My testimonial for ER2013

A new beginning, after been away for 3 years. Is a place for me to write down all my small little things that happened around me.. I'll always tell myself to keep on going. - I always tell myself this every day. I tell myself if I can make it better each day i would. Like a cloud that never hold still ... but it depend on the wind to move... a life rectification...changes into a much better life for my own. In present i would says my life.is like picking up the pieces of me together... and knock it down if anything goes wrong... I'm out of touch, I'm out of love, God He'll pick me up when i'm getting down. Yes.. always hard to make things right for what is shortcomings and it is my weakness, and It is always difficult to find my own mistakes too. I'm out of sight, I'm out mind, easily forgot something that have amuse me to remember.but i would not fear, because i know He is with me. He is my God. He will give me straight, help and uphold me with the right hand of justice.



Sometimes i'm loosing focus on many distraction... And it's so hard to say it but I've been here ER before because doesn't contributed enough, but for sure now I'll surrender up my heart to lord... sometimes, knowingly i'm acting was not right.. yet hold swing and does nothing but continue on the wrong doing again...what am i doing by just standing still? i blame my self...


Moses answered the people, “Do not be afraid. Stand firm and you will see the deliverance the Lord will bring you today. The Egyptians you see today you will never see again. The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still.” -Exodus 14:13-14




John 14:6 Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life, no one comes to the Father but through Me.




From the apostle creed stated , Jesus forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation; but deliver us from evil.



A life full with personnel, whether you like it or not it is sometimes hard to keep close relationship with one another, being such a jerk that might not be forgiven by one another..even when there is reluctant in heart, when there is unwilling situation, as i'm helpless, and incompetent.

Such is life, so that's life, it is critical to enhance an ideal life. Out of all the things I've done I think I will love Him better now because i do believe Jesus is with me always, under His cares & solicitude. 

i believe that nothing is impossible because i believe (Mark 9:23)



Here we have the proud and false destroyer justly reckoned with for all his fraud and violence. The righteous God often pays sinners in their own coin. Those who by faith humbly wait for God, shall find him gracious to them; as the day, so let the strength be. If God leaves us to ourselves any morning, we are undone; we must every morning commit ourselves to him, and go forth in his strength to do the work of the day. When God arises, his enemies are scattered. True wisdom and knowledge lead to strength of salvation, which renders us steadfast in the ways of God; and true piety is the only treasure which can never be plundered or spent. The distress Jerusalem was brought into, is described. God's time to appear for his people, is, when all other helpers fail. Let all who hear what God has done, acknowledge that he can do every thing. Sinners in Zion will have much to answer for, above other sinners. And those that rebel against the commands of the word, cannot take its comforts in time of need. His wrath will burn those everlastingly who make themselves fuel for it. It is a fire that shall never be quenched, nor ever go out of itself; it is the wrath of an ever-living God preying on the conscience of a never-dying soul.. (Isaiah 33:1-14)

悟空

可笑吗
            爱你爱到化
                                给你 感化

早知本领有限
                        难过你这一关
                                                相拥过 困在你那五指山

乐极便会生悲只怪我也太贪玩
                                                    对 曾渴望快乐诸多需索会惹上麻烦

有力去恨你 也有力气挂念你
这个负担担不起
你令我悟到 这只被放弃的棋
能重生 身必先要死

就当一起发过梦 喜爱你只因迷信
    梦里不必抱你都不觉得冻
        就算心很痛
            这颗心一早属你
                就算痛得要生要死都一早 不懂

       Ah 懂不懂 No Oh~

哭肿双眼约会
                        谁看见也想推
                                                Yeh 喜欢你 却忘记要你允许

求复合为怕空虚不过爱你更空虚
                                                        对 忘记问一早分手的你会当我是谁

有力去恨你 也有力气挂念你
这个负担担不起 No~
你令我悟到 这只被放弃的棋
能重生 身必先要死

就当一起发过梦 喜爱你只因迷信
    就当空空双手抚摸过天空
        就算心很痛 这颗心一早掏空
            就算痛得要就要死都假装 没有空

就当一起发过梦 喜爱你只因迷信
    就当空空只手抚摸过天空
        就算心很痛 未够病痛那样痛


            全靠我肯爱得够蠢因此想 得通

Ha~  想得通   ...   终于不怕痛.

歌手名：古巨基    曲：陶喆
歌曲名：悟空        词：林夕
专辑名：游戏.基   编：吴庆隆                                

天使

天使长, Lucifer,（也称作路西菲尔或者鲁斯化)，光辉的晨星路西法.

