Nothing Means Everything

I have been so busy updating my website and collecting all my images together that its taken me until now to update my blog! Which is far too long I know!

This is my new series of long exposure photographs. These are probably my favourite to do as I am not held back by any limitations. Its more like painting to me, I love moving the camera around and getting the effect that I can see in my head. I have tried to explain it many times, but its impossible. I have always known how to use every camera I picked up, even when I was 5 I was using my dad’s large Nikon cameras with little effort. I have never had any training, its something I feel that comes naturally to me. My inspiration is all about the light and darkness of the world, I want people to look at my photography and imagine their own little worlds appearing, many people have forgotten how amazing their imagination is, I want to bring it back to life. I love hearing all the narratives people come up with, but mainly its my way of expressing my own dreams and emotions through the camera. Artists paint for the same reason.

I am really interested in The Wonders of The Universe and the natural world, and I find that I draw most of my inspiration from these two things. We forget that we should be so lucky to be here, there is a such a small chance of having a world with land, water, atmosphere, gravity, animals, plants, and so on that we are not appreciating what is around us. Following the rules of the world and the laws, when really there shouldn’t be any. We are here now, and who knows how long that will last. We need to explore and see the wonders that we live near, life is too short to worry about the little things. We are here by a billion million in one chance, we need to enjoy it.

I have rambled on long enough now! More of my work will be going on my website very soon, I have updated all the galleries and pages so make sure you go and have a look here.

– Verity

Melusine

I’d like to share a new series of photographs that I took in Islay, Scotland. I have named the series “Melusine” after the European legend of a feminine spirit depicted as a mermaid sometimes with wings. I have always liked the poem below and I believe he references Melusine in this poem, I feel it reflects everything I wanted to capture and every emotion that I wanted from these etherial photographs.

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Sun Stone

	willow of crystal, a poplar of water,
	a pillar of fountain by the wind drawn over,
	tree that is firmly rooted and that dances,
	turning course of a river that goes curving,
	advances and retreats, goes roundabout,
	arriving forever:
                  	the calm course of a star
	or the spring, appearing without urgency,
	water behind a stillness of closed eyelids
	flowing all night and pouring out prophecies,
	a single presence in the procession of waves
	wave over wave until all is overlapped,
	in a green sovereignty without decline
	a bright hallucination of many wings
	when they all open at the height of the sky, 

	course of a journey among the densities
	of the days of the future and the fateful
	brilliance of misery shining like a bird
	that petrifies the forest with its singing
	and the annunciations of happiness
	among the branches which go disappearing,
	hours of light even now pecked away by the birds,
	omens which even now fly out of my hand, 

	an actual presence like a burst of singing,
	like the song of the wind in a burning building,
	a long look holding the whole world suspended,
	the world with all its seas and all its mountains,
	body of light as it is filtered through agate,
	the thighs of light, the belly of light, the bays,
	the solar rock and the cloud-colored body,
	color of day that goes racing and leaping,
	the hour glitters and assumes its body,
	now the world stands, visible through your body,
	and is transparent through your transparency, 

	I go a journey in galleries of sound,
	I flow among the resonant presences
	going, a blind man passing transparencies,
	one mirror cancels me, I rise from another,
	forest whose trees are the pillars of magic,
	under the arches of light I go among
	the corridors of a dissolving autumn, 

	I go among your body as among the world,
	your belly the sunlit center of the city,
	your breasts two churches where are celebrated
	the great parallel mysteries of the blood,
	the looks of my eyes cover you like ivy,
	you are a city by the sea assaulted,
	you are a rampart by the light divided
	into two halves, distinct, color of peaches,
	and you are saltiness, you are rocks and birds
	beneath the edict of concentrated noon 

	and dressed in the coloring of my desires
	you go as naked as my thoughts go naked,
	I go among your eyes as I swim water,
	the tigers come to these eyes to drink their dreams,
	the hummingbird is burning among these flames,
	I go upon your forehead as on the moon,
	like cloud I go among your imagining
	journey your belly as I journey your dream, 

	your loins are harvest, a field of waves and singing,
	your loins are crystal and your loins are water,
	your lips, your hair, the looks you give me, they
	all night shower down like rain, and all day long
	you open up my breast with your fingers of water,
	you close my eyelids with your mouth of water,
	raining upon my bones, and in my breast
	the roots of water drive deep a liquid tree, 

	I travel through your waist as through a river,
	I voyage your body as through a grove going,
	as by a footpath going up a mountain
	and suddenly coming upon a steep ravine
	I go the straitened way of your keen thoughts
	break through to daylight upon your white forehead
	and there my spirit flings itself down, is shattered
	now I collect my fragments one by one
	and go on, bodiless, searching, in the dark....

