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Saya suka baca quotes or pics yg best2 therefore I wanna share it here so that I won't forget:

:: gravida 4 ::

July 2011, aku dikhabarkan berita gembira bila doc memberitahu usia kandungan dan memasuki 7 minggu. Alhamdulillah, syukran ya allah atas kurniaan ini. Fiqry pon dah nak masuk 4 tahun, so I think it's the right time for me to get pregnant. Kalau boleh nak avoid pregnancy after 35 years, dengar experience orang lain sumenye ckp after 35 years, really tiring. Tp klu rezeki, Allah nak kurniakan, terima je la kan, takkan nak tolak pulak :). My pregnancy moment was so-so, nothing differs from the other 3 which makes me feel, lelaki lagi la agaknye ni..hihi..takpe hadiah Allah nak kasi, mane boleh pilih2 hadiah kan, terima je..yg penting sihat.

Towards the end of 36 weeks, my work load is quite hectic with the outstation etc. So masa pergi checkup dgn gynae, she started to give mc on 37th week. So bermula 1 Mar 2012 (Thursday), aku dah dpt mc, tp still dtg gak office sbb ada byk lg keje yg blom handover. Owh, btw aku checkup di Columbia Asia Cheras dgn Dr Norshida, and to be frank, she's nice..klu sape nak bersalin dgn die, amatlah dialu-alukan. 2 Mar 2012 (Friday), SAHM sementara menunggu my new boy to come out. As usual, every Friday night adalah hari hubby main badminton. So, he definitely will come back late at night. Dlm pukul 8 lebih, mlm, terasa lain macam sakit, tp malas nak call hubby..takut2 braxton hicks. Sampai kul 9 lebih, dah terasa sakit sgt till I cried at home, terus call die bgtau nak gi hospital, nak check. He arrived around 10.00 p.m. Dlm kul 10.30 p.m. kami dah tiba di hospital.

Midwife came to check and katanya dah buka 3cm..so it's a long way to go..huhu..tp klu ikut experience sebelum ni, I'm quite fast dlm bab2 bukaan ni..heheh :). Dr shida smpi dlm kul 11 lebih, pecahkan air ketuban dan bermulalah saat yg paling sakit dlm tempoh pregnancy till delivery. Rasanya bersalin pon still boleh tahan, but contraction..huhu, hanya Allah yg dpt bantu. tgh sakit-sakit tu, hubby siap pesan pd aku 'Zah jgn bersalin skrg tau, tgu kul 12 nnt, boleh dpt date best 03/03/12'. Dr shida siap cakap 'sempat dpt date 3hb'..hehe.

12.24 a.m, 03 March 2012, alhamdulillah..lahirlah seorang bayi lelaki seberat 2.9 kg. After delivery..baby pon dah dibawa ke nursery utk dibersihkan and dr left the hospital. Aku...masih lg sakit, how to say the pain ye..mcm org yg sakit sengugut yg teruk. Berdenyut2 kat bhgn perut which aku rasa sgt pelik cause I gave birth sebelum ni 3 orang lagi, tak pernah rasa mcm tu. Midwife asyik keluar masuk labor room tekan perut aku. A few times aku tanya kat midwife, 'nape saya rasa perut sy sakit sgt?'. Check lg itu ini, then she started to ask questions 'Pernah ke kene tumpah darah sebelum ni?' and I said 'Tak pernahhhh!!!'. 'Darah u still tak stop2 ni, nanti sy call doctor'. Owh..masa tu hanya Allah yg tahu perasaan aku ni, ye la tumpah darah kan and mcm2 cerita that can lead to death or blood tansfusion yg tak sesuai etc. Aku panggil hubby, mintak die buatkan solat hajat just in case of anything. Sempat mintak maaf and pesan kat dia jaga anak kita baik2. Yerla, kita tak tau kan kalau ajal nak datang..hehe..klu tak, time raya je baru nak mintak maaf. Well, I think I should make it as a routine..sbb ajal bile2 bole datang.

