You may fall sometimes, but you're never fallen.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009 10:21 pm
clown


listen, ♥
Image
cause nothing beats having you there.


I HATE CLOWN TO THE MAXIMUM CORE!


I HATE CLOWNS!
I HATE CLOWNS!
I HATE CLOWNS!



I LOVE MY CLIQUE!
I LOVE MY FRIENDS!

xoxo.
always there when you call.


MARTHA! :D


6:49 am
tiredddddd


listen, ♥
Image
the world just keeps dying.


HELLO! :D
its tooo early to blog
and i'm hell tired.
brief update and i'm off to sch.
zzz,
whr's my life?


ytd was a long and taxing day.
school as usual
but monday blues was in to stay. ):
hopefully things get better today! (:


went to westmall with Louis and Syazwan
and thn bck to sch for trng.
trng was tiring and nt the least bit fun.
i was dying of exhaustion
and we're training for the saucony run now.


my reluctance always turn the wrong way.
its like, i carnt even decide. ):
oh well.


walked home with Rachel. (:
bathed, had my dinner and started on my hmwrk.
ugh, to hell with bio please!
done with bio but i dun think the essay is good.
i practically copied the whole thing cause i was lazy
and i wanted to finish it quickly.


i spent some time reading the notes
only to ignore everything
and write what is at the glossary.
ROFL! (x
how retarded.


i hope dun get into shitzxzxzx doing that.
at least i did my hmwrk right?
zzz.


Voda,
i've received your letter! :D
thank you.
i'll send it out ltr,
or rather my Daddy will help me. :X


i miss you Voda,
for you a thousand times over! :D
i promise okay? (:
ILOVEYOU! :D


I AM NOT AFRAID TO KEEP ON LIVING,
I AM NOT AFRAID TO WALK THIS WORLD ALONE.

because I always have YOU! :D


i went to sleep early
in order to wake up today.
zzz, i wanna die alrdy.


thanks for waking me up :D
xoxo.


i'm nt done with lit actually.
i just copied the whole poem
and will go to sch and find the inspiration to do it.
i dun even knw hw to critic a poem.
zzz, and why would i wanna do that?
dun everyone have their own style of writing?


KERTANG!


okayyyyy,
theres nth else to say.
GOODBYE! :D
thank you for reading.


hearts are cold.


MARTHA! :D


sorry the post is dull,
i'm nt in the mood
and i dun have time
to colour it. :X


Sunday, March 29, 2009 8:42 pm
tired


listen, ♥
Image
i'll make every second count.


its barely 10pm
and i feel my eyes attempting to shut.
zzz.
i so wanna smack the clock.


HELLO! (:
i went to sentosa with Dear and Whinner
and i enjoyed myself. (:


i woke up early to prepare
and my parents helped me
to make the sandwhiches and stuff for our picnic.
THANK YOU MUM&DAD! :D


i used lappy for awhile
while my parents went bck to sleep.
ROFL! :X
i totally missed the time
and left home late.
zzz.


i met them at jurong east
and they were late too.
so i wasnt the only one. :D


i boarded the train they were in
and we trained down to harbourfront.
went to giant to get some tidbits
and left for sentosa alrdy! :D


the sun was shining so brightly
and i was super happy! :D
i thought i could sun tann
but but but,
the clowny sun came and disappeared.
zzz.


we picnic/played/bitched/joked and blahh blahh blahh. (:
it was FUN FUN FUN
and totally good. :D
we didnt take as much pictuures though
cause i'm nt using the canon camera. ):


pictures taken by the panasonic camera
didnt prove to be as nice or stunning
as the canon one. ):
but we had to make do with it.


we slacked for abit
before leaving arnd 145pm?
we reached there at 11am. (:
it was a few hrs of funnn.


we went to shower and left for vivo.
Dear wanted kfc
and so we went ovr.
they ate and we were all tired.
thought of walking at vivo
but we decided to head home instead.
we were all TIRED!


we trained home together
crapping/bitching and being our usual self.
whn we reached dover,
we saw MrSia.
ROFL!
he walked to the other door upon seeing us
and we laughed like mad! :X


just remembering hw much fun we had in secondary sch
and hw much we bullied loser teachers.
it was so much funnnnn. (:


i alighted at jurong east
while they continued their journey.
it was raining heavily.
zzz.
the gd thing was,
it rained aft we left sentosa. :D


came home to finish the last bit of my hmwrk
and thn left for AhGong's hse. (:
dinner/slacked and thn home again.


