Stolen from demonicgerbil

Armed and Dangerous Congratulations! You scored 82%!

You made it out, alive and well supplied. You probably even kept most of your party alive too. You know what to look for, what to take, and when to just run. You even feel a strange inkling to go back. If you did, you'd probably do just fine.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 94% on survivalpoints

Link: The Zombie Scenario Survivor Test written by ci8db4uok on Ok Cupid

Well, Well...It sure has been a long time since I lat updated...what has happened since the last time I posted. Well Stephanie enjoyed her visit so much, she decied to move in, which I don't mind at all. :) Some time in May my old PC crapped out on me, thus leaving me PCless for about 3 months, during which I proposed to Stephanie. She said yeas so that means we are offically engaged now. The wedding is sometime in Feb 2006.

Work has been OK...Really rough at times though due to the fact that we did have a few layoffs on our shift, but otherwise OK. I am hoping that sometime soon I will get a raise, but I am not holding my breath on that one. Oh well shit happens at times and there is nothing I can do about it.

I have also been thinking about switching over to Linux on this PC. Only problem is that Steph uses this PC and isn't the most computer savvy person in the world. I might just do it one day when I can sit down and explain what I am doing, but otherwise I'll most likely hold off until a later date.

In case you didn't know I am a raving Red Sox fan and I am indeed very happy at the fact that Boston won the Series. I am a bit disapointed that they aren't actively persuing any of their free agents (Yes, I know they picked up the option on Bellhorn, but that is besides the point.) It would be stupid to let most of their players go. I say just give Veritek his No-trade clause. They can't afford to lose him. I can see their hesitance though since giving Veritek his No-Trade clause would automatically give Manny one as well, and well we know how the Sox felt about Manny last year.

ANyways I ranted long enough for now. I guess I should let you all go on your merry way. Until then Later!

P.S.: I ♥ you Stephanie.

i saw this and wanted to use it
┼ Who are you?
┼ Are we friends?
┼ When and how did we meet?
┼ How have I affected you?
┼ What do you think of me?
┼ What's the fondest memory you have of me?
┼ How long do you think we will be friends?
┼ Physically, what stands out?
┼ Emotionally, what stands out?
┼ Do you wish I was cooler?
┼ On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
┼ Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
┼ Am I loveable?
┼ How long have you known me?
┼ Describe me in one word.
┼ What was your first impression?
┼ Do you still think that way about me now?
┼ What do you think my weakness is?
┼ Do you think I'll get married?
┼ If so, who?
┼ What makes me happy?
┼ What makes me sad?
┼ What reminds you of me?
┼ If you could give me anything what would it be?
┼ How well do you know me?
┼ When's the last time you saw me?
┼ Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
┼ Do you think I could kill someone?
┼ Are you going to put this on your LJ and see what I say about you?

Well, I can't belive it. in 19 days Stephanie will be here and then I can finally tell her how I feel in person. It seems like only yesterday we were only thinking about seeing each other, and in 19 days she actually is coming. Today we were talking about a few of the places I want to take her, and showed her some sites about the places.

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Well that's about it for places we might go. I am sure as it gets closer to the date she is coming, I will think of a few more places to go. Even if we can't go anywhere though, I will just be happy being with her.

Well It has been a while since I have actually made a real post here. Anyway, I thought I would go back and recap what I would call the happiest month I have had so far. Well I just recently announced here that we are meeting in April. Well I do want to say that it wasn't easy getting to this point. We did have a 1 week hiatus while Stephanie sorted out her feelings with another guy she used to date (Who BTW turned out to be a real asshole to her.) We also had some early reluctance on the part of my parents. They didn't know if this was right for me, but have now opened up to the point where they are even wanting her to eventually move out here if things get really serious.

Anyway, I do have some doubts still, but it isn't with if I love her or not, Hell I don't know what I would be doing without her right now. What I am worried about is if I would dispoint her looks wise. I know I am not the best lookign in the world, but then again I know she didn't fall in love with me because of my looks, but at the same time I don't want to totally disappoint her. I guess it is just in my head though, because if it is true love, she can look past my exterior looks and still see me for who I am on the inside, like I do with her.

So yeah, That has basically been the month in review. Now I have to start getting ready for her visit. There are so many things that need to be done, like fix up my room a bit, fix up the house, get the plane ticket, etc. Yeah as you can tell this will be a long 40 days, but I am sure that it will all be worth it in the end.

OMG OMG OMG OMG! In 41 days I get to see the love of my life. I am so happy that I can't even describe it. I just wish it could be April already.

Hmm, Well I was bored and decied to take some random memegens that seemed to be popular.

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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you?
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You are Mario. You're pretty good-all-around.
You're most of the time the hero, and you don't
get too hung up in it...just try and let others
get a little spot-light too, k? (plz rate)


What Nintendo Charater are You? (pics)
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You feel happy, and loved. Nothing could be any
better for you....you may even have a love one
in your life....go you. (Please Vote)


What Emotion Dominates you?
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Well, I go to say, if there is one thing that makes a weekend without talking to the one you love so special, is the moment you actually can talk to him or her once again. This weekend was one of those weekends, with myself out LANing and off at a Super Bowl party, and Stephanie at a friend's house helping her take care of a child. It was so great to cinally be able to talk to her on the phone for more than 5 minutes. I know I have said it before, but I feel so alone and isolated when I can't talk to her. I always catch myslef closing my eyes for a second while we are talking and imagining that she is here cuddling with me and talking to me. Hell, at work when I get stressed, I just think of her voice and I calm down.

I am so hoping I get my refund in soon so I can finish off paying my debts and finally work on meeting her in person. We are still not exactly sure on where or when we will meet, but it is kinda looking like it might her flying out to see me sometime in April. I can't wait for the day she steps off that plane and we fially see each other. I know the moment will be special and one I will remember for the rest of my life. I am so glad she can accept me for who I am on the inside and not just what I look like. She is a rare breed of woman indeed and for that I am grateful. So to my Juliet, I love you, and you will always be in my heart.