	you take on the likeness of a tree, a cloud,
	you are all birds and now you are a star,
	now you resemble the sharp edge of a sword
	and now the executioner's bowl of blood,
	the encroaching ivy that over grows and then
	roots out the soul and divides it from itself, 

	writing of fire on the slab of jade,
	the cleft in the rock, serpent-goddess and queen,
	pillar of cloud, and fountain struck from the stone,
	the nest of eagles, the circle of the moon,
	the seed of anise, mortal and smallest thorn
	that has the power to give immortal pain,
	shepherd of valleys underneath the sea
	and guardian of the valley of the dead,
	liana that hangs at the pitch of vertigo,
	climber and bindweed and the venomous plant,
	flower of resurrection and grape of life,
	lady of the flute and of the lightning-flash,
	terrace of jasmine, and salt rubbed in the wound,
	a branch of roses for the man shot down,
	snowstorm in August, moon of the harrowing,
	the writing of the sea cut in basalt,
	the writing of the wind upon the desert,
	testament of the sun, pomegranate, wheat-ear....

                         	life and death
	are reconciled in thee, lady of midnight,
	tower of clarity, empress of daybreak,
	moon virgin, mother of all mother liquids,
	body and flesh of the world, the house of death,
	I have been endlessly falling since my birth,
	I fall in my own self, never touch my depth,
	gather me in your eyes, at last bring together
	my scattered dust, make peace among my ashes,
	bind the dismemberment of my bones, and breathe
	upon my being, bring me to earth in your earth,
	your silence of peace to the intellectual act
	against itself aroused;
                         open now your hand
	lady of the seeds of life, seeds that are days,
	day is an immortality, it rises, it grows,
	is done with being born and never is done,
	every day is a birth, and every daybreak
	another birthplace and I am the break of day,
	we all dawn on the day, the sun dawns and
	daybreak is the face of the sun....

	gate of our being, awaken me, bring dawn,
	grant that I see the face of the living day,
	grant that I see the face of this live night,
	everything speaks now, everything is transformed,
	O arch of blood, bridge of our pulse beating,
	carry me through to the far side of this night....

	gateway of being: open your being, awaken,
	learn then to be, begin to carve your face,
	develop your elements, and keep your vision
	keen to look at my face, as I at yours,
	keen to look full at life right through to death,
	faces of sea, of bread, of rock, of fountain,
	the spring of origin which will dissolve our faces
	in the nameless face, existence without face
	the inexpressible presence of presences...

	I want to go on, to go beyond; I cannot;
	the moment scatters itself in many things,
	I have slept the dreams of the stone that never dreams
	and deep among the dreams of years like stones
	have heard the singing of my imprisoned blood,
	with a premonition of light the sea sang,
	and one by one the barriers give way,
	all of the gates have fallen to decay,
	the sun has forced an entrance through my forehead,
	has opened my eyelids at last that were kept closed,
	unfastened my being of its swaddling clothes,
	has rooted me out of my self, and separated
	me from my animal sleep centuries of stone
	and the magic of reflections resurrects
	willow of crystal, a poplar of water,
	a pillar of fountain by the wind drawn over,
	tree that is firmly rooted and that dances,
	turning course of a river that goes curving,
	advances and retreats, goes roundabout,
	arriving forever:

	Octavio Paz



		
		

I’ve always liked to believe that there are things in the world that we can’t explain. Myths and Legends really interest me. After all there’s no smoke without fire, and why can’t these things exist?? Either that or whoever came up with them had a really vivid imagination! We are silly to think that there isn’t any other form of life out there, we can’t be the only ones in the universe?? Then I thought… if there were such things as mermaids and monsters there would be no way to keep the mystery, the magic would be destroyed, and that would be wrong. As a little girl I would always imagine fairies and mermaids and always wanted to be one, maybe still do a little! These legends are always something I keep in mind when I am thinking about projects. I know I could go and photograph things to make a ethical or political point, but there’s so many bad things in the world that if i can just take someone into their own imagination, into a fairytale, just for a few moments by looking at my photographs then I have achieved my goal. In turn I want to create my own myths and legends.

Verity

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Dreamer

So in my last post I said I would show you some of my sketchbook pages and thought processes before capturing an image.  Below you will find a small gallery of these. My imagination is where most of my photographs come from, I’ve always had the ability to daydream whenever and about whatever… unfortunately I can’t really control when theses ideas come to me so I am known for going into my own world quite a lot of the time!

There are so many photographers out there today that its becoming harder to make yourself unique and most of all stay that way, instead of changing what you take photographs of to fit in. I admit most of my photographs you wouldn’t expect to see on someone’s wall, apart from my long exposures, but all I wish is for people to appreciate them for what they are.

