In awe.

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Follow up training with Pastor Lia was just revolutionary.
Really very thankful to have such awesome Pastors who never fails to give their best for God and God’s people.

We don’t serve God by feelings, but we serve by character.
Not afraid of hard work.
Not afraid of routines.
We do it for God.
We do it because we love God.

Have been thinking and reflecting a lot but never came to a conclusion.
But God just saves the day.

Going though the whole 8 lessons of follow up notes, refreshes myself with the teachings of God. And also learned a lot of things from Pastor Lia.

Living a victorious life everyday….

“Doing this together with You, changing lives one at a time…”

Fight a good fight of FAITH.

In awe.

there is more to life.

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Shall put down some thoughts before heading to get some work done.

Service was just great last week.
How I wished you, you and you were here with me!

2 greatest day in a lifetime:
-the day you are born
-the day you find out why you are born

What Pastor shared is really powerful, and really got me thinking.
Look around the room you are in..every single thing has a purpose, including you and me.
It would be really sad if everything has a purpose except you and me!
We will be worse of than a computer? a handphone? a door?

It burdens me to see people who just keep on going through the routine life, without knowing what is the great purpose and destiny that lies ahead of them.

And I need to also constantly remind myself, what’s the purpose of my life in the midst of going through the busy life. Everything is moving fast, and we tend to do everything we need to do..and at the end of the day, we forgot what is the purpose.

Got back ICA1 results for business communications today.
Some happy, some disappointed.
Results seems to matter a lot to everyone.
It is indeed important, due to various reasons.
But there’s something bigger in life we can look towards to.

Young people often think that they can only make great impact when they are older.
And older people thinks they are too old.
But the fact is, all of us can make an impact NOW!
Don’t miss any opportunity. It’s NOW!
Others can look down on us, but we can never look down on ourselves.
Even through the smallest thing we say and do, it can make a difference.

Love is a decision.
Change is a decision.
It all starts with a decision.
We got to make the right decisions everyday.

Today is the first day of June.
I am thinking through and reflecting, setting my next 60 days goal.

Read this on Pst Josh Kelsey’s blog. And it’s the same cry in my heart:
“Restore to me my innocence oh Lord
Give me a heart that believes again
Help me to see the best in people and to trust
Lord recover this mind that doubts and rebels
Let me run again with no fear
I am Yours
Your child Lord
Receive me
I believe.”

Life, what’s life to you?
There’s a deeper meaning to your life.
It concerns generations.

Facing big giants?
God is much bigger than these..

Look through God’s perspective.
A new perspective towards life (:
Life is good! No, it’s great!
The future is amazing.. (:

there is more to life.

RED RAIN WAS A BLAST!

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I am still alive kicking at this hour..amazing! (:

Red Rain was really awesome! The atmosphere superb! (:
Presence of God was there..perfect!
Can’t wait for more tomorrow! (:

Life is just moving very very fast-paced.
Sometimes we just tend to follow the flow, and at the end of the day not knowing where we are heading to…

I must refrain from saying/thinking, “I don’t know” or “Later”
Don’t know, find out.
Not later, but now.

One Life for God, it’s worth it.
Keep going…

Feel so burdened about quite a number of people.
Seriously don’t like the devil.
I am just going to pray and pray and pray to get you down under my feet!

It’s gonna be a good day!
Good is just an understatement. HAHA

RED RAIN WAS A BLAST!

RED RAIN IN SG 23 & 24 MAY ; Catch it & Don't Miss It!!!

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Okay, currently have blocked nose now. argh
But nvm, life is still good. Hahahaha..

I have officially turned 20 years old!
Thanks to everyone for a wonderful birthday! hahaha (:
Haven’t got time to reply all the wishes on facebook yet. Oh man.
Will do it one day and catch up with my friends haha (:

Finally meeting up with my 4 dearest pri school best friends after so many years.
It will be good! ;D

Oh yes! my parents came for service last week!
Haha..Glad that they came (:
Will continue praying for them..

