Spell L-O-S-E-R.

Spending time with Voda yesterday made me smile from the bottom of my heart! :D Thank you for coming all the way from Pasir Ris to Bukit Batok just to accompany me. (: Thank you for the Double Chocolate from Coffee Bean, it was delicious, especially when you are around. Thank you for walking with me from Westmall to IMM. I love you! :* Seeing you smile made my day ever so bright. I love seeing you smile so brightly. (:

I feel accomplished today and I told Voda why, it made my day so much. Hehe, I'm such a crack pot at times I don't know what to say at all.

Mr Lee is so mean. /: He gave me 16/24 for my presentation. /: Stupid, lol. Anyway, it was crap. So whatever!

Okay, I'm tired and I've got to work on a lot of stuff. Zzz. /: So sickening.

LOUIS! Smile okay? I know some things are not easy, but still, life goes on. Smile and be yourself, the way you told me to move on with my life. (: I love you Dear, just smile and be happy. The world won't stop for us to sulk. :D

You know what? I love you the day before when I met you, I love you yesterday and I love you even more today cause it's your day. :D However, I'll love you tomorrow, the day after and for the days, weeks, months and years to come. Can you sense how much I love you? :P You should love me more then. (:

We've known each other for more than 6 years and I'm glad we're still as close as before. Although we were in conflict when we were way younger because we were childish and stuff, but I'm glad I still found a friend in you, a good friend in fact. (: Are you touched yet? :P You should be!

I know we hardly have time for each other because of my busy schedule and I'm sorry that you constantly have to accommodate me because I have no time for you and all the other things. But you know some things cannot be changed so easily, just like how you cannot me replaced in my heart.

You know very well how important our friendship is and how much storm and rain we've braved through just to be this close. We may not be able to stick to each other and we never did, haha. :P But know that I'll always be there for you no matter what happens. (: You should love me even more, for writing this touching post despite my tight schedule. :P

Finally, thank you for walking with me through thick and thin and standing by me in all that I do. Thank you for all the encouragements and the support you've given me over the years. I'm so glad I've found a friend in you and trust me when I say, I treasure this friendship ALOT.

I hope you've had a blast. Happy Birthday! :D (once again)

I have the urge to remove your name from my presentation because you did not make any contributions. Yet, I don't wanna be labelled a BITCH although I am one. So what am I suppose to do? I'm suppose to do all the work and let you claim credit at the end because you're so good at talking nonsense? This seriously does not make sense!

I want to smile and pretend that nothing has happened, but I cannot help but roll my eyes whenever you open your mouth cause there is no truth in it. Furthermore, I've lost trust and faith in you. You appeared to be so enthusiastic in the beginning but all of those were lies. You were never interested and never wanted to play your part. Everything you've said was worse then bullshit! So shut up and stop pretending that you're that nice cause it irritates me so bloody much to know that such a person actually exist. You disgust me through and through! Like seriously!

Loser is described as such. (image)

I'm sorry Nanny. /: I didn't mean to get you into so much crap. ): I know I've failed you. ): I'm very sorry! ):

YAY! :D I'm done with Economics and Literature Project. (not really, but yeah. :D) I did all that I could for Economics Project but I need Dearie and Love to help with the parts where I'm confused and not sure how to do. I've done my part for the Literature Project and I'm happy. I should be able to finish Cellular Functions before I go out and YESSAH! I can relax for a bit with BFF and talk talk talk. :D

I don't really want to go to school tomorrow but whatever. /: I won't be attending much lessons anyway. Cause I have Doctors' appointment and Physio. /: Long and pathetic week.

Whatever, I look forward to Saturday. :D I can watch my drama and catch up with Victor. (: Wheeee! :D

Haha, Bye! Gotta go do my work. /: Sigh, BYEEEE!

If you need me have no fear.

I've been slogging for the whole week that it doesn't seem like the weekends at all. /: Monday is a holiday, PRAISE THE LORD! An extra day to rest and work on the projects that are due next week and to prepare myself for all the upcoming birthdays, busy week.

From next week, tuition will be for 3 hours. Somehow, I seem to enjoy tuition better then school. My mind's being blown away.

I'm currently working on Econs Project cause I'm shit scared and the due date is on Wednesday. I have to start working on Lit Project as soon as I finish my research. I'm so tired and burnt out. I havent completed Cellular Functions which should be completed yesterday. /: Incompetant. ):

I sent Snoopy for grooming yesterday in a rush, I forgot to bring my books and stuff. /: Wasted 3 hours sending him over and waiting for him to be groomed before coming home. 3 hours is precious when you wanna get things done. /: Anyway, no more grooming at Turf Club, the people are so ... *point middle finger*

There was a rude owner which I hope would die soon. Like super rude until you cannot take it and wanna slap their face. -.-

Should bring my family to the doggy cafe there some day, SO COOL! :D It's so lovely seeing dogs run around freely, I love the feeling and seeing them get along although there was some barking is so cool, to the point that I didn't wanna leave. :P

Anyway, I need to use Monday to the fullest. To complete what I need to for the projects AT LEAST! So that I'll have a slightly better week. (okay, I'm dreaming. I know. -.-) I hope I can complete Cellular Functions as well though.

Tuition in 30minutes. -.- Back to back tuition can actually kill, I don't like teaching cause I'm not very confident of myself. /: But anyhow, as long as he produces results and I get extra money, it's fine. (: Juggling work and school is so tiring and it sucks. /: Okay, STOP WHINING!

Okay, I just wanted to blog that I had a bad week and since I've already done so without much details, I feel a little relieved and happy. (: (okay, actually NO. -.- I'm lying to myself, yet again.)

I look forward to a day where I can really enjoy school and studying like I use to.

PI was dued on Friday and I think mine is so disgusting but I hope I'll do fine. (crossing fingers and toes) EOM would come my way soon. /: I hate EOM. ): I HATE PROJECT WORK! It's not the least bit fun and so extremely taxing that it pisses me off. -.-

I need to learn how to not whine so much. /: I feel so irritated with myself. -.-

As usual, I watched my Taiwan drama yesterday and I felt so sad cause it seems to be the most heart breaking point of the show. Next week is gonna be SOOOO exciting, I cannot wait! :D But with each weekend coming faster, it just draws the exams closer and closer. /: Yes, I'm indecisive and hard to please. Deal with it. -.-

OKAY, POSITIVE THINKING! *breathing in and out*

Louis, thanks for the cookie. :D

BFF, sorry I couldn't meet you on Friday. I hope you had fun clubbing. You know I hate such places and the company wouldn't be that great. I still love you okay? And I promise to celebrate your birthday with you. (:

Voda, I miss you so much! I haven't seen you in more then a month. /: I love you and thank you for the text messages that you send. Cause it makes my day better and brighter. I love you! :D I need to meet you cause I have so much to tell you. (actually to whine. :P but I know you wouldn't mind. :D) For you a thousand times over! :D

Aiai, I know you're encountering some problems now but have no fear! I'll always be there to catch you when you fall and lend you a listening ear like I use to. I'm sorry that I no longer have the ability to protect you like before but always remember, you can always turn to me if you need someone. I love you! (: I LOVE YOU UNDYINGLY, EVEN IF THE SUN DOESN'T SHINE! :D

BestFriend, I miss you with every beat of my heart. Come home soon.

Just call out my name, I'll come running.

MARTHA!