i miss you coming ovr. ):
i miss fighting with you ovr sauces. ):
i miss the times we spent together. ):
i miss the joy you brought into my life. ):
i miss the fun we use to share. ):
most of all,
I MISS YOU! ):


and its really true
that you wun appreciate someone
until they leave. ):


all i need is your support. ):


i seriously think i pulled my left thigh muscles.
zzz,
its like hurting. ):


and shitzxzxzx,
Balqis reminded me that i have bio essay to do.
zomg,
its like i dun even understand what is taught
and and and,
i have to do an essay on it.
GOOD LUCK MARTY!


thanks for texting me Voda. :D
iloveyou! :D
oh oh oh,
i wanna see the shooting stars tooooooo. ):


:D promise to buy my a big house
and cook for me.
YAY! :D
xoxo.


GOODBYE! :D
thank you for reading. (:


will you be my pillar of support all the way through?


all my life i've waited.


MARTHA! :D


Saturday, March 28, 2009 10:46 pm
yay


listen, ♥
Image
dunno hw much time has past.


HELLO!
i'm done with my research!
:D :D :D
-bounce bounce bounce-
i'm super duper uper ultra happy! (:


i woke up early this morning, 1030am.
i slept early cause my knee was hurting. (x


woke up and started working on my homework.
i'm such a good kid. :D
like once in 45689yrs. (x


Whinner texted me and i left home to meet him.
zzz.
he alighted 2 bus stops away frm whr we were suppose to meet
and i had to walk ovr to meet him.
zzz.


met him and thn went to get stuff for picnic.
we spent $25.60 at ntuc.
zzz.
i think we bought too much things
but he thought like wise.
we havent bought drinks annd chips yet.
zomg.


left for home,
put the things down
and thn left for west mall.
we went to have lunch.
walked arnd and i saw Alyssa. :D


went into burger king to say HELLO
and thn left. (:


we walked arnd looking for a place to eat
but couldnt find seats.
zzzzzzzz.
i saw Deedee
but she didnt see me.
THANK GOODNESS! :P


we thn decided to just settle for subway
since there wasnt much people. (:
so we ate and sat there for quite sometime.
Whinner took out his lappy
and we started browsing through pictures. (:


i'll bring mine the nxt time okay. (:
at least my thumbdrive
thn we can browse through more pictures. :P


i walked him to the bus stop
and waited for the bus with him
before leaving for home
whr i had to rush through everything
so that i can reach clementi in time
to meet Sweethearts. (:


met them and thn we left for church.
aft church,
i left Sweethearts
cause Aunty was sending me home.


continued with my hmwrk
until like 820pm?
and thn went to macs for a drink
with Aunty and Nanny. :D


came home at like 935pm?
and i realise i left home
during the earth hour thing. :X
ROFL! (x


i'm nice
cause i'm trying to save the earth. :P


VODA! :D
i read your blogg,
you look stunning! :D
ILOVEYOU! :D :D :D
12 days, excited?!
-bounce bounce bounce-


i'm finally done with my hmwrk
and i'm bloody happy. :D
i'm so proud of myself
for doing my hmwrk.
but i still have to pen it down.
zzzzz.


I FINALLY SAW SILLY! (:
ilove&missyou! :X


okay,
have to sleep in an hr or so
cause i need to wake up early
in order to meet Dear and Whinner in time. (x


YAY! :D
sentosa, here i come. (x
like finally. :P
PLEASE DUN RAIN TMR!


need to pack bag before i sleep.
zzzzz.
okayy,
gotta pen my work alrdy! :D


GOODBYE! :D
i'm happy today. (:


TAKE CARE WHILE YOU'RE IN MALAYSIA SHUEE!
i'm waiting for you to return! (:
ILOVEYOU! :D


in all that we do.


