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I havent updated in awhile!!! HIGH SCHOOL IS OVER WITH FOREVER FOR ME!!!!!!!! (lets hope that I dont have to go to summer school for stupid ass economics) I have an English exam today which is a load a shit because we could have done that in class!!! Then tomorrow is the big one the ECONOMIC EXAM AHHHHHHHHH!! I had a fun weekend.
Friday- sick, stayed home watched Z-3
Saturday- worked 9-12, then went tanning, then went to Gills house that was tons of fun, then went to visit katie because she was scared of this house where she is dog watching.
Sunday-sick, went to sues house to study for economics!!
so that was my weekend.
I have dance recitle rehearsal today Shari & Kaylee are giving me a ride to the school. I have to be there from like 4:30-8:30 BLAAH. I need to find something to wear for the opening. Ok well I need to get ready for this stupid ass exam blah!!!

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NYC HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!! I leave tomorrow, I have to be at the school at 6am BLAH TO THAT!! I love taking trips there so much fun!!

Yesterday was the annual music banquet held at Ripas NASTY FOOD wasnt that good, but the rolls were very good!! After dinner they reconized the seniors(the seniors got a mug that says DHS Chorus 2003-2004) then they reconized the officers, Band officers got pens that said their postion they held, Chorus Officers got key chains with there name and the position they held on it. Then they did special awards, they reconized the people who mad all-county/all-state this year. Then all the seniors that are in show choir got plaques that said 2003-2004 DHS Show Choir with our names on it. then they went on with awards I got the Directors Award(she said that I have helped her out and the chorus our so much, and etc, etc....Then they accouned officers for next year, EMMA IS CONCERT CHOIR PRESIDENT!!! YAY FOR EMMA!! Then there was a litte dance afterwards!! NICOLE AND I ARE PROS AT THE CHA-CHA SLIDE!!!(holds up mic, right nicole LOL) so that was all!!

TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT WE FIND OUT WHO WINS AMERICAN IDOL SEASON 3!! IT BETTER BE DIANA, OR ELSE I WILL BE VERY PISSED!!! or shall I say P.I.S.E.D(pised)

ok thats all for me!!

NYC I GIVE YOU FAIR WARNING, UP THERE IN LIGHTS I'LL BE!!!

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If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal!!

(from katie's journal divakate5420)

Surprisingly it may sound, but there really is someone!!

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I havent updated in awhile!!! School is almost over for me THANK GOD!! I am sooo sick of HS!! We had the Kenny Awards yesterday!!! It was very fun, I was happy that I got to perform on Shea's stage, very cool expierence!!! We didnt win best musical(but we all knew that we werent going to win that) but we did win: Best Supporting Actress: EMMA WON THAT YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY she so deserved it!!! and we also won for best costumes!! and thats all we won, we are excited with our awards!! Vikki won for Best Actress and Ryan won for Best Supporting Actor!! YAY to them as well!! Eden HS won best production they did Jospeh, from what I saw with there little performance it didnt seem that great but who knows, I heard that they give it to the school that needs the most money any ways!! I was hoping for Lancaster or Williamsville North to win, because there shows were awesome!! I am going to Lancaster's Show Choir concert tomorrow, that should be fun and show how a real show choir is supposed to be!!! Ok well I have nothing else to talk about!!!

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

I AM GOING TO NEW YORK CITY WITH MARCHING BAND YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!

EVEN THO I DONT PLAY AN INSTURMENT I am playing the cymbals, I am gunna crash them whenever I feel like it LOL

ok thats all LOL!!

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BLAH VACATION IS OVER TWO WEEKS IS NOT ENOUGH!!!! well this is what I did on my spring break:
First week:
Monday-Went tanning with jeni & lyndsey, worked
Tuesday-Went tanning with jeni & lyndsey, worked
Wednesday-went tanning, had dance
thursday-worked
friday-went tanning with jeni & lyndsey, went to the mall with the marioles's to find emma a prom dress then went to the movies with andrea to see Ella Enchanted good movie.
saturday-worked, went tanning with jeni, rented CAMP bad movie but great singing and music in it
sunday-easter had family over for dinner
Second week
monday-went tanning with jeni & Lyndsey, worked
tuesday-went tanning, worked
wednesday-went over emma's house to watch CAMP, clare came over as well
thursday-went tanning, worked, then went to pick out my tux for prom
friday-went tanning, shopping with mom, then went out to eat with becca and andrea then they came back to my house we played the Titanic board game LOL and watched some of camp.
saturday-worked, went tanning
sunday-going to katie's choir concert with janice & jen robb!!

so that was my vacation didnt do much, I DONT WANNA GO BACK AT ALL!!!

ok well I am done!!

