A Little Parting Note

Haaay, it's been awhile since I wrote anything here...
I just didn't feel like writing or blogging at the moment
Much has been going on but I don't feel like sharing it here
I know what I've said in the past, about keeping this blog alive for as long as I can, because I love it and all (heyy Yunho! i c u thar ;D)
And I do mean it, I want to hold on to that promise
But right now, I need a little distraction
I've went and played at Tumblr for awhile, lol...
It's fun there, I don't have to say or write much, just let the pictures do the talking
But then again, I feel that Tumblr isn't the place to write about my life and my musings
I'm just there to satiate my love and hunger for DBSK and K-Pop, having followers there makes me happy
It feels like we're in the same boat, the rest of the Tumblr Cassies and I
The reason we're doing this is because we will never forget, and we want to remind the others of why we love DBSK in the first place
Spread the love, Always Keep The Faith & Hope To The End
These few words mean the world to us, gives us hope to hang on to
Because right now, things aren't looking so good for DBSK as a group of five
I can't say I'm not heartbroken or devastated
They may be JYJ and HoMin/TVXQ right now, but what we really want to see the most is the five Rising Gods of the East
I don't know when will that day finally arrive, but I guess we'll just have to keep waiting, even if it takes forever
Sigh... there I go all sappy again... seriously
I'll get straight to why I'm here for in the first place
I just wanna say that I'll be on a little hiatus here
Probably until next year or when I feel like blogging again
I just need some time to set my life straight, get things on track
There's so much that I want to do...
I love this blog, I really do... and it saddens me that it has to come to this
But I'll return, and probably give it a little revamp too, since I'm also getting sick of the layout, hahas
Without further ado, I'll leave with this little parting, with promises of a return in the near future
Till then, Cheers~!! ;D

(p/s: If anybody is missing me or is interested in what I have to say, feel free to follow me here at Twitter, though it's probably me spazzing or spouting nonsensical things, as per usual, lol)

Nothing To Say

I like making my dog earn his treats. I tell him to sit, shake hands and high-five. Then I groan in pain because he claws at my palm. I make a mental note to clip his nails next time. I forget and repeat it all over again - sit, shake hand, high-five, groan.

Tumblrrrrr...

Sorry Blogger, but I'm into Tumblr these days, lol.

Joyride

Note to self: do not wolf down a meal after midnight and go to bed after that

Seriously, had some difficulty sleeping
So I ended up sleeping more than I should
And then I'm half-awake by strange dreams and the urge to throw up
Pulled myself out of bed and went downstairs
Drank a cup of lukewarm water, my everyday ritual
I thought all was okay, until...
I lifted up the lid off the plate on the dining table and saw wantan mee, or Chinese's black noodles with dumplings
I immediately wanted to throw up on the spot
Rushed to the bathroom and vomitted
Damn, it was nasty... it felt nasty
But when I looked down, I only saw clear liquids, no traces of food whatsoever
Maybe my stomach couldn't accept anything right now, rejecting the water I just drank
I'm gonna stay away from food till my stomach says it's okay, lol :)
Dammit, friends who forced me to go out with them and ate late-night dinner!!!
I'm never gonna go out so late to eat with you guys again! *shakes fists*
Took me out for a joyride and got lost in the middle of nowhere
Found out later that my driver friend had a mug of beer earlier and was feeling a little tipsy
No wonder I felt so terrified while sitting in her car, I shrieked every now and then
All I can say is... good gawd.

Burning Asphalt

Driving is crazy, seriously
It's a very dangerous and scary task, to me at least
Sure, it can be exhilirating when you step on the gas pedal and just floor it
But to all those crazy, reckless, irresponsible drivers out there
Do you ever stop to think about the lives you're putting in danger, including yours
Or other innocent lives you're putting at the risk of death for the cost of your carelessness?
I've had heart attacks and scares for the nth time, and mostly it's not even my fault
I don't think I can handle this shet everyday
Sometimes I feel scared and traumatised, I don't feel like driving anymore
But I think practice makes perfect, I'm a much better driver now
And what was that saying about facing your fears, so yeah...

Eye Candid

Just something funny that I'd like to share
Took place 2 days ago when my friends and I were having drinks *coughbeercough*
This is part of the conversation when we were getting kinda high and having laughed too much,


Jlynn: Eye candy behind you.

Me: *turns around* (it's kind of a reflex thing to me now, lol)

Wendy: What's eye candy?

Me: Err... gula mata (direct translation to Malay). -holds back laughter-

Wendy: Is it a kind of dish?