高阶天使:

Seraphim , 宗教律法学者, 保护人的魂不受罪的玷污，同是也是月亮天使.

Cherubines(Cherubim)'基璐帕'。意味者认知和看见神的力量，伊甸园的守护者智天使，智天使象征神的智慧, The guardians of light and of the stars.

Thrones(Throni)，座天使(掌管神的正义). 毫无激情和没有对物质的关怀而完全适宜于接受神圣的巡视,

中级天使，天界理性的中间等级:

Dominions (Gr. Kyriotetes).主天使, 管理天使的工作. Hold the task of regulating the duties of lower angels.

Virtues (Gr. Dynamais).中天使, 调和所有呈两极对峙的事物与现象. Supervise the movements of the heavenly bodies in order to ensure that the cosmos remains in order.

Powers (Gr. Exusiai). 力天使，意思是神的美德，指在它一切与上帝相像的行动中的一种豪迈而不可撼动的勇气. To oversee the distribution of power among humankind, warrior angels.

下级天使:

Principalities (Gr. Archai). 能天使(天界国境守备队), 表明天界的和理性的权威的有序本性。bequeath blessings to the material world.

Archangels - Archangeloi.  炽天使, 朝见神的御座前时便脱去下级天使的躯体成为无形体的炽天使, 本体无形无质，但可有多种具象化身. Chief angel / The highest ranking in Angels.

Angels - Angeloi. 权天使, Angels are sent as messengers to humankind.
 

Metatron(梅塔特隆) & Seraphiel (沙利叶), 大天使的候补.


Kamael (亚纳尔)Remiel(雷米尔), 号称 “神的慈悲” 能天使的君主, 七大天使之一. 堕天使之一

Michael(米迦勒), 号称”与神相似者“因率领天使军和撒旦作战，而被升为炽天使, 七大天使之一.

Gabriel(加百列), 号称“总督”、“统治者”,权天使, 警卫长,七大天使之一

Rafael(拉斐尔), 座天使, 云人前的具象化身，七大天使之一

Uriel (乌利尔or Anael), 号称“神之焰”与“神之颜”, 权天使,同时既是炽天使也是智天使是第二天的长官，统辖范围远及月球，七大天使之一

Raguel (拉贵尔) 号称“神之友”大地之天使，第二天的守护者, 疑似权天使的君主, 七大天使之一

Rasiel (拉结尔) ,号称“秘境与至高之神秘天使”座天使的支配者, 七大天使之一



In Muslim lore there are only 4 archangels: Gabriel, Michael, Azrael, Israfel
Gabriel(加百列)、Michael(米迦勒)、Raphael(拉斐尔)、Uriel(乌利尔)，又称四大君主(分别象征火、水、风、地四元素)。

The earliest reference to a system of seven archangels as a group appears to be in Enoch I (the Book of Enoch)
which is not part of the Jewish Canon, where they are named as Michael, Gabriel, Raphael, Uriel, Raguel, Zerachiel and Remiel.

Various occult systems associate each archangel with one of the traditional seven "luminaries" — the Sun, Moon, Mars, Mercury, Jupiter, Venus, and Saturn

Catholic variation lists them corresponding to the days of the week as: St Michael (Sunday), St Gabriel (Monday), St Raphael (Tuesday), St Uriel (Wednesday), St Sealtiel (Thursday), St Jegudiel, (Friday), and St Barachiel (Saturday).

In Persian mythology, "the holy immortal ones," all of whom had the nature of angels, were:

1. Justice or Truth

2. Right Order

3. Obedience

4. Prosperity

5. Piety or Wisdom

6. Health

7. Immortality

Little games:>
1.當你有心事獨自坐於公車時你的動作？


A.拿起書籍閱讀忘記一切 --> 2

B.開朗自娛樂觀面對 --> 3

C.靜靜看著外頭的風景 --> 4



2.遇到困難的你會以何態度面對？

A.無論如何希望自己能自我解決 --> 3

B.真希望有人來幫我一把 --> 4



3.有名有利的你為何不開心呢？

A.沒有幸福的家庭溫暖 --> 5

B.生命中失去另一半的愛 --> 6



4.你覺得別人是如何看待你這人？

A.好相處 --> 7

B.稍微強硬 --> 5

C.稍微柔弱 --> 6



5.與人發生衝突時你總是？

A.處於強勢的一方 --> 7

B.處於弱勢的一方 --> 6



6.二選一兩者你只能選擇一樣你會選？

A.愛人的真心 --> 亞納爾

B.真誠的友情 --> 8



7.你的處事態度為何？

A.看待事物對就是對，錯就是錯的觀點 -->米迦勒

B.別人看法為主，自己大多沒時麼意見 --> 8

C.能適時發表自我看法 --> 9



8.當人傷害了你最不願想像的事時？

A.真不希望發脾氣，不過真的是太過分了 --> 加百列

B.算了，發生都發生了也無法挽回 --> 9



9.說真的你對於你不喜歡的人通常都？

A.遇到還是會禮貌性的打招呼 --> 拉斐爾

B.連理都不想理更別說是打招呼 --> 烏列







結果:



