YD’s NEW SONG = sick

Posted in Uncategorized on August 16, 2010 by nerd5363
YOUR DEMISE – MILES AWAY
The beat went on and I just stopped
My hands are tied but my heart was not
You let go of me, to hold on to better things
In a world of Someones, I just wanted to be no ones
Live my life on my own, selfish I know, but who would even know?
I’m not one to be screaming Fuck The World
But muttered under long breaths
There’s no life I would have rather lived
Immersed in my own regret
Smoking myself to sleep
I will never sleep because sleep is the cousin of death
If I could change myself I would be a better man
But I just hang on to the boy inside
I’m never happy with myself
But living for the downside is far too easy
Alone, alone, so alone
On and on and on
Times have changed and I’ve changed perception, but I still remember
Alone, alone, so alone
On and on and on
Being so heavy-hearted
Fleeting days remind me of how I used to be

Can’t wait for the album to come out 😀

Posted in Uncategorized on August 10, 2010 by nerd5363

ImageTAKE ME HOME;

when we touch, surrounding landscapes fall apart, a promise kept within temptation, it turns to dust.

before the sky, did ever clear I saw the clouds rush from the hills, its ever beauty, towards you my dear

There nearby you slept, if I remember well, time has swept your body away, and who could tell,

the desert stole your crumbled bones, with whirling winds that chased itself across terrains, that take me home

But for all the land denied you, I saw a way to easily believe, that along with these in the same while
as I swallow a pain that embraced disease.

In the form of scent understanding better than breath, in joyous trembling which comes from lack of things unseen
that brings us to our knees. I’m scared of letting go.

I never pictured the rain would fall from the sky, on the day you died,
I never thought that the rain would fall at all, tonight.

how many times have you realised that this life was sent to try us,
my mind is full of the questions of what I’ll never be…
so many times, I’ve realised that this life was sent to try us
my mind is fucking full….. Of what you’ll never…. believe

damm

Posted in Uncategorized on August 3, 2010 by nerd5363

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My mom is gonna slaughter me if she finds out that I bought all this from the Carp Show till now.And the messed up thing is I used my allowance and am still waiting for a few more shirts to reach.

SC

Posted in Uncategorized on July 24, 2010 by nerd5363

Sweet child

Posted in Uncategorized on July 23, 2010 by nerd5363

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We are the finder’s,looking for security and safety.
A home,A nest and a sanctuary.
I’m shot blank in the center of my chest.searching aimlessly.

Consumers bi-product.

Posted in Uncategorized on July 13, 2010 by nerd5363

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I feel the sudden change in the air.
An intense sensation circulating the air I breathe.
Should I run or hide or should I stay and fight?
Answers where are my answers?
Seeking them out I can.
But with no direction, alas an attempt fail.
writing me of the stories I can only dream of.
oh lover,where should we run?
away from each other or no where.?

Wishlists.

Posted in Uncategorized on June 20, 2010 by nerd5363

ImageImageImageImageImageImageALL I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY.

Posted in Uncategorized on June 20, 2010 by nerd5363

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I know that someday you’ll be sleeping, darling
Likely dreaming off the pain
I hope you’ll hear me in the streetlight’s humming
Softly breathing out your name
I know that even with the seams stitched tightly
Darling, scars will remain
I say we scrape them from eachother, darling
And let them wash off in the rain
And when they run into the river
Oh no, let the water not complain
I swear that even with the distance slowly wearing out your name
Your hands still catch the light the right way
And our hearts still beat the same
And our hearts still beat the same

Shall Never Lose It’s Power

Posted in Uncategorized on June 18, 2010 by nerd5363

ImageThe lion isn’t sacred when not sleeping near the lamb,
it is evil when it eats unless it’s feeding from the damned,
all the children painted diagrams of god upon their hands,
hoping somewhere on this shaking earth they could find a place to stand.

it’s a tyrant to the foreigners who’ve never seen the land,
they feel safer than a statue when they’ve got a spear in hand,
it is pregnant with the fury that the pain in life demands.
yes, it’s fear–but it’s a fear that understands.

and what’s left is a heartbeat, speaking,
“hands off your fate, child, you’ll bury yourself in mistakes.”
like a dream that i had of lost faith it fades away but still thunders onward.
every pulse was a hand with its palm up,
fed with bodies and bread soaked in blood.
somewhere, someday, it’ll leave but tell me, someone,
where does it go?

what tied our hands tight to the train tracks, then backed off slowly?

what does the heart say? “see the reverse. there’s an answer there.”

i am the moth-drenched love of dead mules,
as stable as sand in a windstorm. and i shake like a spider in the rain
when you say,
“my, my, the ways i’ve changed since then–the ways i’ve changed.”
and all i ever say is,
“i’m…”

and it hits like a brick to the back of your head. like, goodbye, five times.
one for each finger.
and you say,
“my, my, the ways i’ve changed since then–the ways i’ve changed.”
and all i ever say is,
“i’m tired.”

we turned our water into whining, shouting, “let us be like christ.”
but then the whining turned to wonder, and the wonder turned to ice.
once, we were graceful steeples, hands held upward and eyes wide in suspense.
now, we are tangled like intruders in the wires of the fence.

for a fence is built to protect what lies inside of it.
do you still feel sick? because i do

Goodbye

Posted in Uncategorized on June 16, 2010 by nerd5363

ImageI saw the moon going up and down
as we walked the same road together
I throw a stone into a sea of dreams
I wasn’t right cause they were not forever
when all I loved became a war
and lies I never said to you meant the world
would you die tonight to prove me wrong
bite my lips holding me strong
I’ve seen the stars and they were falling
and dreamt about my sirens calling
I had an angel on the side of my bed
becoming a devil at the throat of death
and the sun wouldn’t rise again
cause I Im not supposed to be your man
and all the lights shining through our room
are wasted love turning into doom
if there’s a heaven then its locked
and the key has been taken away
we won’t even reach that door
cause our hearts have been sold today

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