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Sunday, April 30, 2006 12:40 am
(: listen, ♥  i was damn bored we had 2 free periods!ms kavitha came in only whn the bell to go home rang. so you knw luhs, no one bothers. everyone leaves! i had trng. did morning run workout. cause i didnt go for morning run. met mummy at sun tec aft trng. tired tired tired. reached home only at 11pm. waited for the taxi for like 2 hrs! stupid luhs! came home for dinner. we ate out. (: as in today? LOL! (x bunny said i'm fat. ): xoxo, MARTHA!
Thursday, April 27, 2006 10:02 pm
day listen, ♥  MY DRUG, MY CURRENT ADDICTION.trng was at clementi woods. it was pretty scary cause the path isnt straight. i had to run up and down. tought but i made it. below 1 min. (: met mummy aft trng. brought my bio and ch file home. now i can revise. (: i need my math files! ms kavitha didnt come to sch today. i was down with high fever on saturday. deprived frm alot of things! i slowed down a lil frm my runs, disappointing! we're no longer together. (: be thankful i didnt break your heart please! a million words wun bring you bck. i knw, cause i tried. a million tears wun bring you bck. i knw, cause i cried. xoxo, MARTHA!
Wednesday, April 26, 2006 10:03 pm
damn listen, ♥ exam starts nxt thursday. i've nt been revising. omg! i miss my primary sch friends! ): i may be a bitch to you, but what makes you think i care? label and insult me for all i care. what if your best friend lied to you because of a guy? what if your best friend wants your boy's attention? what if your best friend wants to have everything to do with you and your boy? have you ever felt so betrayed by your best friend you tell you hate her actions and her words? does your best friend say she wants you and your boy to be happy together, but instead wants him to herself? i've been thinking and asking myself if i was right to let you knw on certain things. i thought of you as my best friend but i nvr expected you to betray me. i knew the day would come, but its like tooooo soon. i swear you're blind! xoxo, MARTHA!
Monday, April 24, 2006 10:00 pm
bitch listen, ♥ i'm ending it now and then. its such a burden, and i dun think i can go on carrying it. i'm sorry i'm letting you go. i knw what to tell you, but how? i dun want the damage to be tooo big for you. i dun wanna break your heart that badly. i've thought through it, and my decision is final. you have no right to comment! think of me as a bitch. make my dearr hate me. its alright. (: what i'm doing is for myself. my benefit. who are you to comment on anything? this is my way of survival. this probably means the ending of us. goodbye my lover. since you click better with her, i might as well let you go. you'll find a better somebody. i'm starting afresh. xoxo, MARTHA!
Sunday, April 23, 2006 5:22 pm
): ): ): listen, ♥ i feel so betrayed and heartbroken. ): i nvr expected dearr to betray me. ): i seem to live a life full of betrayal. whn will i ever have true friends? exams are round the corner. nt prepared luhs! i suck in e and a math, like wth! nationals in 3 months time! -screams- if i have to, i'll just let you go. i'll nvr forget what you've said. you think you're always right. everything i say or do is wrong. have you spared a thought for me? all you think abt is yourself. you say i treat you as though you're invisible. aint i the one that is invisible to you? i hate you so much! you're nth but lies. you've failed as a boyfriend! MARTHA! ):
Thursday, April 20, 2006 9:51 pm
happy birthday! listen, ♥  HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR THAM!
5:08 pm
broken listen, ♥ i feel so betrayed! i'm heart broken now. i nvr expected you to betray me. ): i've placed my trust in another wrong person. ): & i guess you'll nvr mean that much to me ever again. i just knew i could give up on you anytime i wanted to. & excuse me, you're nt as important as you think you are please! get this straight, you have no control ovr my life. if you hate me, too bad luhs. you think i care? dun bitch behind my back man. it sucks. bitch infront of me luhs! i found out that friends aint that important aft all. MARTHA! ):
Sunday, April 16, 2006 9:28 pm
easter! listen, ♥ the love we shared made everything in life seem so beautiful. i love you more thn words can say. HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE! :D today is easter. the day jesus rose frm the dead. a day for catholics to celebrate! (: went to church this morning and thn to the market. parents cooked and we ate happily. (: morning run tmr. (: i seem to love morning run. LOL! (x went to ah gong's hse today. weekly routine. this week, aunty, cindy and melvin came. (: cindy gave me her bottle of green tea. THANK YOU! (: you're super sweet luhs. i so love my family. xoxo, MARTHA!
