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Thursday, April 12, 2012 10:49 pm
Birthday listen, ♥HAPPY HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY SHAFIK! ^^ Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to Shafik! Happy birthday to you! I hope you've had a great time and a good day! (: 
Thursday, April 05, 2012 1:15 am
Why listen, ♥This sense of betrayal is overwhelming, to the point that I'm numb and unable to recover. I wanna leave this place forever, I don't feel that I belong here. Every night, I see people acting before me. Every night, I struggle to make contact with them. Every night, I wish I was dead. The constant fights, the immense struggle, the inability to feel loved and cherished. I'm suffocating here, so much so that I feel living is a chore and a downright insult to humanity. I don't wanna live my days struggling to get by. I honestly am sick of all the lies, all the acts, all the drama. Does anyone feel my pain? Can anyone empathise with me? Why must I live my life this way? Why must the people I loved and cherished most, do things like this to hurt me. It breaks my heart to see things fall apart, yet they never know the internal struggle I go through. I don't wanna live my life this way. I'm sick and tired of everything. There's no more love and warmth in this place, no more. Every night I cry myself to sleep, praying for a better day. But nothing seems to be working at all. The disappointment I receive day in and out, is killing me inside.
Monday, April 02, 2012 1:25 am
Family listen, ♥I remember how I use to brag about my family and telling the whole world how perfect my family is. The people whom I thought would always be there, the people whom I thought I could turn to and count on in good and bad times. I guess I was wrong. I guess I was living a lie all my life. In my whole entire existence, I thought the only thing I'll never lose, is my family. The people I love and cherish, I've lost them all, within a night. This feeling that I cannot describe in mere words. This sense of uncertainty and hatred that is building, overwhelms me greatly. I've crumbled, fallen and felt like I've been through so many near death experiences, but this kills more than anything in this world. The falsehood of having people that would be there for me through thick and thin, is really killing me inside. This new found sense of betrayal. This new episode that I have to face in life. I've never in my life, thought that I would have to face this. I'm broken inside. I haven't cried infront of anyone in the longest time.
12:35 am
screwed listen, ♥the last train just went by, its like telling me that everythings over.
Sunday, April 01, 2012 11:07 pm
Frustration listen, ♥Adults are so complicating, I cannot understand them at all. It's so frustrating to see everything fall apart when all seemed to be perfect. If everything was just a facade, I'll rather things not be perfect in the first place. Expectations lead to further disappointment. Le sigh~ Things life do to you. |
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