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Wednesday, August 31, 2005 1:03 am
shagg listen, ♥ hello. i'm so angry today. everyone's taking me for granted, like i owe them a living. aft taking advantage of me, they just abandon me. whats their problem? i dun wanna help anyone anymore! i hate people who take me for granted! i didnt come to this world to be made use okay! baobei, i'll stand by you! ❤ MARTHA!
Monday, August 29, 2005 1:02 am
random listen, ♥ theres a time and place for everything. there are things to do and things nt to do. there are times for naps, and time to be awake. there is a time in out life whn we will fail. sorry, i've failed to keep you by my side. ❤ MARTHA!
Sunday, August 28, 2005 3:26 am
trouble listen, ♥ hello. (: i feel so sadd luhs. ): no one cares abt me. people just love to make use to me, thn ignore me. my dear ones are ignoring me. people just love taking advantage of me. people treat me like their dog. people close to me aint that close any longer. everything has faded frm me. ): feeling so broken and sadd. life goes on. no point giving up now. i'm giving up on studies, cause no matter hw hard i try, i'll still fail. so whats the point? waste of time. totally hate it! no one really understands me. i screamed at qim on friday. sorry! i didnt mean it. i dun care lerhs. why do peopel come to me only whn they need me? i'm nt an entertainer okayy! ❤ MARTHA!
Saturday, August 27, 2005 1:00 am
hees listen, ♥ hello. my english class never gt better. dun care luhs. hoepfully can pass my science and literature. (: sister gave us the same paper. thankful to her. LOL! (x memoried everything i could. didnt read the passage and didnt knw what its abt. memorised the answers only and thats all. okayy, i remember important points only. cause its a waste of time, remembering everything. i want my exam papers bck! took class photo today. monday take track and field photo. (: YAY! (: tuitions on tuesday. trng on monday, wednesday and friday. so will be free only thursdays. (: tired. i want more marks for math! must go ask and learn ltr. appearing offline. LOL! thanks for sponsoring the webcam mei. LOVE LOVE! ❤ MARTHA!
Thursday, August 25, 2005 2:00 am
exam listen, ♥ hello. math paper was horrible! ): passed english. faileld chinese. petatic luhs. i gt 49/100 for chinese. teacher so stingy, 1 mark also dun give. bleahs! >_< chinese sucks luhs! i left so many blanks for math. ): none of us managed to complete the paper. some didnt even do the paper luhs. i'm bored. no track till exams are ovr. ): i can go for trng! nt banned. (: (: (: stayed bck with iylia mei and jacky kor to study. we went to mrs jacob's class cause jackie was there. we talked to him for a while, went to buy food thn back to talk again. whn jackie went to the toilet, i asked mrs jacob if we can and study, she agreed. (: we went in. i was bored cause jacky took my notes. so i had nth to do. i started scribbling on my other notebook. LOL! (x i was like, "whn can we go hm?" LOL! (x iylia mei said 4pm. dangggg` it was soooo long and i was having running nose. i decided to just go. i packed my bag. whn iylia and jacky saw, they started packing their bags too. LOL! (x mrs jacob granted jackie to go home too. (: i save the day luhs! (: thanks thanks. LOL! (x went to the canteen to eat cause i was hungry. jackie ate too. LOL! (x bought drink but the machine spoil. wth. eat my money luhs. ass! borrowed 60 cents frm iylia mei. bought my drink and thn went home. took bus with jackie and iylia mei. jackie alighted at the swimming pool. iylia and i alighted at the interchange. jacky took 30 home. i want a retest for math! ❤ MARTHA!
Wednesday, August 24, 2005 2:21 am
my day listen, ♥ hello. sch ended late today. stupid luhs. sch was horrible. so was the chinese paper. omg, confirm fail lerhs. ): dance sucks luhs! the teacher like crazy. and she cried. oh my god luhs. dunno what will happen if she complain. i knw we shld listen to her, but she's really bothersome! she's wrong too, she shouldnt pull narimah's hand luhs! okay, so its bth parties fault. oh well. i dun wanna care. its nt my business luhs. today ms hing had a presentation. susposed to be a short one, but ended up being a longgggg one! LOL! (x i dun wanna think abt anything lerhs. during basics, mrs jacob said that we must change and do a good deed everyday. so that as years goes by, we would be darlings of everyone. (: i'm happy to be an angel at home, and a devil in sch. LOL! (x iylia accompanied me again. the bus came pretty fast today. (: i'm so tired and i need to study. baobei nt close to me like last time lerhs. ): sadd sadd. kor's ever so concern. (: everything's changing and its terrible! i'm so broken inside. ): if only we could go bck to the past. whr everything seems so perfect. chinese paper was horrible as i've said. i didnt even complete it luhs! i dun even knw anything luhs. -shagggg- internet is screwed up. gotta restart computer alrdy! ❤ MARTHA!
Tuesday, August 23, 2005 3:58 am
exam period listen, ♥ hello! (: i'm boreddd. did math revision. (: oh my! tmr is chinese! i forgot abt the exam! dieeeee! ): ): ): its like i dunno anything. nvrmind, hopefully i can pass luhs! i dun wanna be banned frm track. ): mr tham said if we failed one subject, we'll be banned for a week. oh my god! i wouldnt want that to happen! oh my, i dun even knw what to study luhs. die lerhs luhs! ): my show has started, but i'm stuck to the computer. lol. totally no link please! (x sch was okayy. but i wasnt feeling very well. and i was hiding at every corner, so that i dun have any contact with the fan. dumb right. LOL! (x lessons went on as usual. boring boring boring. today's english test was easy! (: haha, mrs jacob praised kor cause he didnt sleep. (: CONGRATS KOR! keep up the good work! (: kind of funny and unbelievable. cause he tends to sleep all the time. sudden change luhs. (x maybe the paper gave him confidence. (: okayy. i finally knw hw to use screen shot. THANKS COLIN! (: aft sch, i headed for the canteen thn ms hing's hmroom. was very very very hungry. LOL! (x xueyi was with an unknown. and they were damn lame. ms hing gave me tuition cause i couldnt do my math well. iylia was damn sweet. she accompanied me through. thank you! (: math was fun. really had fun luhs. xueyi and his friend was soooo funnyyy luhs. LOL! (x 1 hr of tuition = 1 hr of fun. LOL! (x had a good laugh. and i understood more math stuff. (: was very very very happy. gotta go revise. ms hing gave me hmwrk. LOL! (x ❤ MARTHA!
Saturday, August 20, 2005 11:02 pm
history museum listen, ♥ hello. (: soooo bored and tiredd. dunno whr we're going to celebrate ah gong's birthday. yay! can eat out. (: iylia mei and nanny woke me up. lolol. morning calls and tappings sure works. LOL! (x okayy, so i got ready and left the hse. was late. (x iylia and meiling waited for me at clementi. den we went to sch. damn tired luhs! no one was there and we panicked! we were like, "is it the right day" "did we meet at the right place?" finally, people! LOL! (x at abt 815-830am, we boarded the bus for the history museum. LOL! (x we had fun though it was pretty lame. haha. everything ended at abt 10am? we went to liang court for macs. (: it was so boring we started taking pictures. LOL! (x in the bus, jacky and i took a pic. (: haha. damn random. ❤ MARTHA!
Friday, August 19, 2005 3:18 am
dang listen, ♥ hello! (: i havent been blogging for a long long time. pretty corp up, too much things to do. sooooo stressed luhs! i dunno what am i to do, what kind of decisions shld i make? great, nxt week is like ca week. wth. carnt concentrate at all luh! ): tooooo irritated lerhs. -shrugs- dun wanna talk abt it. guess what, he is botak! (x forever botak derhs. LOL! (x YAZID'S DAMN CUTE! (x ❤ MARTHA
Saturday, August 13, 2005 8:30 am
rumours listen, ♥ hello. i'm so bored! my hands and legs hurt so badly. i must train train train! sorry jacky, i didnt call you whn you asked me to. was tooooo tiredd! i will help you derhs, no worries! (: rumours rumours rumours. get a life people! why would i like like my kor? madness! continue spreading the untruth luhs. i carnt be bothered. assholes! i dun care cause i think you people are CHILDISH! its like you have no life luhs! i dun care what people say and think abt me. it doesnt really matter. rumours are dumb, only childish people spread rumours. i dun like like jacky please! i only respect him as an individual. and i admire his courage. (: thats all. get it morons! ❤ MARTHA!
Friday, August 12, 2005 4:39 am
typical day listen, ♥ hello. i'm so tired today. okayy, have to call jacky. damn lazy, but no choice. just call luhs. LOL! (x today's trng was TOUGH! no mercy given sia! okayy, my room's damn cold nw. i'm going to sleep soon. shld i give him the present of keep it to myself? ❤ MARTHA!
Wednesday, August 10, 2005 12:08 am
happy birthday listen, ♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
Sunday, August 07, 2005 10:06 am
xD listen, ♥ hello. i wanted to make "this is the story of a girl" the start of my blog. but i decided nt to in the end. i'm was looking for the song. haha, cause its really nice. and jie said she have it. haha. (: i asked her to send it to me. i'm bored and have nth to do. kor's party is like boring. LOL! (x i've gt nothing to do. snoopy's here today. (: hmm, i dunno what to wear on monday. -shagg- havent had my dinner and am looking forward to it. hungry yo! i taught mandy hw to change colours using colour code. (: i'm nice okayy! LOL! (x james gt kinda jealous. LOL! (x he went like, "your blog more important thn me right?" whn will holidays come? i'm looking forward to it! shuee's here too. damn, can christmas come faster?! i wanna be in the christmas mood! let time freeze! presents, presents, present! (: some people in my class, is getting frm bad to worse. so irritating luhs! nt my problem. if my class position goes down, i'll kill them luhs! its because of them! ❤ MARTHA!
Saturday, August 06, 2005 12:53 pm
happy birthday listen, ♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES! (: FINALLY 19. (:
12:15 pm
class listen, ♥ argh! tell me if this is fair man! i've contributed so much for the class. and its of no use. no one appreciates it and even takes us for granted! what do you think we are man! wth! we think what, we do things no need time arhs? childish class. behaving like 4 year old kids. cliques here and there, so irritating. this class sucks luhs, and it totally pisses me off! whats the problem with this class man! why dun you people just retain or drop? it'll be way better luhs! it'll do me good cause i wanna study! i dun mind being the only one in class studying luhs. kindly just shut your freaking gaps please! it would be a very big favour. thank you. its so difficult to study with these stupid poeple arnd. annoying beast! this sch is totally screwed up. horrible+terrible. the class sucks luhs. they carnt seem to do anything right. if this is called a class, thn i rather nt have a class. we're nt united nor cooperative. is this what a class shld be like? jaz baobei is right luhs. everyone just want things their way. if this goes on, 3/4 the class would probably retain luhs! i dun wanna be the one suffering okayy! i tried to help, but this class is really useless. this class cannot make it okayy! jacky wants to study! (: damn happy luhs! like finally luhs. it took him so long to consider. & i really hope hhe wants to learn. cause i'm willing to teach him. (: nice right? LOL! (x i want him to do well, maybe do even better thn me! you can do it jacky! i have confidence in you! (: this class sucks. i need to score, but their pulling me down. ): i gotta prove my worth luhs! and that will be ebcause you look down on me. continue smoking. (: it doesnt harm me, why shld i care? i've told you once, i've told you twice, i'm nt telling you the third time. i'm washing my hands off you. its your funeral. i've done all that i can. if you dun wanna listen, its your problem. nt mine. (: think abt it. anyway, its your problem. nt mine. so dun make it my problem. darling, help me think and reflect, and takeall my sorrows away. if you wanna drop or retain, dun make it my problem cause i dun care at all! i dun wanna waste my time. is it really so difficult for the class to work together and get good results? lols, i pulled cassandra's skirt just now and now she wants revenge. LOL! (x mrs jacob, are you happy with the singapore icon? i hope you are. cause my intention was nt to waste your money! i told them to like just do the icon. i didnt force them. no worries. (: i thought if no one wanted to do it, i'll do it on my own. meiling, gail and iylia second-ed me. (: so did shahrin. azizul owed me a favour, so its like no turning back. LOL!(x ❤ MARTHA
Tuesday, August 02, 2005 11:39 am
blahh listen, ♥ hello blog. i'm so pissed off. he's like an idiot. and i'm so like pissed off luhs. i wish i could hate him all my life, but love ovrcomes hatred. ): i hate myself for loving you so much. ): i really do. can you just get out of my life? leave me alone! i wish i didnt knw you but its impossible. i dun care. i believe i'll find someone better thn you! i mean it! so pissed off can? everyone's adding stress and pressure on me. its like a burden! what do you think i am? a robot? dun expect me to get freaking good results all the time luhs. even my parents dun do that to me! i alrdy tried my best, who are you to say anything? i guess its impossible for me to get top 10 in class. if i have disappointed you, i am sorry. but i alrdy did my best. why is it, whn i am happy, you just have to appear? do you knw your presence just spoils my day? wth. you suck luhs! thats all i'm saying. nt in a good mood at all. bye! ❤ MARTHA! |
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