亞納爾Ramiel (亚纳尔) ：

你是一位善良且體貼的人，由於你的個性很柔軟所以別人很喜歡和你交朋友，

不過也因為如此在朋友之間你並不擅長發言自己的看法，相對的你卻很在乎別

人是如何看你，因為這樣你常常會覺得自己是否什麼事都做不好，你很容易受

傷不管是感情還是工作交際方面，給自己一點自信心，因為你已經很努力了，

說不定你並沒有自己想像的那麼脆弱喔。



加百列Gabriel(加百列), ：

你是一位隨和的人，不論是什麼情況你總是能立即適應，大家都很喜歡和你在

一起，因為你總是他們苦訴心事的垃圾桶，你的脾氣很好但一生起氣來可是會

令人退避三捨，你工作時很認真不過總會些許偷懶，導致到最後東西來不及完成，

在感情方面你是隨性的人，並不會給對方太多壓力及負擔，但也因為如此會被認為

你 不夠體貼對方，要注意喔。



米迦勒Michael(米迦勒), ：

你是一位負責的人，凡是與你有關的事你都一定不會忽略，對朋友而言你是一位可靠及值得

信任的夥伴，在工作方面是上司的得力助手，充滿幹勁的你卻有點吹毛求疵，在別人眼中你

總是忙碌的，似乎到了一板一眼的地步，也因為如此你很能把握機會為自己開創新的道路，

但在感情方面，多多少少會忽略對方的感受，不如輕鬆一點，多多向你喜愛的人撒撒嬌吧。



拉斐爾Rafael(拉斐尔), ：

你是一位溫柔的人，總是會照顧你身旁的人，在朋友之中你也是最為顧慮別人

感受的人，別人也因為你的體貼而感到窩心，你總是能化解怒氣滿貫的氣份，

在工作場所之中除了你自己的業務外,你會幫自己的同事完成作業，

在感情中你是一位一百分的戀人，對於別人的感受你絲毫不怠慢，

不過也因為如此是不是反而沒有顧慮到自己最真誠的感覺。



烏列Uriel (乌利尔or Anael), ：

你是一位敏感的人，在事物發生時你總是能清楚了解始末，對於週遭的變化也特別

有感覺，你是一位非常仔細的人，朋友之中你會極力彰顯自己的能力，讓朋友覺得

你是一位擁有計劃及目標的人，工作上同樣也會使勁全力讓上司認同你的能力，在

感情上你很能夠察覺對方的心意，也能坦然的接受自己的心態，不過自己卻不擅長

告白，與人相處或交往時別太神經質喔
(My answer is Uriel ....hehehe)

Hanging at the Airport

03102009

Without any hassles i have arrived Frankfurt Airport at 6am, Germany time. i have 5 hours layover there and not much to do here. One new cool thing about the Frankfurt Airport is that staff and the security here riding a bicycle inside the terminal. This is really amazing, because beside those small cart that bringing the elder to the destination. There is many bicycle coming through, and making the terminal busy...

I have spot that like a camp out in the airport that has recliners that you can put your feet up. They were all full up. So I have been bouncing around the airport looking for somewhere comfortable to hang. For about 40 minutes, i was at a gate for Canada Airways, and they had a nice looking 747 parked.  I was trying find some place to  have a small breakfast with nice view for Airoplane Landing... and i decide McD... lol

 

This is the check in counter for transit, where it is juz we have arrived... Long queue.

While bouncing around, I took this picture in one of the Domestic Terminal. Can See many lines in the sky scatch by the flying plane.

One of the Cafe, but all full ler

Fully Occupied.

Mc.D~!

I need to ride a two Sectment Joint Bus in order to reach the plane

View form the bus...

Thats the Comuncation tower

The weather seems clear in Germany....it is so cold outside only 10*C

Then come across the Red Sand Desert... weather below got 50*C heat ar~!

then the tall mountain

Then enter the Clowdy Rain Frorest..

