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Saturday, October 30, 2010 10:55 pm
crazy listen, ♥Oh my gwad, I feel like some crazy mugger studying in the train and talking to myself while trying to memorise my script. /:
1:31 pm
chukachukachukachu listen, ♥  Ransom letter. Project Work, Biology, Chinese. Chinese As' and Monday and I'm no where near perfection. I'm praying for the best, yet hoping for the worse. /: All the best to the rest then. :D Jangjang. MARTHA!
Thursday, October 28, 2010 12:20 am
silence listen, ♥  THAT'S THE PRICE I WILL PAY, TO SAY THESE WORDS TO YOU.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010 9:09 pm
tired listen, ♥  For you I'll bleed myself dry. Need to study for Biology and not concentrate only on Project Work. Is that even possible or realistic for me to think of at this point in time? I really wonder. Sometimes, I really feel like giving up. But B, you know that you're my living light and my motivation to do better. For you, I'll keep trying. I'll keep pushing myself till I get things right. I'm tired, very very very tired. I know you are too. And we need strength and motivation to carry on. Need to carry on with my work, sigh. I've got no life. B, please feel better. Good things in life are hard to find. MARTHA!
4:26 pm
inked listen, ♥ 
Monday, October 25, 2010 10:52 pm
fuckyeah listen, ♥ 
10:40 pm
depressed listen, ♥  This could be the one last thing to make you understand. I'm feeling so depressed now. /:
Life's so screwed. ): I wish I have more to look forward to instead of Chinese, Biology and Project Work. I'm tired, really really am. ): Sorry if I've been cranky lately. /: With you in my life. MARTHA!
Friday, October 22, 2010 10:56 pm
picture listen, ♥ 
Wednesday, October 20, 2010 11:31 pm
fuck listen, ♥Am I right to say that nothing is going right? I'm really beginning to lose hope. Project Work is killing me softly and I'm hitting rock bottom. My relationship's gonna hit rock bottom soon and I cannot help but feel wretched. After working so hard, is this what I fucking deserve?! I'm tired, really am. I'm sick of all these bullshit and what not. I would really appreciate if all of you can spare me the agony. I wish I was dead.
8:31 pm
sigh listen, ♥Sometimes, I wish you could take away my pain. But no, it becomes so unbearable that I find myself crumbling half the time.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010 12:46 pm
voda listen, ♥  Oh when the saints go marching in. Voda, it hurts to know that you're not happy at all. ): The worse part is that I didn't know it until today and that I cannot be there for you when you are most in need of me. I'm sorry for not standing by you in times of need and I'm sorry for never being able to successfully meet you without disruption. I know I haven't been there for you like I always have, but know that I'll always be there to catch you when you fall because you're that special. I know how much of hell school can be - for you and for me. But I'm very sure, we'll pull through and we'll do each other proud! Voda, I'm sorry that you're feeling all alone on this journey. I never knew the education system in Singapore would make you so depressed and uncertain about yourself and the future, but one thing's for sure - we still have each other. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. For never being there for when you are most in need of me. For never calling or texting to ask How are you and find out how you're doing. I miss you Voda, and the things we do together. I promise to meet you more often! I love you Voda. Please cheer up! It hurts to know that you're upset. All my life I've waited, this is true. MARTHA!
Monday, October 18, 2010 9:54 pm
tired listen, ♥We all deserve a break, a freaking break from this hectic schedule. A break from all the shit that we're being thrown in. Promotional status tomorrow. I'm numb yet scared at the same time. Fuck, why must this happen to me? Praying for the best.
Sunday, October 17, 2010 2:06 pm
boo listen, ♥Today's such a bad day. ): You're not in Singapore. My lense is throwing a bitch fit. I forgot my pencil box. The weather is so gloomy. And the list goes on. /: Only thing to make me happy is the cheese bun that Jeremy bought for me so I wouldn't be hungry on the way for tuition. (:
Saturday, October 16, 2010 10:22 pm
stupid listen, ♥  When you're not there enough, nothing feels right. I am so annoyed at everything, I wanna kick someone! /: I miss you. ): I wish I didn't have so much work to do so that I could have spent more time talking to you than watch us work on our stuff individually. When I'm with you, I'll make every second count. MARTHA!
7:14 pm
Fareen listen, ♥  HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU AIAI! It's been 6 years, 9 months and many days since I knew you. We've been through so much ups and downs together, we've braved through so much storms with each other and till today, we're still friends. Good friends in fact, and I thank you - for never giving up on me and for being there for me when life proved to be the hardest. People came and went, friendship started to disintegrate as we stepped into a new school and as we embark on our journey to start life a new. I'm thankful, that you never once forgot about me despite my hectic schedule. Your simple message of Good Morning or How are you, brightens my day in so many ways I cannot comprehend. You stood by me when I hit rock bottom, you took me by the hand when I needed direction and you led me on into the light, hoping one day that I'll come back stronger and I didn't disappoint. I came back stronger, I found myself and transformed myself in order to numb my pain. You saw through me, but never once did you doubt my capabilities and for that, I thank you - from the bottom of my heart. Thank you, for always being there and being a part of my life. Thank you for always being so encouraging and for always picking up the pieces that I've left behind. Thank you for always reminding me, that I'm the best in no matter what I do and that I'll always have your back. Your reassurance keeps me going cause I know, your faith in me would never die off just the way our friendship works. I miss you so much. The time we use to spend together, the many sacrifices we made for each other and not forgetting, your kindness that shone right through you. I miss having lessons with you, I miss going for recess with you and how you'll rush to the canteen because you want to eat our favourite Tom Yam beehoon. I miss the many times we'll run to West Coast Park, to and fro - just to make ourselves feel better after a long day in school. I miss Night Study sessions with you cause half the time, we end up gossiping with the rest of the gang instead of studying. Yet we know our efforts would pay off. I miss teaching your History because the way you memorize and ask me questions make me giggle and laugh. Your dramatic expression makes me feel that I've succeeded in making you understand whatever you have to for the exams. I know we're all busy with our own stuff and our lives are going haywire in many ways, but never forget that we'll always have each other. No matter how hard life is and how much shit we have to go through time after time, just remember that we still have each other till the end of time cause that's how much our friendship is worth. You deserve the best things in life and I'm glad I found a friend in you. It's your day and I hope you've enjoyed yourself because, you deserve it. From the bottom of my heart, I sincerely thank you for being a part of my life. You can always count on me, the way I've counted on you to be there. (: Love you Aiai! xoxo, MARTHA!
Monday, October 11, 2010 8:46 pm
reliance listen, ♥Over reliance on someone really kills. It's like when you don't have enough time spent or you don't feel right about something, you tend to switch off and move away because you feel that retreating would be the best way and the safest option for you. Often, we find ourselves not being able to live up to expectations, but is that wrong? We're all humans and we live by our own set of values don't we? I'm confused, utterly confused and I'm tired, of everything. Of having to wonder why time and again. I cannot read you just like how you cannot read me. It's getting way to tiring and out of hand. After so long of fighting and holding on, I feel like giving up. All over again. I make such a terrible friend. ):
Monday, October 04, 2010 11:10 pm
idiotic listen, ♥HATE HOW I CANNOT UPLOAD PICTURES! Whatever. /: Today's such a long and tiring day, was tortured the whole time and I'm drained. Mentally drained, physically worn out. I wish this year would end faster. To hell with Biology, to hell with PW, to hell with Chinese. Gahhh, I'm so tired but I cannot sleep until I get things done. |: Swear life sucks. ): xxx, MARTHA! |
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