Actually got many photos to upload.
But haven’t done so yet.

School is getting mundane, but still good.
Coming week is gonna be such a challenge.
ICAs, quizzes, tutorials…
hahaha..

I must really say that there is no other best place to be at during weekends other than Heart of God Church.
No other place I would rather be at.
Today’s service was just so powerful!
Think Generationally.
One life, can change the world.
If I burn, I burn. I will never bow.

Really inspired by maryse’s testimony too.
Opened me up to a whole new perspective.

Pastor mentioned before, the first step to love others, is to think of others.
I think it’s very true.
Everyone of us may have our own problems, own life to live.
But put others before self
Think of others.
I am not loving people enough.
Stop being self-absorbed.
I want to love people more.

Work out what God has worked in.
Be ready to face whatever He is going to bring.
Rise to the occasion.

RED RAIN IN SG 23 & 24 MAY ; Catch it & Don't Miss It!!!

Live beyond limitations

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I am a grown-up, a fact that I can’t change.
But sometimes, I feel like there’s so much that I still have to change, to grow and be mature in my thinking.
There are certain some things that is not right in my life that is needed to be changed/removed.

A lot of times I wondered, why God is willing to let me take responsible of the things I am doing now, even before I am ready, before I am matured. Because sometimes it feels like things gets out of control.

Well that’s only what I think. God certainly thinks otherwise.
Though I may be one with much flaws, God’s promises never changes.
His love still remains.

God’s words spoke so cleary when I read this:

Philippians 3:12
Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me.

Philippians 3:14-15
14 I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. 15 Therefore let us, as many as are mature, have this in mind; and if in anything you think otherwise, God will reveal even this to you.

Philippians 3:21
who will transform our lowly body that it may be conformed to His glorious body, according to the working by which He is able to even to subdue all things to Himself.

It’s not because of the nature inclination that we have.
It’s not because that we are already perfected.
But it’s because God has placed His calling on us.

It’s not because of the nature inclination that I have.
It’s not because that I am already perfected.
But it’s because God has placed His calling on me.

Nowadays, I feel limited by many factors.
But I decided that I shouldn’t let circumstances limit me.
I must find my way out.
Got to learn to fly above the storms.
Tenacity.

God is good.
Always good.
Nothing beats having Him in my life.
He knows me inside out.
He made me the way I am, and He is in the process of molding, and refining the rough edges.
In my weakness, He strengthened me, and His glory shall be shown.

The joy of the Lord is my strength.
The joy of the Lord is your strength.

Empty-handed, but alive in Your hands.
I may be limited, but God is a God that is unlimited.
So have faith in God.
SMIILE (:

Live beyond limitations

Be ready in season, out of season

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I really love to be back in school.
The feeling is great! :D

I have never love going to school so much (:
I enjoyed learning new things everyday! Yay!

Though waking up early for morning classes might be a struggle for me, but being able to pray before school feels really good early in the morning! (:

I really love my classmates very much!
hahaha. just first week of school, we celebrated 2 birthdays!
took quite a number of photos, but I am quite lazy to upload now. HAHA! =X

Enjoying all the lectures as well, except one that I really have to keep pushing myself to stay awake…LOL
But generally school is great! (:
NYP has really tried to improve the school environment man. I love my school more than before..HAHA!

Computing maths is fun, just that everyone is like going crazy repeating 1 and 0
1 + 1 = 10
100-11= 1
111010010
1=1
10=2
11=3
etc.

HAHA!