MARTHA! :D


Friday, March 27, 2009 8:14 pm
overcome


listen, ♥
Image
i'm only left with use to be.


dun ask me why i'm nt in the best of moods.
idk either, so dun bother.
THANK YOU!


thank you for trying to cheer me up Balqis. (:
ILOVEYOU! :D


i dunno whats wrong with me.
the songs i'm listening to
seems to be numbing me.
why? idk either. ):
i'm just feeling ultra lousy. ): ): ):


CHEER UP SYAZWAN! (:
please please please!
you still have me. (:
ROFL! (x


and stop saying thank you
cause what are friends for?! (:


whn i needed someone,
you guys were there for me
so whn in return you guys need someone,
i'll always be there.
I PROMISE! :D


in this case,
the promise is nt meant to be broken.
HAHA!
i knw i told you likewise Louis. :X


i suddenly feel so lost and insecure. ):
i feel as though my whole world is crashing.
my support/hope/trust/agony are all combined together.
idk hw to feel,
idk hw to react.


i told someone ;
you'll get your answer somehow.
its nvr easy to forget someone you love.
he might be feeling the same way
but is unable to express it.


but i cannot practice what i preach. ):
actions DO speak louder thn words.


i'm disheartened/irritated/pissed. ):


THANK YOU BALQIS! :D


MARTHAAAAAA KATHLEEN CLARE SOH RUILING! xD
Don't be sad kay my dearr? (:
U know, no matter what,
we'll still be here for you! (Fazi, Louis, Syazwan and I)
I love you!
Don't be sadddd.
If you sad, I'll also be sad.
And you'll make my eyes even more puffier.


the others are private.
ROFL! (x


i'm tired of facing setbcks aft setbcks. ):
i'm sick of trying to prove my worth. ):
i'm irritated cause i'm nt appreciated. ):


i can use some direction.


MARTHA! :D


6:47 pm
sing


listen, ♥
Your pictures are in frames, memories on my wall,
To have you here again, I would give them all.
A picture cannot capture, the beauty of your skin,
Or the radiating glow I'd feel, whenever you would grin.
They cannot talk or sing to me, the way you used to do,
I'll never love another, the way that I love you.


So I look at you my soul mate, a picture in a frame,
I cry my tears of sorrow, cause I feel God's to blame.
He came and took the one, who made my life complete,
And all that's left are pictures, and an empty seat.
I also have a feeling down, deep within my heart,
It's the pain of loneliness, since we've been apart.


I try not to let the grief, just overcome my day,
I'll blow a kiss to heaven and send it when I pray.
I'll ask God to free me now, from a world so blue,
To take me up to Paradise, so I can fly with you.
I'm waiting for the day you come, calling out my name,
Until then I'll be staring at, your picture in a frame.


- Rachel Barnett


3:19 pm
trust


listen, ♥
Image
someday love will lead you bck to me.


HELLO!
i dun have trng today
and i'm HAPPY,
like super duper uper ultra happy. :D


yes yes,
updates coming in. (:
theres some stupid problem with blogger
cause it doesnt allow me to view what i want to.
DAMN IT!


yesterday was an oh-so-stupid day.
school went on as usual
and i enjoyed my day with the clique. (:
i feel damn sadd
cause i hardly get to meet my OG clique in the morning
like we always do
as we're all tied to different things.
am i being selfish?


the day went by as usual.
school ended.
i waited with Balqis and Louis for the bus
before leaving.
Syazwan and i walked home
cause he was planning to walk to west mall.
HAHA!
i left whn i reached my blk
and he continued on his own. :X


i washed up, had my dinner
and left the hse.
went to meet G,
studied and thn met Shuee.
with Mum and Aunty.


went home to do my hmwrk
aft catching up a lil.
I'LL MISS YOU GIRL!
let's keep rocking okay. :D
xoxo.
CHEER UP! (: (: (:


i studied until abt 12am
before heading to sleep.
woke up at 545am to study again.
zzz, i was super tired.
everything i studied didnt really come out. ):
fark economics!


i nvr thought i could live without you.
you always seem to linger around, like always.


school was good and fun
thanks to my clique. :D
YAY! :D
we're all gonna stay like that for 3yrs! :D


had lunch with Syazwan, Balqis and Bunny
and thn came home.
Balqis wasnt feeling well.
GET WELL SOON! (:
Louis went off aft sch
cause he had some bbq thing.
HAVE FUN! :D


i wanna say so much
but this isnt the best place.
):


i'm feeling terribly saddddd,
idk why.
): ): ): ): ):


Voda,
I MISS YOU!
i have so much to share with you
whn you return.


i wanted to train with Daddd
but i'm toooo tired to do so
and my freaking ez-link card
doesnt have money.
zzz.
so i carnt travel till tmr! ):


if i could turn bck time,
i'll make everything right.


someone told me ;
since life isnt a bed of roses,
isnt it better to move on
thn be caught in the past.


but i'm wondering,
hw am i suspose to move on without you
since i've made you my everything.