Me, Jlynn & Sue: Yes... kinda. Can eat one, very sweet some more. (all sorts of other innuendo, lol)

Wendy: Ohh... then order lah. -points to the menu-

-all 3 of us broke down laughing uncontrollably-

Funniest thing I've heard all night, LOL!
Got a little tipsy from drinking fast when we were playing drinking games
Went to Genting Highlands with family and met up with Jlynn and Wendy there
Went to the casino for a little fun and games
I seriously have either luck or talent at predicting the result, but just not for myself -_-
Maybe I'm just too cowardly or rash when placing bets, lol
I won at first, but later on I lost it all... damn itchy hands! T__T
What did I tell myself about gambling?!
No wonder they never learn, lol...

One more thing before I wrap this up
In a few more hours it will be Malaysia's 53^rd Independence Day
So, HAPPY MERDEKA DAY~!!! :D

Bye-bye, Blankie

I miss my ex-blanket.

We broke up yesterday, and I hardly had a wink of sleep
I miss the feeling of being wrapped around cotton candy and sweet dreams, lulling me to peaceful sleep
But I had to give it up, after accompanying me for many years, enveloping me in its warmth
It's worn out and the tear kept getting bigger and bigger
I often wake up to find myself tangled, lol
I have yet to warm up to my new blanket, which is more like a comforter actually
It's still kinda stiff, and that's why I could hardly sleep last night
It feels like I'm being wrapped around aluminium foil, lmao
It's not comfortable, and the bits and creases of open spaces allow cool air to enter, so it's still chilly
Sigh, I'm gonna miss my old blankie and its softness...
D:

Man's Best Friend

Sometimes, I just think that I want to live the life of a dog...
Not just any dog though, but my dog... RUSSELL boy, the lucky bastard :)
He's probably the most carefree dog ever
All he does all day is sleep, eat, roam, sleep, eat, roam and the cycle repeats
Sometimes I catch him staring at the porch ceiling for lizards, then he goes on a mad hunt like they're his chew toy or something
I also caught him trying to escape by ramming into the automatic gates
I don't know whether to call him smart or stupid, but it does get on my nerves and makes me worried about him
He's also like a Venus flycatcher, somewhat
I saw him swallowing flies and other insects that hover near him
There was this dragonfly, finda big, and he just chomped on it, tucked in between his paws
I practically shrieked coz I was just telling my baby cousin, "Oh look, a dragonfly!" and poof! into the dog's mouth
Poor dragonfly suffers the consequences of hovering too near to the canine bugcatcher, but it managed to escape, maybe my piglet didn't have a taste for dragonflies and their buzzing~
Dogs... they're man's best friend, they get pampered and loved and whatnot
They get patted on the head, scratched and tickled all over, played and ruffled with
What's not to envy?
They don't even have to fuss over what clothes to wear or earning their own keep
Okay, so some dogs aren't as lucky as mine, he's practically a free dog always with a meal and a cozy home to come home too
I don't like seeings dogs caged or tied to gates or poles, leashed with those chokers around their necks
It's definitely gonna hurt if they struggle
And I really despise those people who lack common sense and compassion for their pets
They leave them without food or water for days, and I once saw this dog which was leashed with the chain tied all the way up the gates, the poor dog can't even sit!
I could see there was no strength left in his legs from standing too long, but he couldn't sit, dammit!
It makes me so angry, all these animal cruelty... argh!
I'll never treat my pets like that, they're called man's best friend, so treat them like one!
Jeez, I was gonna talk about the wonders of being my dog, but I ended up ranting about animal cruelty instead!

The Lucky Dog

Tick Tock

Who decided that there are...

60 seconds in a minute
60 minutes in an hour
24 hours in a day
7 days in a week
4 weeks in a month
12 months in a year
365 days all year round?


What about me? What if it was up to me to decide?

I want 90 seconds per minute, 90 minutes in an hour, 36 hours in a day, 9 days in a week, 5 weeks in a month, 14 months in a year, and 16734856529 days all year round
And I don't care if that didn't make sense...
Time is ticking like tick tock tick tock tick tock
And I'm like the girl who wears a watch but doesn't look at it -_-
Don't leave me behind!!!

Missing You

HAVE YOU SEEN THIS PERSON? I AM LOOKING FOR HIM.

(reward will be given if found and returned :D)

Shim Changmin, love of my life~

Oh, how I've missed you so!

Just realized the lack of his existence in my life and dreams lately

So I went to check out his a-day community at LJ

And it just hit me, how much he's been missing as a part of my world

He's so precious and gorgeous, so handsome yet so pretty

Not to mention those killer long legs to die for

I've fallen head over heels the moment I laid eyes on him, 6 years ago

I used to think he was the perfect boyfriend material

And no guy would do it for me if they're not even remotely close to him

Call it silly, call it wishful thinking...

I'm not looking anymore, I'm just hoping... I could be allowed that at least

Let me indulge in my fantasies once in a while

It's the only way I could live this life and continue with my passion of writing

I might stray and be led by temptation, but you know I'll always come back

You are, afterall, the number one in my heart always and forever

LMAO, that's just so corny... but yeah

Changmin-ah, saranghae~ ♥

p/s: Happy 400^th post Anniversary~