People spend their lives following rules and deadlines, without stopping to really think about what they want to achieve themselves. We are not trying to be unique or different from everyone else anymore, the opposite in fact everyone is trying to be the same.  Anyone who is different is considered weird or strange and I think that is very sad. There are no words to say what is normal, so who are we to judge. We are all here once, you get one chance and I believe that you should aim for that dream you’ve always wanted to come true… because anything is possible.  I am not saying it is easy, but I’d rather be happy than earn lots of money and not enjoy what I do. Years ago people could predict weather by just looking at the sky, we in effect have lost so much built in information through technology that we are forgetting that our minds are a lot more powerful than any computer.  Imagine thousands of years ago, with no internet, no money even, just life, what would you do? I think dreaming about times like that really is what keeps me going, knowing that at the end of the day its our choices that make our life unique. Our environment has changed, but we are still in charge of our minds and our lives.

You can take photographs for many reasons, as you can paint for many reasons. I chose not to take photographs to make a political, environmental or ethical statement because people concentrate too much on the bad things in the world to realise that you can find somewhere really magical that inspires to improve. I want people to feel all kinds of emotions looking at my photographs, not just be shocked by what the photograph is of. We don’t have time anymore to just think, the deeper you look into my images the more you derive from them. I want the viewer to make up their own stories about what has happened in my photographs, and use their imagination, then everyone’s interoperation would be different… and I think thats the way it should be.

Ok! I think I have rambled on for far too long about deep thoughts I have! My head hurts a bit too! There are more sketchbook pages to come, but for now that is all!

 

Verity

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drove through ghosts to get here

Welcome to my first blog! My new website has just been launched and I will be continually updating it so make sure you check back for my latest work.

I’ve thought long and hard as to what I should write for my first blog and to be honest it’s taking a lot of time! I’ve read dozens of blogs and they all hold something personal and unique. Something that draws people in. An idea that’s different from anyone else’s. So I have come to the conclusion that I am not going to worry about what I write, I’m just going to write about my inspiration for my photography and basically any random thoughts that may cross my mind – as you’ll find none of which make much sense! A blog should be a way of writing down your thoughts like a diary, I have done this through sketchbooks throughout my life. I am going to post sketchbook pages and share some of my drawings and art work, which I rarely show anyone! Art is subjective, it’s what ever form of way you can express an emotion or real life, if this is painting, dancing, photographing they can’t be compared together. I have been creative ever since I can remember, although it’s probably matured since making mud sculptures when I was 5, I strive to always create something that I can be proud of, and that someone else can also enjoy.

After going to art college I found that I had so many ideas that I didn’t quite know what to do with them. It was my first year of University when I realised a camera wasn’t just a camera it was a way of capturing moments that can never be replaced or replicated. There’s something magical in that. I had always known how to use any camera, picking up my father’s Nikon D200 and getting the image that was in my head never really seemed a problem – even though I had never used it before or had seen half the buttons before. It’s an intuition, and when I realised that I didn’t have to follow the rules of photography I was hooked, and it changed the way I thought. Photography has been my passion ever since. Its my new paintbrush, I use it in similar ways I have to say! Painting with the light, you can create magic. Photographs that look like dreams and paintings.

I love the mystery that lies in forests so that’s where the idea of placing found objects in dark woods came to me, I would try to create “scenes” that lived for a day and that were gone the next. Quite ironically I am afraid of the forest. I remember when I was 4, walking back from a long walk with my father and we crossed through a forest and all of a sudden a fox appeared from the darkness and ran in front of us only to disappear again. Although a fox is hardly the scariest of animals, it scared 4 year old me, and the fear of knowing that there are things hidden in the forest still stays with me. This was something I wanted to come across in my photography, the atmosphere so deep and thick that it came across eerie and dark. I use the feeling and emotion I get and… and its hard to explain.. when I was taking those photographs I could feel this energy inside me, and that’s how I know when an idea is going to turn into more.

I’ve somewhat struggled over the last few years as to what style or type of photography I fit into or should concentrate on. Being able to take long exposures, set-up photographs, atmospheric shots, landscape, abstract and so on was a hindrance to me at University, I was always told to concentrate on one style only. My problem with that was I had so many ideas in so many styles literally filling my head, narrowing that down felt like I was keeping something inside that I knew needed to come out. Believe me it would be a lot easier if I did stick to one style, I could begin to build up a persona through photography, and maybe be recognised as a photographer, but.. that’s just the easy way out. I can understand needing to concentrate on one style if the other photographs were lacking… that special something. But I put the same emotion, same energy into every photograph I take and believe that if I still have all these ideas and can still manage to capture them then I only see it as a positive thing. I just want the people who view my photographs to look at them and think….. that’s it, the story is in there, but you’re the only one who can find it.

Actually this blog thing… isn’t too hard! Or should I re-read what I have written? that bad? Actually I won’t, this is a blog, that was what I was thinking, and for now that is all!

Verity

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