what is love? what is memories? and what is heartbroken?
SIGHS! for i know i'm all out of love, living in memories and feeling
heartbroken.
i gave you my heart and you gave me yours,
but how when and why did you gaveup.
noone knows,
i miss you, i really do miss you.
but do you feel the same way too?
sometimes, i blame myself for why things turns out this way
and i hate myself for all that you've been thru.
baby, i'm sorry. i'm sorry for causing so much pain in you
for the past 6 months. i always thought that i was a very good bf.
but never have i ever reflect on what you actually wants or how
you feel. i've neglected everything about you. all i care was
throwing tantrums, giving attitudes and all sorts of nonsense.
:(
i know, things can never be the same again, why are you so cruel?
why didn't you gave me chances to explain myself and time to mend
my mistakes? why did you choose to walk away? will that makes you
any better?... you left me speechless. you left me breathless..
bleeding never stops...
a silent voice that keeps me waiting;
myLOST.
- Current Mood:
silly
woots! hectic day at farmart with family :)
hahs, rayxon was sucha genius eh..
he basically knows all of the animals above. HAHS!
and pls.. i swear he's too hyper active, my god!
i scream and scream till my lungs nearly burst
but he is still so naughty. burns my fat taking care of him man!
and ya, few days back saw the news abt fish spa.
eeeewwww, and so i didn't try the fish spa. =p
but dad and bro did cos i didn't told them abt it. LMAO!!
and then i realise why is mummy not in any of my pics uh?
hhahahahahah..
back to my show.ugly betty.
*imissyousobad*
- Current Mood:
distressed
As I float
In a place where space is no constraint
A world of words
And silent laughs
A world where thoughts
Through space and time
Just race around
From mind to mind
You are so close
Just next to me
Yet out of touch
And out of smell
I know down to your deepest fears
You understand my darkest tears
But you can never hold me tight.
silence of yours,
is a sorrow to me,thus
you & i collide/
- Current Mood:
blah
god. look what i've found at evon's blogg. LMAO!
TO SKI!!!!!
you this big time player
that week come and kao pei
now got new girl AGAIN
damn.......... forget it
please but no, not any player or whatever tho.
i still LOVES my ex which just broke up 3 weeks ago man.
and along those crazy partynights. i crush 2 .. =x
something seems just not right today, smells bad. heh hehs.
iamveryboredyouknow?? i wanapartypartypartyparty..
i wana dance with you :)
i wana see your smile :)
i wana hold you close :)
BUT
i don't wana see you drunk. -_-" LAUGHS.
I AM BORED PLS!
PLS PLS PLS I SWEAR!
THE NIGHT IS STILL YOUNG.
LET'S GO OUT AND HAVE A DRINK?!
guitar is :)
- Current Mood: blah
first, you say you want to be just friends. but do you mean goodbye?
is that the easy way to end your wish and without my why?...
i just cannot forget abt us baby..
there's something lovely like a song waiting to be heard.
or like the feelings that belongs to some unspoken word.
and so, i cannot simply smile and stay.
i take the risk of asking frankly for the untold truth.
and which hurt just as bad.
but why are you back now and again?
i could not tell myself i still loves you
as i did for fear of pain. not to be moved.
but are you trying to tell me something?
:-( ???
my heart is in a mess-
saw lingling. cos she works there :) the place not bad but too
small =/ i dunno how the 3 of us manage to swallow one and
a half bottle of chivas but ya all thanks to da 9 girls =x LOLS!
i enjoy myself very MUCHHHS! thai girls rocks HAHAHAHAHAH =X
nahhhh, i mean SOME! sam came over and join us, but left early tho.
loke went home too.
so me and twin and 6 GIRLS went geylang for supper. -_-
after supper..
book in hotel =x
and ya... LOLS
and tmr sentoesa!!!!
i want to play the luge ride.
i want i want i want!
=D
i think my life is just too great!
but where are you my dear? :(
- Current Mood:
cold
club 3 nights, so hectic but fun tho. with old cliques. mwahaha. :)
thai disco2, naughty girl , royal disco AND tonight v club at boat quay..
yeah waiting for loke to finish work. owells,
and i shall blog it ALL out. leon was handsome tho i think she's NOT!
so many girls wants her number!!!! =x HAHAHAHAH.
hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm mooo mooo moooo moooooo!. LMAO
that night was a great one :) but i told myself, what happens in a club,
is in a club. and ya.. too good to be true but then somethings happens
once and never twice. this is what makes it a wonderful night :)
that mesmerising eyes of yours make me fly HIGH HIGH. HAHA!
your bed, your smell, our talks, i'll linger on.. =D
and ya.. i miss you. i think so.. i'm not sure bout my feelings.
i feel messed up.. i don't even know what the hell i want.
and soo.. let it be that way.
with the start of each nights,
i find myself thinking of you.
in the middle of my busy nights,
my mind wanders and i think of you,
out of nowhere i see your smile,
hear your laughs and i think of you,
... *golf* my new crush..
- Current Mood: flirty
or should i say FINALLY it happens...
now that it's all said and done.
ytd a fullstop was put between the two of us.
i dunno why did we turn out this way
neither do i want it to be like this..
pls don't blame me for being unreasonable.
i told myself not to hate you cos evrything
happens for a reasons. was it me or was it you?
i ain't perfect in any other ways so ain't you...
but like what others said, we are through
it's me the one holding back and not wanting
to let you. till now, i still can't get over that
you actually moved on.
why? why did you bring me up to heaven,
and throw me down just like so..?
all of your sweettalks still as fresh that lies
within me, memories of you haunts me down.
B, how could you forget? your promises, your swores,
our love our everything?..
i don't wana runaway, i don't wana let go..
you're the one i need. but from what i've seen
and knew, it's over. :( and i can't erase the things
that i've done. how could this happen to me,
i've made my mistake, got nowhere to run,
the night goes on and i'm fading away.. i'm sick
of evrything. can't stand the pain, can't make it
go away.. how could this happen to me?
memories that never sleeps, taste of bitter & sweet.
and i hold on to forever, but still i'm stuck in yesterday.
i fell too far, was way too deep..
and now there's nothing more in us.
goodbye my <3
-i just wants you to rmb..
25/03/08 club nana.
:'(
sky dinning @ mt faber :'(
joob joob :'(
smooch :'(
- Current Mood: jealous
SHITS always happenend!
i dunno what the hell i've done to deserve all
this. memorise of you keep flashing back.
tell me or even teach me what to do?!
i still cannot believe that you actually moved on..
when i saw that fat bear you bought for me,
it just hurt so bad,
baby, this is not what you want from us right?
you cut me open & i keep bleeding
my mind is still stuck with your everything,
the songs that you used to sing,
the smile on that fat face of yours,
all of those sweet talks.
you leave it all with me and left?
i hate you, i swear i hate you.
don't feel guilty baby,
bcos i don't deserve that :(
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sorry tingting! hahahaha.