Dr arrived selepas berpatah balik, mase tu around 2 a.m. She said she needs to do minor procedure. Wohoho..which I do not know what they gonna do. Dr gave me one jab and asked me to use the etonox all the time. Aku separuh sedar and rasa terawang2 and at that point of time sume yg berlaku dlm hidup ni kluar kat memory like a flashback video. Ya allah sempatkah aku untuk bertaubat padamu, memohon ampun atas dosa-dosa yg aku lakukan sebelum ni. And I still remember clearly that I cried all the way during the procedure.  

Alhamdulillah, segalanya selesai dlm pukul 4.30 a.m. Masa tu aku vomit non-stop mungkin sebab etonox terlalu byk. Dr explained on what happened. Katanya 'You sebenarnya rapid labour (bukaan yg terlalu cepat from 3cm to 10cm less than 2 hours). And you push terlalu awal which cause pangkal rahim you koyak so dr kene jahit balik pangkal rahim to avoid rahim bengkak and tumpah darah. You loss blood around 1 liter'

Dlm 6.30 a.m. baru dpt masuk ward. Ya allah, syukran kerana telah memanjangkan umurku dan memberi kesempatan pada diriku untuk meneruskan hidup dan menunaikan amanahmu..

So this is my newcomer, Izzul Faizy bin Khairy Fahmy..

:: fiqry first day at kindy ::

Lama btol tak bercerita di blog ini. Masa sgt2 tak mengizinkan. Tp wlpn dah berlalu, still nak coret something memorable for my kids to read it when they grow up.

Fiqry, my third child; cheeky yet soo adorable. Sgt pandai ambil hati and very close to hubby. Quite peramah so I thought we will not hv any problems of sending him off to kindy. Rupa2nya, itu adalah angan2 semata. Fiqry tanak pegi kindy and he said "Fiqry kecik lg, takyah sekolah" and it prolong till the 4th day. Aiyoo..tue pon lepas rasuah mcm2..n with that, he got his first bicycle :)

040404 - 040411

Today marks our 7th anniversary.

Pejam celik.. pejam celik, lama juga rupenye sesi perkenalan kami. Klu nak diikutkan tarikh confirm (cewah..confirm tu :)) perkenalan since 7 Oct 1999. More than 11 years..wow..

Nothing much to ask.. cuma doa yang dipohon agar relationship ini berkekalan bukan hanya di dunia malah di akhirat kelak.

"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give you forever."

A beautiful poem from iluvislam.com:

SYURGA RUMAHTANGGA

Binalah rumah-tangga di tapak iman
Tuluskan niat luruskanlah matlamat
Suami pemimpin arah tujuan
Isteri pembantu sepanjang jalan
Lalu mulakanlah kembara berdua
Kerana dan untuk... Allah jua

Di tapak iman dirikanlah hukum Tuhan
Iman itu tujuan Islam itu jalan
tempat merujuk segala kekusutan
tempat mencari semua penyelesaian
rumah jadi sambungan madrasah
berputiklah mawaddah...
berbuahlah rahmah

Inilah kunci kebahagiaan rumah-tangga
setia dan penyayang seorang suami
cinta dan kasih seorang isteri
Lalu berbuahlah mahmudah demi mahmudah
lahirlah zuriat yang soleh dan solehah!

:: new episode in life ::

Will be entering a new episode in life.. bukan pertambahan family member ye..

Doakan saya..

:: Hari pertama ::

Hari pertama persekolahan..pg ke sekolah agama. Sampai je depan pintu sek, Izzul dh disapa oleh kawan2 tadika. Apa lagi anak bujang sorang tu hip..hip..hooray le. Ptg nye pulak ke sekolah kebangsaan. Kami naikkan Izzul menaiki bas, then tunggu di pagar sek, he looks ok. Kewl je. Rasenye masa zaman sy kecik dulu lg takut kot. Even when we send him masuk dlm dewan, terus beredar and just wait till recess. X jenguk langsung sbb dh dipesan masa orientasi mgu lps. Masa rehat pon, bukak bekal n makan. Masa balik, sy tgu dia just nk tunjukkan ikut jln mana n apa trademark bas sek so that Izzul x terslh naik bas. Sambil2 berpesan mcm2 termasuklah kad keras yg tertulis nama kami inc d address, phone no etc, just in case tertinggal bas ke, lost ke..

