my how things change. seems like just yesterday i opened this journal. i have a super-secret blog elsewhere on the interweb that no one knows about, i feel like i can be more open when i am talking to the wind. seems like all i talk about in here anymore is school, work, and how bitter i've become. that said, i'm adam. i live in raleigh where i go to school for electrical engineering and mathematics. i also do photography work at duke in doc studies.
so here i live in raleigh, going to school and generally toiling about. i am so busy i can't believe it. i work at a big fancy restaurant waiting tables and whenever i open my mouth i am yelled at. i work in a couple different labs on campus, and i work for a great professor doing mathy work in optimization and control. i play with big computers and expensive software. on my the bad days i feel like it eats my soul. i barely have enough time to do the errands necessary for life, much less try to find time for myself.
i'm gay, and pretty damn introspective. i think a lot. sometimes, too much, but it is in my nature. but i'm a nice guy, personable, outgoing, blah blah. i'm single, possibly looking, and i need the person i'm with to be smart. well, intelligent. intelligible. i like blue marbles, yellow stickies, gay rights, protecting over-fished fish populations like the patagonian toothfish, and photography. photography used to be my passion, but now i barely have time to develop a roll of film.
and one time, i was on the radio talking about one of my films. jump, little children is my favorite band in the world. they own me and i don't care. oh yeah, they're amazing. love them.