Following along with, I have spend all of the morning in Frankfurt... And then by noonish be on the next leg of the journey to be MelaBo! The fatigue is overwhelming, and i was seat much front this time with a giagantic Black female... just what have those senior have said.. from charming chinese, to blondy white then come to the Darkside muahahaha... the whole journey of 5 hours i din went for the washroom, because of her (black lady of course), not becouse im in-respect people, is just too disturban to her... her tight is so huge can squizzee to my seat.. (nightmare). i manage to watch two interesting movie, i can choose & pick from the monitor which it is just at behind every seats.

3hours passed, lady beside me start to feel uncomfortable.. keep on askin me: Arrive Abuja yet?  i have wondering that is it need to be transit in Abuja before reaching the Melabo...i am not sure because Abuja is nearer.. after an hour, pass over Abuja, the lady start to ask the stewardess "why dnt bring her to Abuja 1st"? happen every single stewardess went by... and one of the stewardess replied : Sorry Ma'am, im not the pilot, and i dnt own these aircraft, i don't know why dont go to Abuja first. Then 15min before landing the lady stand-up & go to that stewardess who replied, "&^%^%$&^%$(in african fall langauge), dnt talk to me like that , i know i am black ... you dnt talk to me like that". At 1st the steawardess lowed beside her and ask what going on... she telling her that she so unpolite to her, and telling she wont use this airline anymore... (the particular stewardess start to anger and have a small arguement with her.. with the last word "i make sure you wont be able to continue this flight) then the landing... i dnt know what happen next...

Malabo Airport or Saint Isabel Airport (SSG) near the capital has a good number of international flights, with no air-conditional upon arrival, no electronic scaning, still using manual checking .. open up all the language and some will request some good of your belogings, while passport checking still need to tumb-print with on spot face photo. took very long time.. while reach the outside full with people wanna carry your language (of course they want u to pay them to carry) unfortunedly, bad experience just i have arrive africa... our company only assigned 1 vehicle to take us... there was 9 of us... need to take two times.. no big problem.. i am 1 of the 4 to stay back to wait, during 20 min waiting we chit-chat a bit... who knows just we went into the vehicles two guys wearing like national service in malaysia together with one siting far in military uniform holding an AK47. speaking spainish(wa tia bo) with so unfriendly tone. try to pull one of us down from the car... untill our driver came out from the airport and explain, and translate with me.... telling that they are soldier, suspecting us laughing at them while waiting (they are 100m away from us we dnt even can see them clearly)... and wanna ask for money...indeed the driver pay few thousand (about 20-30 ringgit) to settle... SO BAAAAADDD.....

Then overnight in a Low star hotel, 1st i enter a room that many light bulb was dead for long... waited them to fixed it.. got TV set but i cant switch it on...none of the widows can be lock, at least the air-con still working.. and got hot water to bath... after having pizza for dinner in a "class" restaurant, we spent more than 2 hours there.. 1and half hour waiting.. (the white guys arrive later can have their food within 15 min, and we r still waiting) haha n then go back holding the laptop and sleep untill the next day. and proceed our journey our base to BATA~!!!

In Transit at Bangkok Airport

02 10 2009

In Transit at Bangkok Airport, What i feel of transit... i thought of need not have to leave the plane. Guess what? I was urge by the air-Stewardess: "Young Man Wake-up, you have get out from plane please" ou ..yea, i m taking Lufthansa, is a German's airplane, just say bye bye (bcoz I really no idea hw to speak german) although, i saw many chinese face work as lady n men stewardess. but what i can see from their name tag... totally german name n cant speak mandarin at all... =.='''

I decided to take the plunge and go for custom check, walk through a very long long way...

Which Located right below middle of the airport cover with glass wall aside..Feels like going into a long street of shopping…hehehe then … The only thing to mention was the view of the airport terminal is "GRAND", start from my 1st step enter into the airport, all the ground surface is stainless steel. The airport was so very clean. Each bay would have been an entire kilometer long (not exaggerating). The way to the custom line... there is only 1 escalator to bring everybody to upstair. incident happen... there was a very long queue, until no space at all at the end of the escalator....well that it is the escalator keeps moving...whole group of people crash into the front... So bad...