Saturday, April 15, 2006 9:56 pm
blah listen, ♥ hello. my internet went crazy on thursday. and i had to make do with everything. what a day. friday was good friday. i didnt use the computer until night. thursday trng was at clementi stadium. went bck to sch for exercises. tired tired tired. i did 200mx10. killer! but i completed it. (: i saw dearr! she saw me doing weights awhile thn she left. ): i was damn tired but i still accompanied dearr. i'm nice okay! friday it was good friday. accompanyed my family and ah gong to the temple. its a yearly thing. they are like gonna tear the place down for renovations. i dunno whats going on cause i dun speak their language. den went home. i woke up like super early luhs! tired tired tired. left home at 230pm for church. it lasted for 1.5 hrs! den went home. did what i usually did luhs. but i didnt use the computer. mummy came home at night with daddy and aunty. they went to get more food. was soooo hungry! ate and watched tv, slacked. i did go for a jog alright! saturday which is like today. didnt do much today. wanted to support team tanglin at gombak stadium but was damn lazy. and it was pouring. another reason nt to go. (x i met dearr instead. we went for a random walk and thn went home. thank for accompanying me dearr. love love. (: xoxo, MARTHA!
Wednesday, April 12, 2006 7:15 pm
damn listen, ♥ hello. theres no trng today. ): but i was really really tired. more math hmwrk. ): damn, the more she teaches, the more confuse i get. i'm like damn stress luhs! tired tired tired. morning run tmr. have to wake up early. 1/2 an hr more and dearr is coming online. had english orals today. quite funny luhs. my examiner was pretty nice. she dropped me a number of hints. thank you. i'm nnt good at picture description. theres like nth to say luhs. went to ginza for lunch. late late lunch. went with cien and liping. (: we left at abt 5+ dearr and i went for a walk. i must save money! theres so much things i wanna buy! mr tham's birthday is coming soon. must save money to get him something! damn i spent more thn 10 bucks today. xoxo, MARTHA!
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 7:36 pm
typical listen, ♥ hello. i made it for morning run today. (: woke up super early luhs. tired tired tired. thanks for the morning call rebecca! (: morning run was okayy. my butt cramp frm ytd. ): damn shagg. was damn tired luhs. i was like, so tempted to sleep whn i saw my classmates sleeping. but i didnt luhs. math is a killer. ): what a tiring day. morning run thn math lessons. boring luhs. thn i did weights and went home. there's math hmwrk and i dunno hw to do any. -screams- bought sweets today. (: and my green tea. aft trng, went to the bus stop to take a bus home. yay! free tmr. (: sleep sleep sleep! i can rest! this saturday no lesson. (: okayy, theres nth much to say alrdy. i have loads and loads of hmwrk and i need to revise. cause i dun get what the teachers are saying. homework pilling up, my eye bag is damn big! ): 3 more months to nationals! my dream is coming true! & you're a winner as long as you try. (: xoxo, MARTHA!
Monday, April 10, 2006 9:14 pm
dayyy listen, ♥ hello. had trng today. i wanted to go for morning run but i woke up late. reached sch later thn usual. tmr must wake up go morning run! what they did in the morning was really scary. gonna change blogskin again. (x trng was very tiring. my eyes are damn tired, its gnna shut any minute. carnt seem to finish hmwrk. ): dr lau and ms kavitha didnt come to sch today. (: class was damn havoc! tiring day, i dunno why either. i ignored baby today. i dunno why. it was like instant reaction. tmr's trng is gonna be worse. trng 4 times a week nw. (: nationals in 3 mths. >_<" i totally freaked out luhs. i must succeed. i must persevere. i must achieve! baby, i'm sorry but i dun think i'll be spending much time with you. you'll understand right? for my dreams, i must strive! xoxo, MARTHA!
Sunday, April 09, 2006 9:27 pm
competition day listen, ♥ hello. ran 800m just now. was the last few. ): nvrmind. went for the experience, nt to win. (: made 3 new friends. 2 frm stc, 1 frm sngs. 1 stc girl hugged me. lolol. shaked a stc girl's hand. thn the sngs girl helped me whn i was recovering. (: thank you! my junior pissed me off luhs. saying what, "i'm better thn you." thn i was like, "is it? why dun you run for me?" den i walked off cause they called for my event. 800m is a killer luhs. can die. mr tham say i run like nth. LOL! (x sarah like no kick lorhs. 800m like nth to her. LOL! (x tmr gt morning run. today better stay at aunty's hse. mr tham said some of us are gonna change our trng to 4 times a week. -raises hand and shouts me- i want to improve! i'm still thinking, what went wrong during the race. sarah said i went too fast the first round. mr tham said i was ok. confuse confuse confuse. thanks for your support! (: everyone! (: thanks for cheering for me as i was running! especially rebecca and jennifer! (: my throat hurts, yours too right? shout too much. LOL! okayy, i'm off, mummy's nagging! great run, great fun, great experience! xoxo, MARTHA!
