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Happy Thanksgiving

  • Nov. 24th, 2011 at 3:46 PM
Bliss
Imagetransman58
I sincerely hope that all of my friends and loved ones have a great day today. I am excited today because we are having a goose for dinner and this will be my first time eating goose.

Writer's Block: Happy Turkey Day!

  • Nov. 24th, 2011 at 3:44 PM
Bliss
Imagetransman58
Happy Turkey Day!
What are you most thankful for?
Reply 268
I am most thankful for the people around me who continually show me unconditional love and support. I don't know what I would do without them.

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wishful thinking

  • Nov. 22nd, 2011 at 10:17 PM
Bliss
Imagetransman58
I am writing today to wish all of my friends happy holidays and a really good end to the year. Things have been up and down for me but I feel like I am getting better with each passing day. I am still in love with the man of my dreams, and I am going to school online to become a pharmacy technician. Life is better than I ever expected it to be and I am thankful.

pain relief??

  • Jun. 29th, 2011 at 11:02 AM
the thinking transman
Imagetransman58

today i am going to have radio frequency ablation to my lower back in the hopes of relieving some of the pain that i've been dealing with.  i had similar procedures done in Toledo when i lived there, and they worked very well for me.   i am really tired of being in pain and i'm trying to lose weight, which will definitely help.  right now i am about 40 pounds above my ideal weight.  Lorence teases me about the size of my stomach, but it really is out of control.  i joined Overeaters Anonymous online, but i haven't really gotten serious about it.  all of that is going to change because i want to be able to do things with Lorence that i can't do right now because of my weight.  i think when we get home from the procedure, i willt take my manual chair out for a spin.  that is one good way for me to get some exercise.  i am also thinking about walking with my crutches to try and build up some stamina. 


  • Current Location:Cleveland, OH
  • Current Mood: determined determined

looking forward to CLAW

  • Mar. 25th, 2011 at 10:29 AM
the thinking transman
Imagetransman58
a friend of mine is going to be vending there this year, and he gets 4 admissions for being a vendor.  two of those admissions are for Lorence and i.  i also signed up to volunteer because it is one way that i can give back to the local Leather community, and that is very important to me.  i'm also very excited about it because the current IML will be there, and he is a friend of mine as well.  i haven't seen him since i lived in Syracuse and he came to visit me there.  this year, i am going to try to make it to some of the workshops and stuff, because i didn't get to any the last time i was at CLAW, and i think they are important.

  • Current Location:Cleveland Heights
  • Current Mood: awake awake

i screwed up again

  • Jan. 26th, 2011 at 7:09 AM
Bliss
Imagetransman58
cuz i didn't think about it or discuss it with Lorence and i ordered another cell phone so that i would have a phone of my own.  so now we will be paying even more for a phone and the internet.  even if we get the promotional discount that we are supposed to get, we'll still be paying more.  i am not sure what makes me do things like this; and, of course, Lorence is very angry.  am i subconsciously trying to ruin this relationship?  it seems that way and i don't understand it at all.  i have to work out these patterns if i'm ever going to be happy with myself.

evolving as an individual

  • Jan. 18th, 2011 at 7:45 PM
Bliss
Imagetransman58
i thought for a long time that i would never change, that i would always be the needy person that i had been since i was a child.  i am glad to be able to say, here and now, that i am no longer as needy as i had been.  i still have needs, just like anyone else, i am no longer focusing solely on those needs.  i have begun to focus my energy on the needs of another.  this is very different and difficult for me, but i am enjpoying it all the same.  my priorities have shifted to include another human being, and some of my furry companions as well.  this is a very new and unique position for me to be in and i'm not sure if i am happy or not.  all i know is that i am not nearly as depressed as i have been during this time of year in the past.  who would've thought that i could change after all this time?

does anyone actually read this???

  • Jan. 12th, 2011 at 1:08 PM
Bliss
Imagetransman58
i haven't been getting replies to my entries so i'm wondering where all my friends have gone.

Writer's Block: Beware the green-eyed monster!

  • Jan. 6th, 2011 at 4:50 PM
Bliss
Imagetransman58
Imagedarrakk
Beware the green-eyed monster!
Do you like to hear about your partner's exes? Does it make you jealous or forge greater intimacy?
Reply 609

i don't necessarily like to hear about his exes but it doesn't make me jealous.  i think it gives us a template for a better relationship because we can see what has gone wrong in past situations.

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still not feeling sad

  • Jan. 4th, 2011 at 12:53 PM
Bliss
Imagetransman58
and i don't know what to think of that.  i keep thinking that i should be sad about my father dying, but i really don't.  i know that i can't really talk about this with either of my siblings, so i made an appointment with my therapist for thursday to talk about it.  hopefully, she can help me to get clear about what is going on.
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  • transman58
    Imagetransman58
    20 Nov 2010, 01:42
    writing a book
    thanks, bro
    you can email me at ethan.eyoung9@gmail.com if you like. i am looking forward to reading what you have to say.
    ethan
  • transman58
    Imageck68
    4 Sep 2010, 22:26
    Cohabitation: a new experience for me...
    hi ethan!!! it's me, kelley, trying to maneuver about in livehournal. moving in with ones partner comes with many, many different challenges. do you remember how long it was before alex and i moved…
  • transman58
    Imagetransman58
    27 Aug 2010, 21:23
    Cohabitation: a new experience for me...
    hey charlie,
    yeah, we each have our own rooms, which has made things a lot easier for me.
    our relationship isn't officially 24/7 but it ends up being that way, and we're working that out okay so…
  • transman58
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    27 Aug 2010, 18:48
    Cohabitation: a new experience for me...
    Sorry it's been so tough, cutie. Do you both have separate spaces in case you need alone time? I think we talked about that at one point, but I don't remember if you said you did or not.

    Are you in…
  • transman58
    Imagetransman58
    4 Aug 2010, 19:24
    a story i wrote but with more ...
    hey i'm really glad you enjoyed. i have another one i would like you to read, unfortunately it's not on lj yet.
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