When comes to the Scaning; (all are female securities) a security looks more like a chinese: " Man~!, take off ur jackets, take off ur belt, put the bag here, empty ur pocket"

this is the 1st time, for me to have such strict of scanning.. for hand luggage .. as usual juz put it into, bring out everything in the pocket n put into a cabinet... Something new for me is hav to bring out the laptop from the bag … took off the iron headed belt … if got iron’s jewel took off as well..im wondering who hav buts with iron plated took off.. haha.. when everything seems to be fine for me… problem occur … My food bag gonna rescan.. after they pour out everything… she : "This cannot" … the small bother 200ml drinkin water given by the airplane. She ask me whereby to drink it all or juz throw away… indeed. What for keep for a empty bottle.. “dong” went into the dustbin…

After that, feels lik come into a Pudu bus station.. there was two long row of gates with number, if not mistaken A is on the laftside B is on the rightside, when come to a correct terminal.. walk down the starecase to Check-in Anf straight enter the waiting bay below….. surprisingly, there got provide free internet… but just wanna write sumthing it turn off… so sickening… applicable for only 15 min …

while on Board, a Thai lady sit beside me...is a quiet young thai lady,The whole journey… tis thai gurl.. sleeping style from head putting near my tide, then change to head put in front the table, then squizee into middle seam of the front seat.. haha very funny.(can see she is very unconfortable.) She refuse to eat food from plane & went only 1 time to the washroom. (why i want mention this, because she looks so much like a TVB hongkong star named 张可颐... for me)

I'm flying out, traveling light, heading to one of the most rural dorp.

I'm sorry that I haven't been writing lately, it is 8.30am 01 Oct 2009. A journal of my humble travels as I try to follow the path of my aunt, working in overseas.
At times like this, I think of the Chantal Kreviazuk - Leaving on a jet plane (Armageddon soundtrack, 1998)” hand phone rang~!
A mystery call from a rare friend who was sacrifice him self to the "Thai Moi" Firstly indeed I'm feel so impress, but I am just so please that he could be such nice, purposely call me just to say good bye.
I didn't think I would quite be able to meet him in KLIA, it is really coincident that we reach there almost the same time.
1345 and another one is 1415. I m the one reach KLIA earlier, I went to arrival gate to welcome Mr “Thai Xian” (upgraded from “Dak Han”).
And then having a small meal in KLIA Café, Wondering how people start to make stupid fool, jokes to our Dajie & Pei Shan.
I let De Xian to u my phone to call. Fortunately, They Start to puzzle and yet curious about how De Xian & I meet together.
hahaha, Dajie... Now You know how big naughty boys we are now.


After Scatter, I visited mid-valley which i have ordered to be there so that we can meet up in off office time.
I gave a talk to our dearest “Head of Thread” Pei shan to ask everybody show-up, but my time is short there will be rush to everybody of them.
In the end, only Pei Shan accompany me all the way to KLIA, & Xiao Xia wait us in Airport.
As i nearly leave behind, 930pm flight 815pm show up in airport. The gate nearly closed. i dint really have time to sat down with u guys, really sorry about it. And I have receive two warm gifts from both of you guys, thanks very much.
It is really useful for me.although we stay far beyond individually yet we r close like a brother n sister.
Gracias~! Team I9 bus we r the best~!
In addition to writing, i wont forget Ah Siing & Laymond shown up in Coffee Bean. My really Old-pal since secondary... friends Forever...See u guys again in future.


Departing from KLIA To Bangkok - Prepared to be stunned at the surrounding of a can food sardine, sit on my seat... hardly move. (economy seats) 1st thing what I forgotten is the time, which is Extreme and Time Capsule. Not long i slept soundly in the flight.
Food is served but i dint notice. Time is 1023pm 01Oct2009 is just passed only an hour.. I feel depressively sorrow, may be i never felt such quiet before...pull down the cabinet, put on a new T-Shirt stated ”xing jing ren ding"
Proceed my Adventure ....

Why~?

Your Inner Eye has clouded over so much that it's impossible for you to see.
Does any emotion still reside within the depths of your heart?
Having the entire world at your fingertips,
Is that what you consider happiness?
Why~? Why do look up into the lonely heavens?
Why~? Can't you laugh a little?
I understand this character of yours
This Disposition that is incapable of putting anything into words.
What was it that came to be in your sequestered Past?
These eyes of yours, they refuse to meet the world.
All alone with only the lonely night to cradle you,
is this the warmth that you have come to know?
Why~? Why are you so concerned with the way you look?
why~? can you not open up your heart a little?
You've been taxed by this heavy burden for so long, it's time that you learn to accept you self.
Have more faith in you self... ...
It is those who are free that are stumbling...
it is those who are free that are insecure...
Why~? why do you look up at the lonely sky?
Why~? can you not laugh, even slightly?
I can appreciate
This reticent character of yours.
You only have to try to believe...
Why~?... Why~?... Why~?...


絢香 ayaka - "Why"