virgo

Four days and no food every waking moment my thoughts dwell on this girl, am i ok? I cant even answer that anymore. my personality is faded behind a cold chill The one person i think about i cant even talk to. My friends notice a change I can't help but aquiesce to their demands Not a moment later my thoughts diverge yet again. All around me I feel the need to succeed, get better, change the world --and here I am, staying in one place. I feel useless and yet vigilant; I lay awake, in a constant dream-like stupor. No thoughts move onward, all is still. Tomorrow I wake to another day of suffering.

For I am the unloved the forgottenI am the abandoned the spurnedI am the tainted the scornedI am the ruthless the cunningI am the outcast the freakBut I am yours...

shy away from those you love shy from whom you want to hold the one you love is right in front of your face you can't even stand this placeshy away.. shy away..

I forgot about you Don't leave me again I missed you, I didn't know it but I missed you I felt empty and then you came back I just want to hold you know that you're here know that love is sin..cere.