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1. Sex: Male
2. Age: 18 going on 19
3. Birthday: August 13
4. Place of Birth: buffalo
5. Siblings: 2 sisters, melissa & shannon
6. Parents: colleen & tom
7. Pets: a dog & cat(my other kitty died last week :*(
8. Height: 5'11"
9. Weight: around 190 I know I am fat
10. Hair Color: brown
11. Eye Color: blue/green
12. Eye Color of Choice: green
13. Writing Hand: right
14. Masturbating Hand: both
15. Current Residence: Cheektowaga

BODY ILLS AND SKILLS.
16. Do you bite your nails?: yes
17. Can you roll your tongue?: yeah
18. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?: no
19. Can you blow smoke rings?: i dont smoke
20. Can you blow spit bubbles?: who cant?
21. Can you cross your eyes?: yup
22. Tattoos?: none
23. Piercings and where?: none
24. Do you make your bed daily?: nope to lazy too

CLOTHES.
25. What goes on first, bra or underwear? underwear since i dont wear a bra
27. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?: yes
28. On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet?: I dont carry cash I have my debit card & credit card
29. What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: none
30. What's sexiest on a girl?: nothing LOL no ummm abercrombie shirt with those short skirts
31. Would you rather be on time and look OK or 10 minutes late and look great?:i dont care
32. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: i twirl
33. How many cereals in your cabinet?: like 4 or 5
34. What utensils do you use to eat pizza?: my hands
35. Do you cook?: no

GROOMING.
36. How often do you brush your teeth?:2 times a day
37. How often do you shower/bathe? once a day
38. How long does your shower last?: 15-20mins I tend to sing and dance in the shower.

MANNERS.
41. Do you swear?: fuck no
42. Do you ever spit?: not really
43. Do you pee in the shower?: no

IN AND AROUND.
44. The CD Player: a mix that I made
45. Person you talk most on the phone with: jeni
46. What color is your bedroom?: none, but I would like a green & blue room
47. Do you use an alarm clock?: not always
48. Name one thing you are obsessed with: I dunno
49. Have you ever skinny-dipped with the opposite sex?: no
50. Ever sunbathed nude?: no
51. Window seat or aisle?: aisle(but it depends on who is across from me)
52. What's your sleeping position?: on my side
53. What kind of bed do you like?: a regular bed
54. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?: yup
55. Do you snore?, sleepwalk? I snore
56. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: no
57. How about with the light on?: sometimes
58. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?: TV

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU..
59. Took a shower?: about a few hours ago
60. Watched Bambi: when i was 5 I don't like that movie
61. Cried?: rose's funeral
62. Talked on the phone?: about a few hours ago
63. Read a book?: a few weeks ago
64. Punched someone: today

THE FUTURE.
65. Where do you see yourself in ten years?: i have no idea.
66. Who are you going to be married to?: the girl of my dreams(HAHAHA that will never happen)
67. How many kids?: 2-3
68. Your profession or main occupation: teacher/broadway star
69. Future School: i have no idea
70. What kind of house you want to own?: a huge ass one so i can get lost in it

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SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!! Two weeks off from school!! THANK GOD!! I need this break so bad. Well I put in my summer hours request I BETTER GET THEM!! this is what i requested:
Monday-Can't work
Tuesday-4:30-8:30
Wednesday-Can't work
Thursday-4:30-8:30
Friday-9:30-12:30
Saturday-Can't work
Sunday-Might be able to work 10-2

I BETTER GET THOSE HOURS!! I went to emma's house yesterday with Megan, we watched Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Megan was sacred she couldnt watch it LOL. This was my 3rd time seeing it and I still jumped at some parts. I worked today 9-12, It was ok, went by fast. I was supposed to work for Jeni 12-2 but I didnt want to so this girl that I work with Jenna, her sister worked for me. I was trying figure out like what grades I need to pass, I NEED TO GET STUDYING or else sean WONT GRADUATE ON TIME!!! AHHHHH i need to walk across that stage!!!I need to pass GYM, ECONOMICS, AND THE CHEMISTRY EXAM!!!! ok I am gunna go to bed now!!

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I saw the Les Mis Tour last night!! IT WAS AMAZING!! It was kind of long but I enjoyed it a lot. I went with French Club & Concert Choir, I sat next to my Mom, Emma, and Amy. I wa singing all of the songs LOL. It was my first time seeing the full version. I have only seen the School edition which Lancaster did. And there is a lot of things that they took out for the school edition. you can go to Katie's journal to see my senior picture divakate5420 I didnt go to school today LOL, neither did lyndsey(but she said that she felt like shit last night), and neither did my friend Maryann. I didnt go to school because I was tired and wanted to sleep. Ok well I have nothing else to say!! BYE!

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WOW! I havent updated in awhile!! I have a new Layout, the picis of me and my best friend emma. Mame went awesome, I had so much fun doing it! My Next show will most likely be State Fair with Upstage NY Inc. and maybe Guys & Dolls with LYB.(depends on what part I get) School is almost over for me(if I graduate) I need to pass the Chemistry exam and Economics. Which I propbably can do, I just need to study my ass off. Spring is next week YAY two weeks off my school. I am going to see Les Mis on tuesday at Shea's I AM SO EXCITED TO SEE IT!! Ok well thats all!!