So many many many-ful birthdays these 2 weeks.
Haha…friday was hanis, saturday, yuwen and carol, sunday manping and mrs song, monday vanessa, elliot and shengye, wednesday carlo and faith….and the list goes on.. hahaha..

okay it’s like 5am now. typing random things =.=

oh yes. one fine day as i was going to school and i was in the lift. There is this Ahma and a maid trying to ask 2 little girls to come into the lift faster. Then the Ahma said this,”Faster come in, Auntie needs to go to work”(in chinese) I was like stunned and almost laughed out loud. Just find it quite funny. I think at the moment she just couldn’t find a proper word to call me (:

another thing that happened during the week was that…as I was going out, I realised my shoes were gone because someone threw away my shoes, and I couldn’t go out to meet Valerie on Monday morning at Tanjong Pagar as I couldn’t wear slippers to school. So had to go buy shoes instead =.=

Alright…I think I shall end off here..my brain is not working well right now already. haha

2 Timothy 4:2
Be ready in season and out of season. Convince, rebuke, exhort, with all longsuffering and teaching

2 Timothy 4:5
Be watchful in all things…

Be ready in season, out of season

4th Dimension Living

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School is starting very very soon.
I don’t really like my timetable..because it starts so early and end so late almost everyday!
But well, school is still going to be good!
I actually sort of not look forward to school after I see the timetable.
I complained a lot about it…
But actually, it’s how I see it.
I might have lesser time to work around with now, but I will learn to live above these.

Moreover, I love to hangout with BI0903 too (:
They are just a group of amazing people. haha (:

Well, what do I feel as school is starting soon?
A bit nervous, a bit excited.
It’s really a total new studying environment.
I remember I was thinking how am I going to be like in my new class.
I begin to 4th dimension-ed it, and I see it coming to pass.

Amazing how God has worked through my life.
Had Presentation Skills Boot Camp today.
And towards the end we had to present about something.
As I was waiting to present, I was very nervous and shivering(partly because of the aircon too).
I just prayed before going up and I did it!
Manage to keep myself composed, and spoke what I wanted to say.

I would never be able to do it with such confidence in the past.
Haha..I used to speak so softly and mumble to myself seriously.
I remember when I was young, I cried because I had to do this drama thing in front of the class. I totally freak out I think. The teacher had to negotiate and talk to me.
But I have gradually grown to be more confident, which shows that confidence can be built! (:

This time round, just felt very different.
Really felt that God has built me up, and I am really changed inside out.
I just enjoying talking to people, knowing more about people’s lives! It’s just part of me already.
And I feel okay just to be myself wherever I go.
The HOGC DNA has flowed into my life and becomes my own convictions.
Now got to learn to be more pucntual..especially for my MORNING CLASS AT 8AM!
Madness. Haha…

Several things to prepare myself before school starts.
Going to be good!

Aside from school, I am amazed by the Easter harvest (: Made new friends like elliot and shengye. Nice people to talk to! (:
And it never fails to bring joy to my heart seeing people rising up, and how they are growing from faith to faith, glory to glory! (:

It’s friday already!!
Woah! can’t wait for services during weekends! (:

4th Dimension Living

Embark on a new journey

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Orientation has ended!
Last day of orientation played more games and had crazy forfeits.
Getting to know my new classmates better! (:
Our OGL Jiaqi had sent us the photos, so..
Let pictures do the talking! (:

Doing forfeits in another class: Chiwawa dance.. (:
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BI 0903!!
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With OGLs!

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More class photos after orientation!
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BI 0903 girls!
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BI 0903 guys!
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And our wonderful OGLS! Thanks for taking care of us during the orientation! (:
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(Above was suppose to be posted on Friday..but I was too tired to finish up the post. Haha)

Had a great refreshing weekend!

