: Transformers (Dark of the Moon)
Rating: G
Warnings: none
Words: 160
( "Good night, moon." )
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Jan. 3rd, 2012 12:25 am
Quick reminder! The TF friending meme is STILL going strong, with new people posting their intros. I'm not talking stragglers, I'm saying there is just as much activity now as when I first posted it. I'm astounded at how well this has been going and I'm so grateful to all of you for spreading the word and reaching out to each other. ♥ I originally hoped for half a dozen people to respond. So far, there's been 63 people. SIXTY THREE. I will just be over here making dolphin noises of excitement. :D
Hello one and all to the DW TF friending meme! There's a whole bunch more of us now, and some new usernames, so I admit I've been getting wildly confused. But that's okay! Because I want to follow ALL of you. :D Let's do this thing! Here's a handy form, feel free to fill out any parts of it you like:
Name:
You might also know me as:
I like the TF series:
I'm also into:
Some of my favorite characters are:
What I tend to do in the fandom is:
One random thing about me:
If I were a gif I'd be:
If you'd like to link this around, I made a whole bunch of hideous banners. :D Just pick one, copy the text in the box below it, and post it!
( LOTS OF BANNERS )
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Oct. 3rd, 2011 05:03 pmPinboard, you're okay. And you are getting my $10. I thought you were good when you specifically advertised your / as a draw for fandom, but now I think you are freaking awesome and actually listen to your userbase. Bless your face.
So obviously Delicious is broken now and everyone who has ever used it is upset and baffled at how this happened. I don't have any insider scoop or anything, but I do have a software developer dad (and thus some dinner-conversation idea of how long product development takes, especially working with old code that no one documented and the guy who wrote it moved to a monastery in Spain) and some facts.
The first thing you need to know is that when Avos bought Delicious, Yahoo gave them a timeframe to get Delicious off Yahoo's servers. That is a great big ticking doomsday countdown for a developer, right off the bat. A countdown of just four months, I believe.
Second, I am told that much of Delicious was Yahoo-specific code. Also, all the developers were fired before the sale. So the people who were familiar with the code are gone and a good portion of the code just got yanked out from under the new developers. Ouch.
So basically these developers have to build an entirely new product from scratch. Oh, and also integrate the data from all the users. There is no way in any world that this will happen in four months. So you start damage control: what features can be done by then? Is there any possible way to have a vaguely-functioning release in time for that big doomsday clock?
If you look in the FAQ, you'll see that pretty much all the tagging functionality is planned, as are subscriptions and everything else that's broken. They simply did not have the time to code any of it. It'll come down the pipes eventually - the big question is whether it'll be too late.
Does any of this excuse the sorry excuse for a social network that's currently masquerading as an archive service? Fuck no. I'm looking for a new home for my links the same as everyone else. But in a year or two, Delicious should be useful again... if they don't chase away their entire userbase first. (Hint, Avos: TRANSPARENCY. If you tell people this shit, they will understand. Silence does not endear you.)
Before I forget: Seperis has some links for doing things like seeing all your bookmarks and tags, editing tags, creating bundles, and the comments have a tip for accessing the data still present on Yahoo's servers before it gets deleted.
The first thing you need to know is that when Avos bought Delicious, Yahoo gave them a timeframe to get Delicious off Yahoo's servers. That is a great big ticking doomsday countdown for a developer, right off the bat. A countdown of just four months, I believe.
Second, I am told that much of Delicious was Yahoo-specific code. Also, all the developers were fired before the sale. So the people who were familiar with the code are gone and a good portion of the code just got yanked out from under the new developers. Ouch.
So basically these developers have to build an entirely new product from scratch. Oh, and also integrate the data from all the users. There is no way in any world that this will happen in four months. So you start damage control: what features can be done by then? Is there any possible way to have a vaguely-functioning release in time for that big doomsday clock?
If you look in the FAQ, you'll see that pretty much all the tagging functionality is planned, as are subscriptions and everything else that's broken. They simply did not have the time to code any of it. It'll come down the pipes eventually - the big question is whether it'll be too late.
Does any of this excuse the sorry excuse for a social network that's currently masquerading as an archive service? Fuck no. I'm looking for a new home for my links the same as everyone else. But in a year or two, Delicious should be useful again... if they don't chase away their entire userbase first. (Hint, Avos: TRANSPARENCY. If you tell people this shit, they will understand. Silence does not endear you.)
Before I forget: Seperis has some links for doing things like seeing all your bookmarks and tags, editing tags, creating bundles, and the comments have a tip for accessing the data still present on Yahoo's servers before it gets deleted.
Untitled Starscream ficlet
Aug. 3rd, 2011 09:00 pmwhoops I found a fic in my WIP folder which is not a WIP. herp derp here you go
Series: Transformers
Rating: PG
Words: 336
( Skyfire dreams of Starscream. That is a given. )
Series: Transformers
Rating: PG
Words: 336
( Skyfire dreams of Starscream. That is a given. )
I wrote some adorable commentfic!
Jul. 1st, 2011 09:39 pm1. for antepathy
( Blackout and Scorponok, first Bay movie )
2. for pell
( Skywarp and Skyfire, from WIP trinefic )
3. I forgot to post Bob!
( IDW Bob, I think from Ongoing )
( Blackout and Scorponok, first Bay movie )
2. for pell
( Skywarp and Skyfire, from WIP trinefic )
3. I forgot to post Bob!
( IDW Bob, I think from Ongoing )
New DotM trailer oh god oh god I am about two seconds away from peeing my pants in excitement despite knowing Bay will fail to deliver the awesome that is promised herein OH GOD SHOCKWAVE WHY SO BADASS HNNNNNNNNNNNGH ( Read more... )
That is all.
EDIT: ( Read more... )
That is all.
EDIT: ( Read more... )
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Apr. 19th, 2011 06:14 pmMy friends, I have a secret to tell you. It is a terrible burden to bear, so I must share it with you. It has to do with this picture:
My friends, I am sorry, but ( what has been seen cannot be unseen. )
My friends, I am sorry, but ( what has been seen cannot be unseen. )
Graphics post
Apr. 3rd, 2011 12:08 pmDid you know that I have NEVER posted my icons to my own journal? Good gracious. Hopefully you will see a gradual improvement in these as I learned how to icon better.
[6] G1
[3] TFA
[48] Bay
[10] TFP
Resources: TFW2005, This weird blog, NASA, and this video.
( SO MANY ICONS )
And last but not least, a 1280x800 wallpaper of Scorponok in the desert. Took me ages, andprimusatemyleg helped a lot, and there needs to be more Scorponok in the world so voila, click on this:
EDIT: WHOOPS I FORGOT SOME
SUPER IMPORTANT: If you use that last one with the octopus, ALSO CREDITpellimusprime.
[6] G1
[3] TFA
[48] Bay
[10] TFP
Resources: TFW2005, This weird blog, NASA, and this video.
( SO MANY ICONS )
And last but not least, a 1280x800 wallpaper of Scorponok in the desert. Took me ages, and
primusatemyleg helped a lot, and there needs to be more Scorponok in the world so voila, click on this:
EDIT: WHOOPS I FORGOT SOME
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SUPER IMPORTANT: If you use that last one with the octopus, ALSO CREDIT
pellimusprime.