and O told me why he wanted to enter jc ;
cause i've seen hw determine you are to achieve
despite failures aft failures
and it became my inspiration, motivation and driving force.


i nvr knew i could influence others so much. :D
i'm so proud of myself.
ROFL! :X
but you're such a moron,
you worked your way through
whn i did nth.
zzz.


i HATE doing poems for literature
and Louis was ever so nice to help me. :D
THANK YOU LOUIS! :D


in the glow of light
everything shall come to light
for justice takes flight.


okay,
Louis is gonna go (-.-) again
whn he sees this! :X


i might be going for Saucany Singapore Passion run
on 24thMay2009.
because i might have to represent MI.


okie dokie,
shall end here.
i'm boreddddd!
i came home tooooo early alrdy! ):


zzz.
i wanna break my legs
thanks to my knee.


i need to save money
and thn GO OUT!


come faster ALLOWANCE!


Jeslyn look super adorable in specs! :X


you caught me in a lie.


MARTHA! :D


Wednesday, March 25, 2009 8:24 pm
race


listen, ♥
Image
i've been trying to let you go.


my eye itches like mad
and its all red and swollen. ):
i feel so uncomfortable
and irritated nw.
zzz.


i didnt blog ytd as i was busy.
things went by as usual.
a normal, typical tuesday.


it was all good in sch.
we talked/crapped and were super funny.
Balqis, Louis and Syazwan bullied me. ):


but oh well,
it was super funny and ultra dumb. :X
sch went on as usual and blahhhhh.
zzzzz.


i slept pretty late ytd, 11+pm.
Whinner called me at like 3+,
almost 4am and told me he couldnt sleep.
zzz.


i wanted to slap his face yet again
cause i had a race this morning
and i had to wake up ultra early.


i woke up super duper uper ultra early this morning.
the time i'll wake up in secondary sch, 545am
and the time i leave as well, 615am.
KERTANG!


i woke up at 545am
and rushed through everything
before leaving the hse to meet Rachel.
i was on time, like finally! :D


Rachel was late.
HAHA!
Faisal was super funny
and Grace boarded the cab at commonwealth.
the taxi fare cost $36.40
like oh my gwad!


Faisal paid $30 while i paid $10.
zzz.
there goes my money
and i'm totally broke.
that'll be the money to pay for the jersey.
zomg,
idk why we must pay for out sch jerseys.
it was free in tanglin.


changed into my shoes
and thn started walking arnd
before doing warm up.


warm up was good i guess.
HAHA! :D
my knee wasnt hurting thn
and i thought it'll be fine
cause i just happened to realise
that i forgot my knee guard.
zzz, i left it in the car.


stretching and thn we went upstairs.
talked abit with the team
and thn shared our thought/feelings/reflections.


it was time to relax
before our race began.
Faisal lent us deep heat
and we rubbed it before the race.
it was all good until it wore off.
ROFL!


the race started
and everything was soooo cramped. ):
i was super pissed
and i started with Rachel and HuiShi.


they started way too fast
and i couldnt catch up,
i just did everything at my own pace. (:
my knee started to hurt though. ):
yes, at the begining.


i thought of giving up half way
because my knee was hurting way too much
but i went against the idea
and continued battling myself.
it was mind ovr body i guess.


i was telling myself to continue
and nt give up
cause i wanted to prove my worth.
i may nt be the best,
but at least i tried. (:
that was all that mattered.


Rachel sped off
and she said we're gonna run together.
ROFL!
but she's really good. (:
GOOD JOB RACHEL! :D


i was pacing HuiShi all the way
thanks to my freaking knee.
we ran 4.1km by the way
and i ovr took many people. (:
i didnt allow them to ovr take me though. :P
-bounce bounce bounce-


HuiShi gave up towards the end. ):
i told her to keep going
and nt give up
and she completed the race. (: (: (:


towards the last 1km,
i ran ahead of her.
i thought it was the end and went faster.
zomg, the last 400m was a killer.
just whn i thought everything was over,
i had 400m to go.