Went back to Xinmin for Homecoming Day.
Not long after I reached, IT RAINED! LOL
Met many juniors, and finally met my dear junior ruixin! haha!
Went to band room to hang out a while..listening to SYF recording.
Could hear everyone scream for so long when the results were announced. haha!
I saw Timothy too! He has grown so much!
I realised the last time I saw him was like 3 years ago..when he was only Sec 1!
He is like a longer version of what I seen last time HAHA!
After that travelled to church for Prayer meeting and Service!! :D

Service was awesome seriously..
When I saw Ivan’s parents on the projection screen getting prayed for I just break down into tears of joy! (:
His presence was just so thick!
Just can’t stop tearing and I don’t know why too..haha (:

Sunday was even better!
Pastor Lia preached something really powerful and so many people were being ministered (:

Was very privileged to be able to support Pastors at the operation side, and we manage to set a good platform for Pastor to step on and preach! (:
Everyone flowed together as a team well!
Pamela and Baosheng are really good..
Can’t really tell that they are new crews. Both are so zai..steady man! (:
There are still many things more to learn..

I don’t know where else to find a place like Heart of God Church.
Where do you see..youths below 25, some even below 13 serving in ushers, doing operations like lights, sound, photography, projection, livefeed, using all the very expensive equipments.
There’s just simply so much heart and trust Pastors and leaders have for us.
I truly treasure this place a lot. But it’s the people that made up Heart of God Church.
Relationships build there are so so precious! (:

And the spirit of excellence is so strong.
I have been exposed to really bad operations at other places…
I begin to realised that there is really something special in the house of God.
We must treasure it, and not take things for granted!
The anointing of God is just with us.. (:

School is starting in about 2 weeks’ time.
I am pretty looking forward to it.
It has been soooooooo loooooonnnnnnnggggggggggggg since I last studied. Haha.
I am jealous with people who are studying.. (:
Seriously, time to get my brain working and exercising more to train it up..
I am sure it’s getting really rusty in there now…

Oh yeahh..just helped my mum to cleaned up my parents’ room to move away the bed, because a “new” bed is coming in on Friday when my grandma is moving house.
22 years worth of dust.  The dust looks like sand that you can draw a picture on it.
Vacuuming isn’t enough, got to wipe with cloth..Vacuum again..and repeat several times. Haha..
It’s clean now! Awesome (:

Mum is happy and I am happy! Heh (:
Aiyah Mum is calling me…
Better go eat my lunch now..

Embark on a new journey

Well done XMSB! (:

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Congratulations to XMSB for getting Gold with Honours! (:
Couldn’t be present physically to support them, but I am very glad to know the good news!

Had a great Pastoral meeting with Pastors on Tuesday night! (:
It was really good (:
Many good news..and new systems to bring the whole church to a whole new level!
Pastoral 2.0! (:

Today had my orientation!
Though it was my second time having orientation, but I still enjoyed myself pretty much! (:
It felt very different from my first orientation..
I can’t remember clearly who, but one of the speaker said something that struck me.
“Your NYP life begins as a blank sheet of paper”
Opportunities are given, how am I going to fully utilise my next 3 years of journey in this new course is all up to what I choose to do!
It’s certainly going to be different this time round!

I have a really awesome group of friends in my class! :D
I feel that everyone is just very encouraging (:
I think the culture in SIDM differs slightly from SIT. haha
Tomorrow going to be a long long day….

But it’s going to be great!! :D

AND…
EASTER IS COMING!!!
Awesomeee! (:

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Well done XMSB! (:

Heavy heart

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Read about a very bad news about a junior in Xinmin who passed away.
I believe her sudden departure brought about much emotions, and made people think more about life too.
It’s really heart wrecking upon knowing this. I might not know her at all, but I just feel very heavy-hearted as I read about what happened..

I really need to go pray after this. Can’t do anything feeling like this.

Things like this is just unexpected.
I thank God that I have Jesus in my life and I have the assurance in my life of where I will be when I leave this world.
Everyone should have this kind of assurance too.
Then death is not such a bad thing anymore, because there’s still an eternity that everyone can still meet again together in heaven!

Mixture of feelings now.

But anyway!
This weekend is going to be great still..
The week has been great so far!

Learnt a lot from Post Pro AMT just now.
Amazing how little edits to the transitions can bring so much more impact to the video. Really cool!

Getting my life into order!

Okay really don’t like this feeling!!
Going to pray now!!

Heavy heart