Blizzardwind

what an incredible journey i've had.

Mabey no one will see this message, mabey everyone has moved on from me and thats a good thing,
but i have some final things to say about this account.

I've really grown sinse the time i've left, and i look back and think,
"wow all this art is CRAP!"

Things have changed,
- i hardly draw wolves anymore
- i hate anime
- i dont do that scribbley line thing on all my drawings like i did,

and most importantly i've acomplished somethings very important:

I no longer draw to be popular.

all i dreamt of was the internet fame,
and all i thought was that i was better than everyone else because im a digital artist.

boy was i wrong, and its embarassing looking back.

I have so many good freinds now offline that i wouldnt trade for anything.
Im not depressed anymore, and i've finally excepted that im a lesbian.

Im always, ALWAYS trying to find my flaws in my art so i can get better and better!

and i've excepted i may be a good artist, but im not great, and i can be great if i put my mind to it.

and im not drawing cute things anymore (well not as often) because i'm just sick of it; and i no longer have to because i no longer feel obligated to do so. So im sorry about all the art i promised to draw; really i am, but i wont be drawing anything for any contest or arttrade until i can perfect my art more. it feels terrible to feel obligated to draw.

and i've realised that drawing isnt black and white;
i used to think the only styles you could draw in were:
-reaalistic
-anime/ manga
-cartoon
-abstract

.. that zombie was right, lables dont make you happy!
i just like to draw what i like; and it may not be "anime" anymore, but thats okay!
honestly i dont even like anime style anymore; i've grown out of it and brached out and explored different things and made my own style.

i like round circular eyes and i dont like anime expressions, hair, shading, etc.

And no more chibis!! you know why i drew so many? because i was LAZY. and i wanted some quick favorites to stroke my ego.
Listen to this: i LITERALLY submitted my work to 200+ groups!

im no longer an attention wh**e who asks for favorites and comments on all my work. Im no longer so full of myself.

And i no longer think im better than everyone i meet just because i know basic photoshop and can draw some animals using it.

To all my online buddies:
i love you all. But honestly its so hard to maintain online realation ships expecially without skype so im so very sorry if we dont talk much;but im still around and send me a note sometime! love you guys.

so i think this might be the end of this journal now. i'll be leaving my art up so i can look back on it, and so if anyone likes it i wont be a jerk and take it away.

i encourage everyone to draw what they like, and not whatever internet community theyre in likes. i know, it sounds a bit selfish, but you arent ever going to reach your full potential as an artist unless you try new things, and new things YOU like! mix it up once in a while. think outside the box.

break out of what everyone wants you to do and you will be happier with what you make; even them too, mabey! Come on; you guys are artists! rock on!

now i just have to apologise for the many typose/ misspelings (i suck at spelling)/ grammar issues this all might have, but the message comes out anyway.

Whew! I hope you read it all, but if you didnt:



TL,DR:
not coming back to this account. not finishing art i owe.
I'm drawing what i want to and not what everyone else wants me to draw.
I'm no longer drawing for the attention or the favorites.

If you still want to see my art, here is my current account:

(the art i do have up is a bit outdated of my current ability,
and i dont update often)

talk to me from there by sending me a note;
i dont update about my life but if you want to know just ask.

things die which is something that sucks about life; nothing will last your whole lifetime. I've learned that the hard way and it's a fact that just sucks.

but i enjoyed the time we shared, watchers. weather you were silent the whole time i still saw your name come up in my messages when you hit that button up at the top corner of my page and i knew that you were there the whole time.


Thank you.
And remember,
I'm only a click away.
weather i never knew you, you are always welcome to say hello.
always. And i'll greet you with open arms.

Thank you for your time, weather it was years and years or even a day ago,
"parting is such sweet sorrow"

forever yours,
Blizzardwind

my hiatus has been a while now,


and, well..


I dont think i'll be coming back.






I've sort of moved on from DA to other things




and i'm tired of making these empty promises.



Also, all of the art i have up here is so old,


It just looks like crap to me.


I just get really mad when i see it now.




I'm.. so sorry...
























































APRIL FOOLS!!!

not.. moving there or anything.

when im back from my break of not being active i'll come back here.

but i have an account i'll be submitting art on. i wont exactly be "active" or replying to anything really.

Oh. and i've kinda stopped drawing "desu anime over-shadded constantly-blushing" chibis. and im really into ponies now.

If you still care: