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Sunday, October 30, 2005 9:28 pm
happy birthday listen, ♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAOGONG xoxo, MARTHA!
9:27 pm
class listen, ♥ okayy, aft bitching abt them so much, i realise that.. i actually love my class! (x nvr be replaced class. the fun we had, the pain we shared. the money we contributed. the noise we created. the people who changed. the fun we had. the pains we gave. the insults we took. the hearts we broke. the fights we had. the friends we've made. the classes we went. the teachers who screamed. the story nvr seems to end! we rocked the sch. we rocked the world! class of 04 ; mdm lee, cien, meiling, fareen, iylia gail, atikah, fadiallah, asuyra, narimah azlina, ruhailah, martha, vivian, xueting xuele, ardy, azizul, syahmee, shahrin saiful, fauzi, andy, weilun, jixiang jackie, yaosheng, jacky, aloysius,bernard weisheng, kenneth, pietrek, johan, mustaqqim benjamin, roy, halis class of 05 ; mrs jacob, cien, fareen, xueting, yin xiu lay peng, gail, meiling, martha jazreel aileen, iylia, rahmah, narimah, asuyra ruhailah, azlina, fadillah, jacky, yaosheng affiz, weilun, andy, jixiang, jackie shahrin, syahmee, ardy, azizul, pietrek weisheng, aloysius, bernard, kenneth, mustaqqim johan, remy, roy, halis memories wun fade away! we'll be together, forever. we'll live happily ever after. a story with a happy ending. i so love the class yo! we'll all be promoted together! we'll still be friends forever! no matter what happens, we'll stand united. (: defending ourselves, and standing up for others! we've made a BIG difference. friends we shall be, forever! we'll stand by each other. a rock steady production! a nvr be replaced story. xoxo, MARTHA!
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 6:36 am
that day listen, ♥ today went to sch. had cip carnival. the ipw thingy. aint fun at all luhs, so boring. felt very touched, i admire gail. (: i have confidence in her. she can do it! played basketball. suspose to have a match. in the end, it was cancelled due to the rain. hurray we cried out. wasted our time, but gt to knw others better. (: went to queensway with jacky. bought an adidas shorts thn we left. eat and thn went home. thanks for sending me home. (: thanks for being such a wonderful kor! hope the day gets by faster. theres trng tmr. (: i wanna go! lolol! (x off to see my dearest aft that. i miss you alot alot! thanks for the sms, but i cannot reply. sorry kor. the love is still deep. he wun be easily replaced. a moment like this, happy times we've spent together. i'll never forget the times we spent together. i'll never forget the things you did and said to me. i'll never forget thee way you insulted me. i'll nt forget anything that has to do with you. no matter what it takes, i'll wait for you. a love story that nvr existed. a fairytale incomplete. picking up the remaining pieces of myself. take me away ; you'll never find someone who loves you like i do. you'll nvr find someone who cherish you like i do. you'll nvr find someone as true to you as i am. you'll nvr find someone who'll stand by you in times of needs. you'll nvr find someone who will encourage you like i do. trackers trng in sch at 8am! please be punctual. thank you! 2n2 kenneth is hosting a bbq party. please try to make it. monday. 1st november 2005. west coast park. call kenneth for more information. thank you. xoxo, MARTHA!
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 6:01 am
quiz listen, ♥ jie wants me to do this. 7 facts about me. i am martha. i love myself. i love my family loads. friends are the sex. i'm random. i think i'm nice. i'm loved. 7 things, person i like most. myself. family. friends. cristiano ronaldo. rebecca wiener. felicia neo. desiree chua. 7 important things in my room. myself. aircon. handphone. wallet. bed. toys. belongings. 7 things i can do. sleep. play. shout. talk. laugh. breathe. slack. 7 things i cannot do. run fast. achieve. sing. dance. lose someone close to be. be happy happy happy. be perfect. 7 words or phrase i use the most. fark you. wth. wtf. tmd. shit you luhs. shut up luhs. dying. 7 things i wish for to be perfect. to achieve. to enter sajc. to go for nationals. to be happy. to do well for exams. to be top 10 in class. 7 things i plan to do before i die. love. treasure. know truths. have fun. be happy. find my prince. tell people i love them. 7 people i wish would do this. mandy. iylia. vivian. jennifer. rebecca. mike. yijun. xoxo, MARTHA!
Monday, October 24, 2005 1:00 am
rather random listen, ♥ why love someone who wun love you in return? the love we entrusted on each other was too much, it hurts. a nvr ending story. a fairytale that nvr existed. a love unfulfilled. i've entrusted my heart towards you. why must you tear it into pieces? why let others decide for you whn you can decide everything on your own. xoxo, MARTHA!
12:34 am
ovr written listen, ♥ thursday trng during recess. went to bukit merah aft sch to find laogong's wallet. kor and yaosheng went swimming. all gathered at my hse. ate dinner. went to aunty hse whn i came home. aft they left that is. friday went to sch in the morning. was on time. had my mp3 but forgot my handphone. lost my recess money. wth. trng at macritchie. ran alot. at least 4-6 km. didnt have strength luhs. but completed the runs. had striding. thn jogged bck. went to the locker. did exercises. gt myself a blue black. ): drinks are soooo expensive! rebecca went home. rest went bck to sch. went to eat dinner. went home on my own whn jie was suspose to send me home. reached home at 11pm. and ate my dinner. saturday met yijun. went to redhill to meet mike, went to return cheryl her stuff. thn went to mike's hse. played and had fun. (: walked arnd and ate burger king for dinner. aft dinner walked abit then trained home. mike alighted at red hill. yijun at jurong east. and i at bukit batok. wentto shop and save. bought noodles and chocolate. slacked and thn slept. sunday went for lesson. teacher was crazy! went to church, thn home. went down with nanny to see the doctors. came home and they ordered pizza. matthew paid and we ate happilly. everything is tough, but if we try, there will somehow be a way out. i'm glad i nvr gave up on you. you've made me so proud of you. you didnt let me down aft all. thank you for everything given thank you for making me happy. thank you for cheering me on. congratulations! you've won me. you've won a battle i've nvr expected. stop saying yourself okayy? you rock luhs! no matter hw much you insult yourself, you're still my dearest kor. thank you for letting me share everything with you. thanks for lightening my burden. thanks for always being there for me. thanks for everything and anything you've done for me. i'll remember it forever! smiles ; thumbs up! (: xoxo, MARTHA!
Thursday, October 20, 2005 5:28 am
(: listen, ♥ todays trng was great! (: i dunno why, but it seems like i always finish trng earlier thn the rest. thn must wait for them. sian luhs. LOL! (x trng was fun and very tiring. but really enjoyed. i wanna get into nationals nxt year! must work hard and jiayou! mr wan said i passed english. mrs jacob said i passed science. ms hing say she'll give me 1 mark, thn i'll get 50/100. (: YAY! trng was kinda a breeze. 20 mins warm up. 3 sets of drills. 6 short sprints. 4 sets of bounding. weights. xoxo, MARTHA!
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 3:10 am
randommmm listen, ♥ life is a jorney, there is a destination. it serves a purpose, it belongs to the many chapters of my life. my heart bled whn you walked away. i was, i am, i will always be the one! if theres life, there is love. when there is love, there is pain. kor is a great runner, i wanna be one too! small boy has big problem with me. crazy attention seeker. you'll nvr understand me. you'll never get what i mean. you'll nvr knw what i'm talking abt. what you do to me, i do to you. thanks for all the sweet talks, sorry it doesnt work on me. written with a PEN; sealed with a KISS; if you're my FRIEND; please answer THIS; are we FRIENDS; or are we NOT; you ONCE told me; but i FORGOT; so tell me ONCE; and tell me TRUE; so I can say; i'll be there for YOU; of all the friends I ever met; YOU are the one; i WON'T forget; and IF i die before YOU do; i'll go to heaven and WAIT for YOU; i'll give the angels back THEIR wings; and RISK the LOST of EVERYTHING; just to prove my FRIENDSHIP is TRUE; i'm GLAD to have a FRIEND like YOU; i'll nvr forget the WORDS you say; i'll nvr forget the TEACHINGS you taught me; i'll nvr forget wad you've DONE for me; i'll nvr forget hw we STOOD BY EACH OTHER; i'll nvr forget your KINDNESS; i'll nvr forget your SMILE; i'll nvr forget YOU; i may appear to hate you, but i love you too much. xoxo, MARTHA!