I SAW YUQI! (:
hello.
thank you for shouting my name so loudly.
HAHAHA! :X


oh oh oh,
the SJI boys were super funny.
there was this lil boy that was holding out water
for those who wanted it.
HAHA!
they call it water point, idk why.
HAHA!
but yeahh,
he held the water out
and asked everyone who passed him
if they wanted water.
HILARIOUS!


like who will really entertain him during a race?
ROFL! :X


so many SJI boys were arnd.
they kept going ;
"GO MILLENNIA!"
ROFL! :X
damn random
but THANK YOU! :D


towards the end,
they went ;
"almost there"
-big grins-


thats why i thought its gonna end
and started striding.
zzz.
it was 400m more,
zzzzz.
i sprint the last 100m.
zzzzzzz.
it was super terrible.


my knee was abt to BREAK.
whn i ended the race,
Jeslyn came to find me. :D
we waited for HuiShi
and my knee was hurting so badly. ):
i wanna die alrdy.


aft the race,
we rested for a super long time
and thn left for cool down.
cool down was madness.
but we didnt die off anyway.
HAHA.
but everyone was so tired,
we didnt wanna do it.


it might be my first cross country race,
but i really enjoyed myself.
it was the experience
and nt the position or timing that mattered.
i so love my achievement! :D
despite my knee hurting.


the nxt thing we did was plan whr to have lunch.
it took them FOREVER to decide on bedok interchange.
like oh my gwad.
Jeslyn, Rachel, HuiShi and i waited like idiots
for the others to get changed and come out.


we left for bedok interchange
and took FOREVER again
to decide on what to eat.
decided on macs
but i was so nt happy going ovr. ):
didnt have a choice
so it was like whatever.


waited for MrsHooi
and thn she ate and talked to us.
she left with us aft that.
Yuansheng, Rachel, Jeslyn and i made our way bck home
by train.
it was so dreadful
and my leg was breaking.
cause we didnt have a place to sit
until like cityhall?
zzz.


we trained to jurong east
before changing to the red line.


gt home, bathed, Rachel's hse
and thn home before heading to sch.
i'm so nice to go ovr to sch
just to meet my friends who miss me ever so much. :D


hahaha.
THANK YOU FOR CALLING! :D
much appreciated.
i may have completed the race
but at least i knw you guy care. :D
moreover, it made my day
ever so happy. (:
xoxo.


THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING! :D


idk my position nor timing yet
cause they havent published it.
i checked the website
but its still stuck with last yr.
ROFL!


all's good i guess.
i enjoyed the race, i think.
there's sch tmr.
zzzzz.
i dread school.


THANK YOU FOR THE TEXTES! :D
yes yes yes,
the same few people.
HAHA!
Voda, Rachel, Jeslyn,
Syazwan, Louis, Balqis and Fazila.
MUCH APPRECIATED! :D


i'm highly BROKE. ):
i wanna die alrdy.


okay, my knee is screaming
and i'm dying of exhaustion.
i think i'm having a fever
and i guess i have a sunburn.
HAHA! :X
that'll be funny.


alrighties,
gotta go rest
before i really die.


:D said he'll be my entertainment.
ROFL! :X
zzzz.
GOODBYE!


thanks for acting like you cared.


MARTHA! :D


7:11 pm
girl


listen, ♥
when a GIRL is quiet ;
millions of things are running in her mind.


when a GIRL is not arguing ;

she is thinking deeply.


when a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions ;

she is wondering how long you will be around.


when a GIRL answers 'I'm fine' after a few seconds ;

she is not at all fine.


when a GIRL stares at you ;
she is wondering why you are lying.


when a GIRL lays on your chest ;

she is wishing for you to be hers forever.


when a GIRL wants to see you everyday ;

she wants to be pampered.


when a GIRL says 'Iiloveyou' ;

she means it.


when a GIRL says 'imissyou ' ;

no one in this world can miss you more than that.


Life only comes around once

make sure u spend it with the right person.


Find a guy ;
who calls you beautiful instead of hot.


who calls you back when you hang up on him.



who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.



wait for the guy who ;
kisses your forehead.


who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.



who holds your hand in front of his friends.



who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you

and how lucky he is to have you.


who turns to his friends and says,

'That's her!!'


xoxo,
MARTHA! :D


Monday, March 23, 2009 10:00 pm
):


listen, ♥
Image
thats what i go to sch for.


i was blog hopping
and i just come to realise that,
its over between them. ):


i'm farking SADDDDD
and i'll miss her to bitzxzxzx. ):
she's like the best and loveliest person
i've ever seen.
bubbly and ever ready to extend a helping hand.


i'm sorry to say
but you're a complete MORON.
even if you're my Brother.


oh well,
what more can i say
other thn ;
let's move on together. (:
i'll miss you
and iloveyou! :D


alrighties,
i'm comtemplating if i shld do GP or nt.
HAHAAH! :X


THANK YOU FOR THE TEXT :D
THANK YOU FOR THE TEXT SYAZWAN! (:


i'm cheering up a lil.
i'll be okay tmr okay? (:


GOODNIGHT!


take all the memories away.


