You are a Social Liberal (61% permissive) and an... Economic Liberal (20% permissive) You are best described as a: Democrat Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid Also : The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

oh no. i'm almost socialist. what will people say?

what will people say when i think that Cuba has a lot of good ideas?

:( i miss cuba... y cubanos! que guapo.

So, i'm all moved to Arizona now. I don't have a place of my own. It's been.... completely draining in this past month. I'm so physically, emotionally and spiritually spent.

Jo and I have the house to ourselves for the week (we're living with my parents as of now and Dexter went to Cali for the week). So I'm really excited to just relax and take time to just think through some things... break down... and pull myself together.

It's also going to be my birthday! We're going to make it fun.... but it's going to be weird just celebrating with one other person (that I actually know.... all the random people in the bar won't count).

I'm listening to John Elefante. I love his crap. Gets me emotional. Kudos to my brother Buddy for letting me steal all of his music when i was in college. But yeah... I'm just feeling emotional in general. I feel like i've invested a lot of myself in trying to hold things together for the past month... and it's starting to get to me. That's why i need this week.... where i don't have to be the support system for people and make sure everything is going perfectly. I'm a bitch... but i'm also a pleaser to an extent.

Oh! i forgot... i'm going to get a tattoo on my birthday (or... within this week somtime). First tatt! yikes. I know some people don't get like.... why someone would get a tattoo.... but it's just funny to me. Because i'm going to be getting a bible verse and I just... think about how my religion works and what i believe in... and the fact that I'm putting a little bit of ink in my skin, just to get myself to be more diligent in my religion.... covers all of that. I guess you have to understand that some people in my religion think that tattoos destroy the "temple of God" because we are supposed to take care of our bodies out of respect for what God blessed us with. HAH! well... shut up and go have another big mac. seriously...
I've thought about how, yeah, somedays i may not like the tattoo that i chose. so? we constantly have to deal with the decisions we've made in the past. I would get ink all over my body if it would wash away some of the other things that i have to deal with in my life.

Here's two verses that I'm looking at getting:

"So these three things remain: faith, hope, and love. But the greatest one of these is love." - 1 Corinthians 13:13

"My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends." - John 15:12-13

I'm looking at these verses because (to quote myself), I'm a bitch. I need to love, above all else. I'm also thinking about getting above the verse "Love never fails" because I really want to believe that. I know that when people make themselves vulnerable enough to love another person they can get hurt and walked all over... but who am I? Who am I to be so much better than that person that is walking over me? I am capable, so I still should, to love them.

Today is my last day of work. The date was moved up, but I'm fine with that after the gossip drama that happened here last week.

Tomorrow: commence drinking at 10 am with my brother and then we'll go to the pool at his apartment complex and make asses of ourselves. Then, dinner time with the Edwards! Yay!

six more days. six more days. six more days.

good news. tomorrow (after work) is drunk drunk night. drinks, boys (to carry us when we can't walk anymore) and hopefully hookah.

only one more day shift. praise the latin Jesus.

huh... last i checked there wasn't anything to do.

guess i've look really lazy today or something. the maintenance man came in and asked me in a serious tone if i was going to do anything today.
i didn't know what to say. so, i said that i have worked. he asked what i did (in that serious tone again). i told him i vaccuumed the pool and scrubbed the sides and proceeded to tell him the chemical we have doesn't seem to be working on the sides because as soon as it dries it starts to look all white again.
i hope he wasn't serious. i don't mean to take this job lightly... but i'm not really sure how to take it all too seriously.
i get all my work done. no, i don't go above and beyond and clean every possible thing, but that's only because i know the lady who has been working here for a year and a half does that.
in my oppinion i'd rather not waste the products that they buy to clean everything twice. i have no problem doing things, but i care about conserving things, even if it "doesn't matter because they already bought the stuff"... well... it just delays them ordering more.

so yeah, all day i've been uploading pictures onto facebook. i got everything done for the pool in the first two hours. crystal did all the work last night... so there's nothing really do to.

the maintenance guy just walked through looking bothered... like i almost pissed him off. i guess the proper response would have been. "yeah, is there something i can do for you?" or some shit.

i know how people can get in their minds that some people work hard and others don't, not taking into account what is generally accomplished. i just hope he isn't annoyed at me for the next week and a half.

that's right... a week and a half... and i'm out. exciting!

guess i should act busy for the next hour and a half... :-\

I uploaded some pictures of my life before college to facebook.
I'll have to add them to photobucket sometime too.

my new computer has a built in webcame... i'm excited for the possibilities.

right now i'm using scribefire.

I really don't like how it functions. noted that it is used for all sorts of blogs and is not specific for LJ. sure, it rocks.

BUT, any suggestions for other posting programs? I would like one that gives me all the option that I can use within the LJ website. I already really like the drag and drop feature that scribefire has, but scribefire is a pain in the ass when it comes to LJ cuts and doing HTML sweetness.

Also, i have to be able to bring up old entries and edit. I always need to correct my entries.


Praises to Jesus (heh-suse)! I will have my new computer tomorrow!