Friday, October 14, 2005 6:12 am
unsure listen, ♥ its never going to be the same again, cause you nvr took anything seriously. i regret knowing you. i regret believing you. you make me sound so much like a fool. you're made me such a joke. since you've make me a joke to others, you too shall be my joke. i've tried so hard, and got so far. in the end, it doesnt even matter. i'm the author and publisher of my blog. have a problem? its my life, its my story. deal with it, live with it. its me and my farked up life. everyday is a story with different chapters to tell. xoxo, MARTHA!
6:00 am
random listen, ♥ its never easy to be like this. you always put me in a spot. you nvr fail to create troubles for me. you nvr fail to leave me alone. let me think and knw what i have done. let me reflect on my own thinking. let me start ovr a new. xoxo, MARTHA!
Tuesday, October 11, 2005 5:39 am
shaggggg listen, ♥ i dun wanna be the cause of any problems. dun let anyone decide your fate, fate is in your own hands. destiny is for you to create. xoxo, MARTHA!
5:32 am
dotttts listen, ♥ hello. i'm quite happy and sad at the same time. i dunno why. its so random. i finally heard her voice! (: i missed you, you know? i made jacky kor sad. sorry jacky. ): i nvr meant to make you people sad or cry. ): i'm a failure. xoxo, MARTHA!
Sunday, October 09, 2005 7:34 am
because` listen, ♥ because i love you ; i dun wanna hurt you. because i care for you ; i dun wanna see you hurt. because i think you still have compassion ; thats why i'm willing to be your friend. because i feel that there is sunshine aft rain ; thats why i'm always there for you. because i'm made you a part of me ; i'll always love you. because you're my life ; i'm never giving you up. because i've made you mine ; i'm never gonna leave you. because you've made that difference in my life ; i'm holding onto you. because you're my strength ; you shld nvr leave me. because we're one ; i'll nvr walk away frm you. because you're always on my mind ; i can nvr stop thinking abt you. because you're always there for me ; i will be there for you. because you're a part of me ; i can nvr let you go. because nothing can replace you ; it shows hw much iloveyou. because i believe you'll nvr leave me ; i promise to be yours. xoxo, MARTHA!
Saturday, October 08, 2005 7:20 pm
hurt listen, ♥ just hearing what you said to my friends hurts. its made me cry. bet you're happy. i thought abt it the whole night, but all that i can do is to let go. ❤ MARTHA!
3:10 am
tortured listen, ♥ how sick do you want me to be? can you just stop all these nonsense?! what do you want frm me? why carnt you let me be happy, even for abit? why must you ruin my happiness? you said i was your happiness, but can you let me find mine? why must you say hurtful things to my friend? what have they done to you? do they deserve it? stop acting innocent. i hate it! whats your problem with me? what did i do to deserve this? why must life be so miserable? how much more hurt do you wanna add to me? you're a burden you knw? ❤ MARTHA!
Thursday, October 06, 2005 3:40 am
): listen, ♥ hello. came online to manage destine account. too much has happened. i dunno hw to explain. i dunno what to say nor do. say i'm petty, its alright. (: i feel like breaking down. theres too many things within me alrdy. and i'm nt able to let it out. i have to handle everything one my own, because its my life. but i need someone i can depend on, don't i? carnt get my science notebook bck. did i tear away the secrets? thanks to andy. laogong! you tell me nt to slit slit slit, but you slit slit slit. had orals earlier on. ❤ MARTHA!
Wednesday, October 05, 2005 8:02 pm
yaosheng listen, ♥  YAOSHENG! ❤ MARTHA!
8:01 pm
jacky listen, ♥  JACKY! (: ❤ MARTHA!
8:00 pm
picture listen, ♥  martha and meiling. (: ❤ MARTHA!
4:24 am
my feeling listen, ♥ i felt as if the whole world crashed on me. ❤ MARTHA!
Tuesday, October 04, 2005 5:18 am
gift listen, ♥ colin, hope you like the hamster. (: ❤ MARTHA! |
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