MARTHA! :D


for all the times you stood by me
for all the truth you made me see
for all the joy you brought into my life
for all the wrong that you made right
for every dream you made come true
for all the love i found in you
- Diane Warren


8:25 pm
short


listen, ♥
Image
if it'll brighten your day.


i'm in the worse mood ever
and i swear i can kill anyone who irritates me now.
I SWEAR!


its nt very easy to forget what people do to you aft all.
i was insulted in my face
right aft history lesson.
like wtf, whats your problem please!
-points middle finger-


i was super happy in the morning
until you farking came and spoilt my mood.
-points middle finger-


so much for being happy in the morning
despite the lack of sleep.
you just had to comment on my height.
fark that manzxzxzx.
like you're any taller.


THANK YOU FOR SPOILING MY MOOD ...


its farking monday
and you just have to do that.
i'm having monday blues
and you just have to ruin my day.
you just screwed my whole week
and its the first week of bloody term 2!
fark that bitch!


woke up early for sch
and was suppose to meet Syazwan in the morning
but as usual,
I WAS LATE. :X
but i didnt meet him anyway,
i went to meet Louis in the canteen.
saw Bunny and Balqis.


friends greeted with a smile on their faces in the morning.
i was super happy to see my friends, yet again. (:
saw Alyssa on the way to sch
and walked with her before we parted.
I MISS YOU ALYSSA!


everything's screwed thanks to you.
you farking spoilt my oh-so-wonderful day.


i was uper happy i didnt have to do pe.
MrRam said i only needed to do warm up
and thn stretch before i'm done.
i was done before any of them
and the rest were whinning that they had to do more.
its like WHATEVER luhs!


i was bored stiff
and i decided to entertain both Balqis and Jeslyn
cause we all dun have pe.
HAHA! :X


i was super hyper,
cheering for Bunny and Louis
they probably think i'm retarded.
ROFL!
i swear i was hell bored
and could die.


pe lessons are gonna be BORING frm today.
haha, cause they're focusing on napfa.
BLEAHS!


THANK YOU FOR THE DRINK LOUIS! :D


Jake didnt come, yet again.
wasted our time climbing up the stairs,
considering hw lazy i am!
the guys rushed out their hmwrks
while i was being entertained by classmates.
i was insulted right aft history,
whn i wanted to go to the cafe.
THANKS UH!


farking spoilt my mood
and i didnt eat anything.
fark that.
even the blueberry blend tasted horrible.
-points middle finger-


Balqis, Syazwan and Louis tried cheering me up
but i wasnt in the mood alrdy.
i was super pissed off
and i can really whack anyone who gets on my nerves.
thank goodness no one irritated me
so all was save.


i'm sorry i wasnt in a very good mood. ):
i'll be okay in awhile.
maybe aft a good night sleep,
if i can sleep tonight that is.


we went for our break together
while Bunny went with her friends
cause she needed to complete her math hmwrk.


i couldnt convince myself to cheer up
cause things werent making sense at all.
i was soon dozing off due to the lack of sleep.
the good thing was school ended at 405pm
and i didnt have trng! (:
headed to the bookshop to get econs notes.
it bloody cost 4bucks!


and fark,
i'm broke for the whole freaking month.
just one more week
and i'll get my allowance.
YAY! :D


walked to the bus stop with Balqis and Louis
cause Syazwan had rugby trng.
waited for the bus with them
and thn i left aft they boarded the bus.
i'm such a kind soul. :X


ugh, i only had one meal today
and i'm more thn pissed.
its gonna have to last me till tmr
and it better do
before i start cursing and swearing.


i need to sleep early.
I NEED TO GROW TALLER!
least i get insulted again.


THANKS FOR TRYING TO CHEER ME UP! :D
Balqis, Syazwan and Louis. (:
i'll be okay, at least soon. (:


i wish you're still here
to hear me whine and whine and whine. ):
and to cheer me up.


Whinner told me to slap her face.
ROFL! :X
i felt like smacking him for a moment.


i'm very pissed
but i still love my clique! :D


thanks for the text Syazwan.
i'll be okay in a while. (:


its like never before.


MARTHA! :D


ps ; i'm short, what are you?
THANKS FOR SHARING YOUR OPINION MANZXZXZX.




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