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So i went to katie's house with emma for new years eve....we had fun!!
We got there and played some DDR(dance, dance revolution)
Then we had some pizza with katie's chiken fingers she made from a box LOL I had to open Kristin's non alcoholic champagne for her and it was so funny because he had to get the top off with a butter knife and the cork flew from her porch to like the street LOL. After that we played some American Idol...yeah emma and I didnt do so well but we made into the final 10. Then we watched the ball drop....went outside to be loud and obnoxious, then watched Rent. After Rent we called Rachel, and i called emma and I's friend lisa(who was sooooo drunk LOL) to wish them a happy new year and played some more DDR...then Sara and Tom came....Sara was so uncoordinated at DDR-which is funny because she is a dancer! that was our night......it doesnt sound like much but we had a lot of fun!!!

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Well vacation is almost over...NOOOOOOOOOOOOO...I dont want to go back to school just yet, give me another week, I have a research project to do for health....a 4-6 paper and a poster and 3-5 min presentation!!! BLAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!! I need to get working that cuz its due the 6th the second day we come back. Tomorrow is new years eve Katie is having people over I hope I can go cuz I really really want to go. ok well i have nothing else to write about!!

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wow, it has been like more than a month since i last updated!! Well musical auditions are over!!! I got screwed over this year!!!!

Mame...............Lyndsey
Vera.................Michelle
Beau.................Joey
Agnes...............Emma
Older Patrick....Johnny
Dwight Babcock..Jake
Junior Babcock....Josh
Mrs.Upson........Jenna
Mr.Upson.........Shaun V.
Gloria...............Natalie
Mother Burnside..Jeni
Uncle Jeff.........Sean(me)
Cousin Fan.......Shannon
Pegeen Ryan....Meghan

thats basicly the main people!! I am Uncle Jeff I have 7 lines with a solo!!! Christmas is in 3 days!!! i have most of my shopping done!! I exchanged gifts with emma, sara, and lyndsey yesterday......I got gift cards to abercrombie and Legeally Blonde 2!!! Ok well i need to get ready for jeni's x-mas party bye!!

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i havent updated in a while I am sorry!! I took the SATs again, I took them yesterdat!! They were better than the one in june!! I hope I did better cuz I want to get into a food school and not ECC, but if worst comes to worst I can go to like ECC or NCCC for like a year and then transfer!! Cuz I kind of want to dorm!! I am going to depews cheerleading compeition today, I hope I don't miss them perform, cuz shannon's friend meghan is picking up us at like 11 and they go on between 11-12!! I went to the mall yesterday with Jeni & Eghan....clare was suppose to come with us for her b-day but she wasnt home!! We went out to eat at Ruby Tuesday, it was good I got a Bacon Cheese Burger. Then we went to abercrombie and I bought a pair of pants and a shirt which came out to be $74 I KNOW I KNOW thats a lot of money, but HEY its my money not yours!! I also need to buy shoes(sneakers are not cutting it for me) But i need to save my money right now, I only have like $105 left!! We are doing MAME for our school musical, I dont really want to do it, but I will do it so I can perform at sheas(we are one of the seven finalists for THE KENNY AWARDS). Ok well breakfast is ready, and I also have to get ready b4 megan gets her to pick up my sister and I!!

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Hey its been awhile since I last posted!! My computer was broken for like 3 weeks, but not its fixed just got it back last night!! I was going throught computer withdrawls!! I saw Texas Chainsaw Massacre tonight, IT WAS FUCKING SCARY AS ALL HELL!! Emma and I were jumping all over each other. I have to work 2maro 8-2 BLAAHHH I don't want to. I think my school is doing george m. for our musical!! I wanna be george or jerry!! a tap dancing show, which is good for me!!! I spent the night last sunday at fredonia in my sisters room, it was fun!! then we went to open house which was very boring!! i hope i get into fredonia or buff state, b/c I really don't want to go to NCCC or ECC!! Emma and I also went tanning today, I bought tanning lotion, thatw as like $24 it better work well!! I got paid today YAY!! I always love money, ok well I am gunna get going!!

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Well yesterday was the first day of work.......3:30-8:30 a 5 hour day.........it was fun...but I would rather watch the little kids and not the older ones because they get very annoying to me and they are sooooooooooooooo loud!! I have work today 5-8:30 yeah what great hours!!! LOL oh well its only 3 an a half hours!! Dancing starts 2maro........I don't really want to go to it......I wish i was still taking my other jazz class but everyone left me with the old ladies so I would looked like a retard if i stayed in that class......so now I am in the retard tap & jazz class........I hope kristin and I get to do a duet!!! OUR HOUSE IS FINALLY GETTING RESIDED NO MORE UGLY LOOKING HOUSE!!! ok well I am gunna get going bye!!