Saturday, April 08, 2006 9:48 pm
tmrrrrrr listen, ♥ hello. oh my, its just hours away! i'm scared! i'm ready to take on this challenge! TRACKERS great job done! (: you people did GREAT! though nt everyone gt into the finals, you people were great! TEAM SPIRIT! (: TEAM TANGLIN TRACK AND FIELD. tmr's my event. ): scared scared scared! event at 5:15pm. must be at bukit gombak stadium by 3pm. laogong told me luhs. i'll be there abt 2+ he's soooo sweet! (x have an early night baby. (: sorry best friend! cannot go stadium with you. nxt week ok? (: you didnt tell you earlier. i'm planning to take a bus. if nt i'll be wasting money. freaking out luhs! ): showed dearr videos just now. LOL xoxo, MARTHA!
Friday, April 07, 2006 8:46 pm
the day listen, ♥ hello. (: i'm waiting for cien dearr to come online. so boreddd and sleepy. dunno why everyone's nt in a good mood. ): sch's so boring! i didnt learn the right chapter for social studies! i learnt the one that was tested before. stupid! best friend told me it was the right one. wth, thanks arhs! scared i fail the test luhs. ): no trng aft sch today. he went to get his sim card. so i went to eat with my love. laogong, yaosheng, jacky, cien and fareen. (: thn went to the dentist with cien dearr. she change her braces colour. we were so bored we went to lot 1. took neoprints. (x went to the library till like 5:55pm luhs. thn went to bread talk to buy bread. lolol, thn we went home. tmr i meeting her. tmr going to cheer track team! jacky running 100m. (: JIAYOU! JIAYOU! mine is on sunday. 800m. damn scared luhs! must give it a try! cien dearr, i'll always be there! cheer up yo! xoxo, MARTHA!
Thursday, April 06, 2006 9:39 pm
sports day listen, ♥ today's sports day. (: i gt 3 silver medals. relay was cancelled. ): thanks for lunch laogong. thanks for that. at last, he finally talked to me. idiot boy. cheer up cien dearr, i'll always be there. (: it hurts to see you sadd. i wanna see you smile! national juniors on sunday! taking 800m. (: omg, i'm damn scared! went for dinner aft sports day. fun fun fun xoxo, MARTHA!
Wednesday, April 05, 2006 9:40 pm
bleahs listen, ♥ hello. whey! how can you leave without me! ): you made me so left out and sad! ): you walked away without saying bye! sad sad sad. ): cien made my day. (: he spoilt my day luhs! ): i just wanted you to be by my side for awhile, but you just left in a flash! you carnt even cheer me up. ): i want laogong! but you're no longer mine. but i still love you. (: i always wonder why i live to regret. i always regret the decision i've made. i hate myself. met cien aft the meeting. thn he left. ): doesnt it show hw much he cares for me? since your friends are more important thn me, thn my friends are more important thn you too! xoxo, MARTHA!
Tuesday, April 04, 2006 5:41 pm
demands? listen, ♥ hello. i'm bored and happy at the same time. (x i nvr expected you to be so brave this time. i nvr actually expect to love you. i thought i'll nvr be able to forgive you. i open my heart and let you in, you are my love, my sweetest sin. thanks for your words that really touched me and made me smile. thank you for being so understanding, i appreciate it. thank you for the things you've done for me, be it the smallest. thanks for going down to support me. (: thanks for always going the extra mile. (: thanks for everything said and done. theres nothing more thn thank you i can say. a moment of silence isnt a moment of regret. (: your sincerity has touched me. all i want was you, you mean so much to me. i wanna be the only hand you need to hold onto. xoxo, MARTHA!
Monday, April 03, 2006 9:57 pm
love listen, ♥ hello. (: things has been going on fine. no worries. (: we went to sch together on friday and today. (: thanks for being there whn i was running my 200m race. (: thanks for giving me nth but your support! ❤ iloveyou. i just want you to knw, hw much you mean to me. xoxo, MARTHA!
Saturday, April 01, 2006 11:54 am
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