so here i sit with no ideas to where i belong now i need some answers but who do i ask, should i take these tears and turn them into wine, should i run and take what is rightfully mine. am i scared or is much deeper than that, now im trapped i just want my fucking sanity back. I cant seem to sit still no more, my pencil has lead but doesnt have WILL no more. does anybody care if i succeed or not? does anybody care if i smoke weed or not? i talk to myself when im alone at night, they tell me that there is somekind of miss-balance and my head isnt right. why do i get mad and why do i cry or why do i give a fuck, is this really my life? i hate this shit. hate anxiety,hate fear, hate not knowing why the fuck im here. why do i look left when the answers always right, i cant fight,1more sleepless night
everyday turns into a sleepless night. by ping, journal
everyday turns into a sleepless night.
so here i sit with no ideas to where i belong now i need some answers but who do i ask, should i take these tears and turn them into wine, should i run and take what is rightfully mine. am i scared or is much deeper than that, now im trapped i just want my fucking sanity back. I cant seem to sit still no more, my pencil has lead but doesnt have WILL no more. does anybody care if i succeed or not? does anybody care if i smoke weed or not? i talk to myself when im alone at night, they tell me that there is somekind of miss-balance and my head isnt right. why do i get mad and why do i cry or why do i give a fuck, is this really my life? i ...