That ends the first day..

Second day, sy dh pon masuk kerja @8am sbb nk blk sharp kul 5pm. Clock ticking at 5.01, cha alip bot, smpi je ke sek, hujan selebat2nya smpikan mcm banjir kat kwsn sek. I just waited kat area budak darjah 1 pulang. Tgu punya tgu (dlm keramaian budak kecik dan mak ayah), x jugak nmpk Izzul smpi la tinggal 2-3 kerat budak je. Bila pergi ke kelas, tinggal 2org bdk pomwan. I asked d teacher 'mana Izzul?' 'eah, sume dh kluar..'. Masa tu kewl je lg, pergi cari kt depan, xde! pergi kat bas, punyalah sesak bas, driver pon jerit je dr depan 'Izzul Fadhly ade x?' no one answered. Masa ni dh start cuak, mane pegi Izzul ni?? Round sek skali lg, x jugak jmpa. Tanya dgn cikgu, of course diorg pon xtau kan. Round skali lg! Pergi kat bas lg, and ask the same Q. Waited abt 10 min, baru le ade budak menyahut sayup dr blakang bas 'ada ni!!!' (btw, bas sek mereka ni sgt besar n pjg mcm bas express). Fuhhhh, lega. Alhamdulillah. Rase2nye cam turun 1/2kilo kot dok mencari td :)

Bila smpi rmh, tny dgn Izzul pergi kemana 'naik baslah..kan mummy suruh naik bas yg ada gamba upin ipin ni, Izzul lalu je kat hujan tu sorang2..'

Haila hai...dh besar dh anak bujang sorang ni n dh bole berdikari :), mummy plak yg over concerned n x confident..isk..isk.

So esok, plan nk tgk dr jauh je. N thursday, I will let him be on his own :)

:: hop and away ::

Sesuai dgn tajuk entry ni.. persinggahan di blog yang hanya sementara. Maybe I should put it as one of my 2011 resolution 'to write in my own blog more often'..btw, it is just a wish list.

Alhamdulillah, 2010 dah berlalu. What I would like to say for my past 2010, it's been a great year of celebrating my v3.0 series. Macam orang lain juga, setiap kehidupan diiringi dengan dugaan dan cabaran, well it is part of life kan.. alhamdullillah it makes me stronger and bersyukur atas segala yang berlaku. Yang pastinya, itu sume ketentuan Allah. Btw, one of the dugaan - kak tie bercuti panjang yg membuatkan saya separa tak betul (~akak, sy tunggu akak balik tau 1 Julai ni!!)

Izzul fadhly akan masuk standard one next year, cabaran pertama adalah menghentikan botol susunya..

some of u might say 'OMG, still dgn botol susu??' but I've tried..tried..and tried.. tp x berjaya jugak.. cemana nak buat ye? anyone ada tips? tp mcm takmo kejam sgt like

a) buang je botol susu tu dlm tong sampah

b) jgn beli susu dah..etc..etc..

Cabaran kedua adalah to make him more independent.. Izzul adalah seorang anak yg sgt rapat dgn parentsnya and sangatttt sensitif (maybe menurun dr maknye kot :). Maybe ada silap kami dlm mendidik but I think initially it is because of his heart problem tp mcm dh jd sebati pulak. And now it is kindda difficult to change him cause everytime saya berusaha nk buatkan dia independent, turunlah linangan air mata. Hehe.. :)

Cabaran ketiga is to make more time for him as Izzul pon dah masuk sekolah. I did realize that I've been too hardworking for the past few years. Not to say that I don't wanna be hardwoking anymore but more towards a balance lifestyle. Insyaallah..insyaallah. Doakan saya ye..

Tahun ni tak buat any resolution for 2011 cause every year pon macam tu jugak, tak terbuat so what I will do is to make a daily reso sbb setiap hari saya akan cuba menuju ke arah kebaikan. Lagi mudah nak keep track..hehe

To all my beloved friends: Selamat Tahun Baru 2011 dan semoga tahun yg akan datang ni memberikan 1001 makna yang membahagiakan.