Appanda

jesus wow i haven't posted a journal in over a year oops yeah so um i've been having major art block so there was no real reason for me to come here sorryin other news I'M MOVING TO A NEW ACCOUNT to try and get a fresh start i guess? (also i hate this username and don't want to pay to change it or anything so)i'm still leaving everything in my gallery so i can look through it and be like "look how bad i was  much i've progressed" NEW ART WILL BE AT @graphr0dite ! :icongraphr0dite:

this time because busy I guessidk I guess I just forgot about dA whoops u_ualthough does anyone still actually watch me???ah well more stuff soonish! (I hope, don't hold me to that)

so I've been on and off in a depression and an artists block and an all around not wanting to be very vocal in most parts of the internet although that doesn't stop me from clogging tumblr dashboards with reblahg shit sorry followers over there BUT hey I've sorta been working on my portfolio for my AP class in my last year of high school (looking to retrieve lost art for it on here is kinda what brought me back haha) which means new art for you!!!!!!I have to think of a theme for at least 10 "concentration" pieces, not doing too well since most of my shit isn't too coherent...so I'm gonna do that and math homework so I don't fail and not ...

I AM BUSY AND STUFF and haven't been online except from my phone occasionally. I seem to have obtained a social life and romance life shhhhhhhhh so I've been busy with that and trying to not fail necessary classes also I went to an OFWGKTA concert so there's that. Art has mainly been me doing portfolio work and stuff for school clubs, haven't really had ideas for any drawings for myself.ANYONE GOT ANY IDEAS? ALSO ALSO My irl friend and I are doing a collab at the moment, which makes me really want to do more collabs so guys let's do collabs please and thank you.

Lately, I've been really paranoid about showing anything I've drawn like "Oh God, this is really not good compared to other stuff I've done, this is just going to disappoint people, I better not show it to anyone"and it's really weird because that's never happened to me before.